There was no sound, only dark stark black and white pictures shot in a crude light depicting one man’s final moments before his death.

Hollanbach watched intently, all frames of the film as they blurred together into the moving pictures he and everyone else in the room witnessed before them…staring with the captain’s confrontation with the third alien type and Reese’s retrieval of the sphere.

A tame sequence of events compared to what happened next. Hollanbach felt his breath catch when the camera turned away from the dead alien’s body and saw a sudden image of the big-eyed gray standing there, quite alive, staring, at them it seemed, raising its arm to shield its eyes from the abrupt brilliance of Reese’s light.

Hollanbach could almost hear the shrill of the tiny creature as it might have sounded, screaming in unparalleled surprises, turning away and running into the darkness that extended. This darkness, Hollanbach knew all too well, in every direction around them.

He saw Reese’s arm raise up, his hand coming away from his rifle for just an instant, perhaps to show the alien he meant it no harm. But it was too late. The gray was long gone. It seemed that Reese stood there a second or two longer than he should have, and then he slowly began to turn around.

Hollanbach felt himself begin to cringe with terror when the light from his dead partner’s helmet illuminated the arm, the waist, and as Reese looked up, the chest of one of the giant’s they’d seen the likes of before. Only this one was alive and standing dangerously close. The light continued to travel upwards, following what had been Reese’s gaze…stopping as it reached the monster’s face, which instantly drew back to escape the harshness of the light. The former commander jumped in his seat when he saw the giant lunge at the camera, giant claws and giant teeth filling the screen.

And then came the flashes of light. Flash, flash, flash …one right after another in rapid succession. The camera caught the glint of a spent shell casting as it traveled up and away in the moon’s gravity, slowly tumbling end over end. The flashed stopped and Reese’s gun came into view as he bent down to eject the spent clip and slap in another one.

C’mon, Reese, Hollanbach heard himself thinking as the light from the helmet shone back onto the giant, now still and rubbing its chest in confusion. Kill it or get the hell out of there! The monster didn’t stay still for very long. Its claws came back into view as did its teeth…lunging at Reese as he fired yet again.

Flash.

Flash, flash, flash, flash, flash, flash!

Hollanbach could see how close Reese was to the beast now, less than twenty feet he knew, as he emptied another magazine of 7.62 millimeter rounds into its chest. But the damn thing kept coming, and swinging its clawed hands at the how defenseless Reese, who suddenly threw his weapon at the creature as the camera, bolted away and upwards from its tight hold on the alien, light splashing onto the ridged ceiling of the spaceship.

The Navy captain tensed and sat up in his seat. “Holy shit!” his thoughts screamed out. “He’s falling down.” Then came the struggle to get up.

The dead frozen alien arm came into view and was tossed quickly aside, and the spiraling pieces of a neatly sliced M-16 zipped overhead as the creature continued to come at him, slower now….more sluggish. And then came the fall.

The motion of the film seemed to slow considerably now, with Reese finally managing to grab hold of some leverage to boost himself back into a standing position. The helmet-cam stayed on the downed creature, bathed in white light and lying on the deck. It seemed that the captain had finally managed to kill it after pumping more than forty-some rounds into its leathery skin. But Hollanbach’s mood soon changed once he realized that Reese was watching the giant because….as the tell-tale rise and fall of its chest indicated….it was still alive, still breathing.

Reese quickly turned, and came upon a blur of something in front of him. It was too close for the camera to be able to focus on it, substituting visual clarity for a gray and white smudge. The picture began to jerk violently to each side, and much to his horror, Hollanbach started to think that he knew what it was he was looking at. But he wasn’t certain of it until the camera angle slowly began to drift downwards, the helmet light illuminating the exposed second half of the Air Force captain’s body, freshly severed and left standing on its own, a glimpse of now familiar alien claws caught in the down-swing of the light, sparkled with the crystallizing blood on its sharpened tips.

Another flash of movement, and it appeared the glass from Reese’s visor shattered, bits of glass glinting as they passed quickly by…the camera beginning to pitch end over end as the helmet and Reese’s head separated from the man’s neck, slowly began to sail until it hit the bulkhead of the ship, lazily ricocheting towards the deck and hitting it, taking a few seconds to roll around until it came to a stop, amazingly enough on its side, and still facing the direction it came from, clearly showing the alien eating the captain’s remains…and two more attacking and ripping into their downed comrade in the background.

It was at that moment, the projection switched off and the lights blinked back on in the room, giving Hollanbach a chance to see what he could to see of the expressions of those around him. To his right, he heard a retching sound, turning to the British prime minister again tossing his lunch onto the floor, deeply sickened by what was just seen by all before them.

“Ladies and gentlemen,” Coley said, drawing her audience’s attention away from the puking Prime Minister, and back to herself. “What you have all just witnessed is the tragic death of Captain Andrew Reese, a death caused by senseless and savage bloodlusts of those brutal aliens who apparently had come back to investigate the crash of their spaceship,” she said as she looked down at the French president. “Do you understand now, sir, what I was trying to relay to you beforehand?”

The Frenchman sighed heavily, shaking his head in disbelief.

“This…,” he began to say slowly.“….is impossible. The creature was nearly dead,” he pointed out. “Perhaps a few more rounds would have finished it off.”

Coley half-shrugged. “Perhaps,” she agreed. “But take this into consideration. How much firepower will be needed to kill these creatures should they turn their designs to our planet? Would their invading forces be in the thousands…or the millions?”

“Christ,” Hollanbach heard the Vice-President say. “Millions of them?”

“It’s not entirely impossible, sir,” Coley told him. “And it is definitely something to think about.”

At that moment, she opened the metal briefcase and brought the sphere back into view. “Especially once you view the contents inside this.”

“That looks like the object the captain retrieved from the ship,” a Russian-accented voice said. All eyes turned to see Sternenko, calmly sitting in his seat, even though his face looked as if it were straining to keep something else-some other emotion-inside. “I do not recall such a device making it back to Earth during our joint rescue attempt of your astronaut, Agent Coley. However did you manage to maintain possession of this artifact?”

The Vice-President became curious. “What’s he talking about, Agent Coley?” the politician said suddenly. “What rescue attempt?”

Coley smiled nervously, shooting cold looks at the grinning Sternenko, seemingly quite pleased with himself for exposing their shared secret, something she hoped to not have to discuss today in front of so many dignitaries. It had been a mistake to leave Reese up there anyway, they knew that when Hollanbach had informed them of the fuel gauge’s true status….and the fact that the U.S. had to rely on their nemesis for help….well, the politics of it was damaging, which is why the President had insisted she avoid all discussion of it during the briefing. But now that the general had just blurted out in front of them and the veepee, who obviously didn’t know anything about it- Coley felt she had no choice to tell what had happened. Setting the sphere down on the podium, she began.

“After a minor impact with a meteorite during descent, some of the LEM’s read-out systems were damaged…among them was the ascent engine fuel monitor, which displayed a sufficiently low volume reading. It was low enough, I’m afraid; to constitute an emergency decision made by the President, forcing one of the astronauts to remain on the moon’s surface while the other continued homeward,” she said as she sighed.

“It was the only way to rectify the weight-to-launch ration that would have allowed the lander to successfully use what tiny amount of fuel it did have to break lunar gravity and rendezvous with the CSM,” she said as he gave the audience a sorrowful look. “It was not an easy decision by any means…but one made for the greater good, which was bringing home the remainder of the crew and learning what we could of the spacecraft encountered there on the moon.

“In turn, we asked the Soviet Union for help in the immediate retrieval and rescue of Captain Reese, and much to the gratefulness of the United States, they complied,” she said as she focused her eyes on the Vice-President. “I’m sorry, Sir, if you were in the dark about all this, but there just wasn’t enough time to properly notify you, being out of the country on business as you were at the time.”

He nodded his head. “Entirely understandable. I’m quite sure the President would have briefed, accordingly, had I actually been given the chance to return to Washington instead of being sidelined to this briefing. Do go on, Agent Coley.”

With a slight smile, she picked up the sphere and walked to the center of the stage.

“Quite by accident,” she started again. “One of the examining technicians discovered this spherical object to be what we believe to be the ship’s black-box of some sorts…acting as a recorder for these creature’s conquests of other planets, other races….depicting them in a form not yet popular to the masses, but relatively new in the scientific community. Something called a hologram.”

Coley looked at their faces to see if the term registered and it didn’t look like I did. “Really,” she said, giving the signal for the lights to go down, which they soon did. “You have to experience it to understand it,” she said holding the baseball sized object out in front of her.

Coley depressed the black bulge on its side and withdrew her hand out from under it. Surprising the spectators into silence as the sphere remained in the air, floating it seemed, without any aid or suspension.

“Brace yourselves,” the agent forewarned. “This is an experience you’ll not soon forget.”

Her words seemed far away as the little metal ball began to hum in a low tone, its north and south hemispheres separating and hovering a few centimeters away from watch other as a light began to build in its center, pulsating as the humming began to grow louder and louder until there was a silent explosion of brightness, radiating outwards in all directions.

Shutting his eyes only briefly to escape the intensity of the light, Hollanbach opened them at the sudden absence of all sound, and became panicked to find himself still sitting in his chair, but all the world around him gone, replaced by a black, starry void, and a green and white planet unfamiliar to his sight, growing larger in size as he seemed to approach it. He blinked several times to be sure of it, yet each time his eyes opened, he was, in fact, still there.SpaceScene14W-1

The alien world was beautiful in every aspect of his view. Downwards he sailed, silently fleeing past the white clouds that floated up in the green-tinted atmosphere that surrounded every direction he thought to look in. The captain could almost feel the air of the planet brushing against his face as he flew onwards, into gathering of whiteness that blacked his view. The image was incredible. Beyond that. Everywhere he looked, he seemed to be surrounded by it. As if he’d been somehow transported there. The clarity of it was something he knew he could never describe…even if he were permitted to do so.

The clouds broke, and Hollanbach could now see the browning hills of land, along with grids of evident civilization in the green valley below him. Out from the corner of his eye, he watched an aircraft completely unique in design fastly approach…and quickly pass by. With a thought, the captain looked behind him; watching s two more flew around him in a similar way. Turning back around, the captain realized that he was about to witness an attack, the initial beauty of his surroundings taking a sudden turn to darker surroundings as he neared the ground at neck breaking speeds, watching in grief as hordes of white figures began to run in droves. He was near enough to see their faces, flashing forward looks of pure horror.

What came next surprised Hollanbach almost as much as the odd-looking humanoid beings that seemed to be the focus of the attraction. Giants were immediately everywhere, killing with every stroke, and every wave of their arm. Some carried jagged-edged axe-sphere that sliced through the foreign people as if they were not even there to begin with. A stream of pink blood arched in his direction and Hollanbach ducked, trying to move out of the way.

All around him, the slaughter continued. Nothing could match the ferocity of the beasts as they stopped killing long enough only to consume their prey. The humanoids boasted weapons, firing bullets akin to Earth’s own, but the giants would not go down.

The damage was shrugged off with hardly a care, doing nothing to appease their mindless anger or even slow the carriage. One by one, they all fell until the greens of the valley were painted pink with their own blood. In minutes the fight was over. The sphere played another scene.

Another.

And another.

And another.

Different races of intelligent life each meeting their end the same way, becoming food for intergalactic hunters who killed, ate, stole technology to incorporate into their own with the help of their apparent slaves, the grays, only to stumble upon another planet and do it all over again.

Hollanbach felt sick and tried unsuccessfully to look away, only peering straight into the killing from another angle. The captain felt his stomach turn and his control slip from under him. His throat burned as he vomited not once but twice, his blue eyes tearing from the strain, blurring the vision of the senseless carnage all around him. Even with no sound, he could hear the screams of the baby one of the beasts dangled by a hoof, licking its hungry lips in anticipation until another swiped half of it from him, leaving only a bloody stump pierced through its claw. Eyes wide, the captain watched as one attacked the other, fighting for the shredded remnants of what had been a living thing, now reduced to a thing of taste in these creature’s dark eyes. Each weapon they encountered, they overcame, rearing their ugly heads upwards in stronger defiance, more determined than before to quench their hunger…even if it meant eating every last living thing on the planet.

This they often did, time and horrifying time again.

The naval officer closed his eyes and leaned further back in his chair. Nothing could stop them, he thought. What chance could the human race have if those with technology far outreaching ours couldn’t find a way to kill these damn things by now?

And now they had a taste for human blood. In terror, he opened his eyes to find himself back in the hotel on Earth, Coley holding the sphere as its light dimmed to nothing in her hands.

Were they the next on the goddamn menu? he wondered, jaw sat in anger…and fright. His eyes locked with the Vice President who was in the process of turning back around in his seat, and could tell that he was wondering the exact same thing as he. Were they next?

Coley placed the sphere back in its case and locked it, walking solemnly back towards the podium and handing the case to a Marine, who took it from her and disappeared from view. She turned to face the crowd again, her jade eyes intense…more so than they were before.

“What you’ve all just seen here is a very real threat to our existence, as human beings and as creatures of God’s universe.”

The German chancellor shook his head. “God?” he wondered out loud. “Do you honestly expect me to believe in God after seeing this? If there were a God, I doubt he would create beasts such as those!”

Coley nodded. “A valid point, Herr Chancellor, but moot if you consider that God also created mankind, which also has a pretty good track record of killing other creatures… as well as themselves.”

The room grew quiet as Lockenshire entered the scene from behind Coley, his scarred eyes surveying the room as he waited to take the podium.

“At this point, I’d like to introduce to you, General Thomas G. Lockenshire,” she smiled, waving him forward. “Head of the American Joint Chiefs of Staff,” she said as she patted the big man on his uniformed back, exiting the stage, surrendering her captive audience to the general.

With an echoing grunt, he began.

“Thank you, Agent Coley. I speak on behalf of my President and my peers of the Joint Chiefs….as well as those in our Department of Defense and the nation’s military…when I say that the only chance we have at combating these….,” he stopped momentarily, searching for the right word, and smiling once he’d found it. “Monsters…is to call for something as yet unprecedented in these times of ours. And that is a united front dedicated to the preservation of our species, should these bastards attack.

“We do everything in our power to keep them away from this planet,” he said. “We work together to establish watch stations and listening posts in space and here on Earth. We send out ‘exploratory’ probes to try and find any sign of these creatures’ whereabouts and possible approach. We develop and experiment with weapons that can take them out. However, this should not be any one nation, all of us, if we work together, we can devise a solution to this impending problem. But if we are to begin this mission, then we all have to begin,” he said, stressing the word. “We are to agree on one, indisputable thing.”

“Which is?” the British Prime Minister asked.

Shuttle_into_the_Blue_by_trekkie604Lockenshire grunted again, and gripped the edge of the podium with his strong hands. “To keep the risk of detection to a minimum-assuming these beasts are still unaware of our location, we all here today vow never again to venture manned spacecraft beyond the limits of our planetary orbit. Not to the moon. Not to Mars. We stay home, and keep watch over our own cosmic backyard.”

There was some low-leveled mumbling in the room until Sternenko stood up and asked the one question that seemed to be on everyone’s mind.

“If we all agree, then how long do we wait before we return to manned exploration of space? Ten years?” he guessed. “One hundred?”

The American general locked fierce eyes with his Soviet counterpart.

“A million years if we have to. Or until they come here and we do everything in our power to kill them all so we know for goddamn certain. Considering that we’re talking the survival of our race, I would hardly think it matters, eh, Comrade?”

voyager1With that, Sternenko looked down at Brezhnev who only nodded slightly, and the big Russian looked back up at Lockenshire, his eyes set.

“On behalf of the Premier,” Sternenko began. “The Soviet Union will be the first to agree.”

As Hollanbach watched the happenings around him, he could only think of one thing, as sardonic as it may have been….and that was why he was glad he got his chance….despite it all, he was glad. Because now nobody would. Not tomorrow or ever again would a man, or woman set foot on another world without wondering if they had just sealed the fate of countless souls back home who knew nothing of the truth, so far away….so defenseless and unsuspecting on that blue and white marbled speck sitting precariously alone and unprotected amidst the blackness of space…

On delicious little planet Earth.

 

The End.

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Mary Ellen stood before her bewildered audience of the planet Earth’s most powerful and influential leaders and swallowed calmly despite the rapid beating other heart and the cold clamminess of her skin. It was a maneuver well-practiced that was born of her inherent stage fight from high school days of tortured writing assignments and the like when her teachers often requested the ever popular and often unnecessary task of oral presentation.

But this wasn’t high school.

Far…far from it.

She looked out into the tiny crowd, instantly wondering if she was doing the right thing…if the United States as a world power was doing the right thing, revealing to these people what they had found on the moon. She wondered somewhat frantically if they were ready for this. Hell, she wasn’t even sure she was doing it!

It was a debate that they’d all been embroiled in for the last few weeks since Hollanbach’s return and the accidental activation of the sphere by one of the Department of Defense technicians a few days later while examining it for foreign bacteria. Coley blinked as she looked around at the faces of power looking up at her. She had been there when it happened, watching the autopsy of the alien body Hollanbach and Pensk managed to bring back with them, when Hollanbach grabbed her anxiously out of the tiny, white room, rushing her with dizzying flurry flesh dance of pushes and shoves until she stood in the tech lab, now a room of entrapped spectators watching, in effect, an alien home movie.central-european-meeting-auditorium-10-07

“Good morning,” she said, trying to sound blasé and even-voiced, even as she felt the hand holding the sphere, beginning to shake a little bit. “Sorry to have kept you all waiting for so long, but we are indeed ready to begin now.”

Out of the corner of her eye, she could see Hollanbach under Haberlin’s escort, taking a seat and looking towards the proceedings with keen interest, hardly noticing that he’d just sat down behind the Vice President.

“My name is Mary Ellen Coley,” she said with a forced smile. “And I have been the Special Agent in charge of this operation since its inception,” she said as she slowly walked to the podium and carefully placed the sphere on the wooden top while clutching at a plastic cup filled with cool water, taking a long drink, almost finishing it.“In late April, the United States launched a top secret mission to the moon in order to investigate this.”

Suddenly, the conference room went dark and the plain white painted wall behind her became a theater screen of sorts, enlightened with a picture of the lights that had started the whole thing.

“These lights were photographed by Dr. Harry Sheldon, an astronomer under employ of NASA. It seems that as Dr. Sheldon watched these lights, they routinely alternated in brightness and in color and subsequently…” Coley paused; taking another sip of the water as the next slide was presented, showing the frozen image of the lights, now just the two of them, beginning to disappear beyond the moon’s edge.

“Disappear,” she continued.

“Just beyond the moon’s horizon, out of our line of sight here on Earth. Dr. Sheldon continued to film and document the surrounding areas of space for several minutes until it became evident that, in fact, the lights were not about to reappear. it seems that nearly at that precise time, seismic recorders left behind on the moon and consistently monitored by our Jet Propulsion Laboratory here on Earth, recorded evidence of a sudden impact on the moon’s far side, about forty to forty-five kilometers away from Pythagoras crater, with an epicenter very near the Birkhoff crater. According to the monitors, the ‘quake’ lasted for several minutes and equaled near a five point four on our Richter scale, the highest scaled reading of a moon quake yet.”

The picture then changed to one even more familiar with her eyes, that of a smiling astronaut posing with his mission patch-the Apollo 20 mission patch brightly portrayed in the background.

“We were made aware of this discovery by this man, Captain Andrew Reese, who by amazing enough circumstances…happened to be with the Sheldon’s at the time of the event. Although Dr. Sheldon and his daughter, who assisted her father in the discovery closely with us during the initial stages of the operation…it now, became a highly-classified matter, discernible primarily to the United States military and the Central Intelligence Agency,” she said as she finished off the water.

“Since that time, no other outside civilian agency has been contacted or made aware of this event until today, the exception being you.”

“After extensive training, our selected crew of three American astronauts which included the after mentioned Captain Reese and his fellow crew members of Apollo 20, was sent to investigate what was perceived as a crashed alien ship on the moon’s far side…a perception,” Coley teased.

“That quickly became fact once our astronauts landed on the lunar surface and assessed the situation for themselves. An alien craft had indeed crashed or crashed-landed on the moon, and was ripe for investigation.”

She looked out among her spectators and saw that their wonderment had turned into excitement. The only members of the crowd that seemed to remain stony-faced were the Soviets…Sternenko, Brezhnev and their companion staring ahead at her, already knowing what her next words would be. As her gaze dripped downwards onto the general, his face almost seemed to smirk as their eyes met. Coley shrugged it off and continued.

“Heading the lunar excursion was the mission commander, Naval Captain Jonathan Hollanbach,” she said using the man’s new rank. “And the lunar module pilot, Air Force Captain Reese.”

Coley half-turned to look behind her as the slide changed again, this time showing a shot of the alien spacecraft from a few hundred feet away and the ragged, splintered opening facing them.

“What you see here is a still image from the footage recently developed from Captain Reese’s helmet camera, recorded as he and Hollanbach approached the alien spaceship on foot.

“As you can do doubt see from this grainy and subdued picture, light was provided only by the lantern incorporated into the astronaut’s helmet as well. During the time of this operation, the moon was in its full stage leaving the far side in shadow as the side facing Earth was illuminated by the sun.”

A series of sides came next, depicting the scattered bodies of the small gray aliens, leaving most of the assembly of national leaders wide-eyed when they saw it.

“This is the first species of extraterrestrial life the astronauts encountered on their expedition, and apparently the species highest in number aboard the vessel. Both men repeatedly describe seeing several more bodies of this type all around the ship’s interior. From samples retrieved by our team and later brought back to Earth, it has been determined that of the three alien species encountered on this mission, these ‘grays’ seem to the most susceptible to injury. As detailed in the autopsy files given to you before the meeting, these creatures….from what our own medical science can determine, limited as it now appears to be…have soft flesh and virtually no bone in its body at all, harnessing a sort of cartilage-type slash membrane for a skeletal system.alien

“Our scientists also found no identifiable reproductive or digestive systems…but as I just said, we really don’t know what it is we are looking at yet…if ever.”

At that point Hollanbach glanced beside him at Haberlin.

“Three?” the captain wondered aloud. “I seem to remember only seeing two.”

The vice-director smiled at him mysteriously. “The show’s not over yet, Captain. Just keep watching,” he said as he brought the white cup of coffee up to his lips and slurped at it tenderly. “Just keep watching.”

The man seated in front of them, twisted around and looked curiously at Hollanbach, and then his expression quickly changed and a smile spread across his face once he realized just who it was he was looking at. He politely extended his hand.

“Captain Hollanbach,” he said in a low voice. “Don’t believe I’ve actually had the pleasure of meeting you in person.” Hollanbach grasped hands with the man, hardly able to believe the casual demeanor behind the Vice-President of the United States, a man, he knew, that would soon be the next President.

“The pleasure’s all mine, sir.”

The two men shook hands quickly and resumed watching Coley, who had moved away from the podium and was now standing on the ‘screen’ on the wall, new slides popping up that showed what Hollanbach knew was the odd interiors of the ship as he and Reese saw it. The multicolored bulkheads that shone like wet oil, and the strange protruding ‘scabs’ that eventually overtook the whole of the ship as they probed further inside. As Coley began explaining what everyone was looking at, Hollanbach’s eyes locked onto the sphere. Sitting idly on the podium, his mind replayed the agent’s words, “three alien species” like a lost echo in a sound stage.

What the hell had Reese seen up there after his departure?

His thoughts were suddenly cut short when a strange feeling overcame him and his eyes tore away from the sphere to see the Soviet Sternenko staring angrily at him, his big head turning, eyes following towards what the captain had been staring at.

Apparently Coley hadn’t shared the discovery of whatever the sphere really was or its existence, for that matter with the general and his people quite yet.

Hollanbach half smiled as he settled back down in his cushioned seat, rubbing his smoothly shaved chin. It didn’t look like he would be the only one to be surprised by certain elements of this little meeting. He began to chuckle softly to himself as he let his ears open back up to what the female agent was saying.

“…entered into the compartment to discover this.”

That’s when the picture on the wall abruptly changed, putting Hollanbach back in his space suit for a brief moment, looking with sudden surprise at the sight of the Soviet Vostok module and its lander component sitting on its mechanical legs just a few yards away in the eerie quiet of the spacecraft. The captain blinked, happy to find himself back in the conference room among people, taking note those same people had fallen silent with the presentation of the image, all eyes slowly turning in the direction of the Russian entourage who sat isolated from the rest near the room’s center. Again, the Soviets refused to react, staring straight ahead past the wondering glance of the present international community.

“Pictured here is a Soviet-made space module and lunar lander, both prototypes in their field,” Coley informed the curious onlookers. “Test machines. Prototypes. What you see on the left here, is known as a Vostok capsule, in this form…modified and equipped to carry a crew of three instead of its usual number,” she said pointing.

Walking in front of the image, Hollanbach watched Coley wince her green eyes as the lighted picture folded it way around the smooth and enticing contours of her skin and hair, jumping onto her blue-sleeved arm as it rose up from the side, a finger out-stretched, pointing at something.

“Our friends in the Soviet Union informed me that this mission was launched with only the intention of orbiting the moon, with practiced demonstration as to both crafts’ capability and handling. Only it never got there.” Coley stepped towards the podium and continued to address her now-captive audience. “They lost contact with it two days into the mission,” she said, turning to look at the image again. “This was two days before Dr. Sheldon saw the lights.”

As she watched, the picture changed yet again, now showing Hollanbach’s view of the massive hole in the spacecraft’s side. The captain slid in his seat, partially covering his eyes with his hand. He knew what was coming next, and he sure as hell didn’t want to see it again. He closed his blue eyes, listening as Coley’s voice took him back despite his wishes, back to standing at the foot of the whole…bloody…mess.

“This is a closer look at the Vostok from its starboard side,” she said as she departed the podium again and walked over to the picture on the wall, taking a pointer with her this time as she again meshed with the image, bringing the telescoping metal stick up, and pointing to the hard=edged ripples of vicious scratch marks radiating from all around the jagged circular edges of the large, gaping hole.

“Evident damage was done to the craft here, with large and obtrusive scratch marks all along the perimeter of the cavity. Increasing in density and depth as they near the edges, this indicated forced entry by something from the outside…or several something’s,” she added in afterthought. “Whatever the case, the damage was inflicted with savage intention, as discovered here in the next slide.”

The picture instantly dissolved and another appeared, cloaking Coley in the brightly lit shine of black and crimson ice as it clung desperately along the clawed interior of the Vostok. She stepped off to the side, watching, along with every other locked eyeball in the house; with the exception of Hollanbach’s as a series of several more images flashed forward one right after the other, each one showing what very few nightmares could conjure up. A mosaic of death.

Coley turned at the sound of retching, looking out into the lit darkness to see the English prime minister vomiting instinctively at the sight of such horror. The agent closed her eyes and slowly stepped back towards the podium as the English entourage quickly tended to their leader, a few more of them following suit in bodily function as they neared it. She wrapped her hands onto the edges the podium plane and resumed looking at the images behind her, fighting her own urges. Finally, the last of the series vanished from view, and the wall was lit with a white light. The room was suddenly illuminated again by its overhead lamps and the projector was shut off.

“I believe we’ll take a short break here,” Coley announced, grabbing the sphere and putting it back into the metal case she had hidden inside the podium. “Are you okay, Prime Minister?”

A weak, shaky hand was held up in response.

“Five minutes,” Coley said, leaving the podium with case in hand and heading for the side stage.

Hollanbach had his eyes open now, sat up in surprise, watching Sternenko bolt up from his seat and walk quickly towards the side stage door looking rather angrily. The captain rose and brushed past Haberlin, engaged in conversation with Lockenshire.

“Hey,” he said as Hollanbach rushed past him, making way towards the aisles. “Where are you going?”

2329114The captain pointed in Sternenko’s direction. “Trouble.”

By the time he got there, he could already see that his assistance was not needed. Three MP’s, a secret service agent and another man in a black suit and tie, whom Hollanbach assumed to be CIA, were beside Coley, confronting the Russian, who was being held back…by a cadre of his own soldiers, babbling in their native tongue, trying desperately to calm down the bear of a man. Fortunately, Hollanbach realized as he stepped into the scene, it was all taking place away from the eyes of the conglomerate of nations just a few yards away. Coley stood, calmly looking at the bristling Russian general as he ranted on in Slovak verse, eyes bugging as he stared at the metallic case now handcuffed to Coley’s wrist. Feeling a rush of cool air, Hollanbach glanced over his shoulder and noticed that Haberlin and Lockenshire had arrived behind him.

“What the hell is going on here?” Lockenshire shouted at everyone angrily. “Has everyone lost their goddamn minds?”

Coley remained cool, still smiling. “It’s okay, General. I think I know why our Russian friend is upset with me.”

“Upset?” Sternenko asked in rough English. “I am not upset, Agent Coley. I am…furious! How did you get that?” he screamed, pointing at the metal case, knowing full well what was nestled inside it.

The agent turned to the Marines beside her. “Tell your men to return to their post, Gunny. General Sternenko is not about to hurt anyone are you, General?”

He looked at her eyes, a mask of innocence, as he shrugged off his own officers’ hold on him and agitatedly began to straighten his uniform.

“Hurt, no…Kill? Maybe.”

The agent on Coley’s left brought up his Walther. Without looking, the brunette reached beside her and grabbed his arm, forcing it down as he looked at her.

“Ma’am?”

“Stand down,” she said evenly. “All of you.”

She glanced at Lockenshire. “Back me up, General.”

The American Joint Chief grunted. “Do as she says, men. Stand down and return to your posts.”

Everyone watched with baited breath as the soldiers and agents complied, walking tersely away. Then Lockenshire stepped forward, and hissed in a low voice.

“Now will somebody explain to me what the blazes just happened here before I have to scrape someone’s blood off the wall?”

Sternenko glared at the seductive female before him.

“You assured me, Agent Coley…that the Soviet Union and the United States stood on equal ground as far as this project was concerned. No secrets. Shared information,” he said as he pointed again at the silver case. The mere presence of that device is a clear violation of those terms!”, he said as he grunted, balling his large hands up into tightly clenched fists by his sides, his jaw jumping as the muscles in his mouth tensed. “The Soviet Union demands an explanation!”

The agent glanced down at her watch.

“I’m sorry, General,” she said, looking behind him at Hollanbach for a split second before resuming fierce eye-contact with Sternenko. “But I’m afraid there really isn’t any time for that right now. If I don’t get back out there and finish this briefing, someone might suspect that some-thing is wrong,” she said as she sighed. “And I don’t think anyone wants that. Certainly not me.”

The Russian’s eyes disappeared beneath his thick furrowing eyebrows.

“Then we will talk later, yes. You and I. After this is over.”

She smiled at him. “I promise. After the meeting.”

Coley watched as the angry Russian looked at her a few moments longer before grunting in disgust and turning around to walk away with his entourage, brushing past….but not even noticing….Hollanbach. He watched as they exited from view and slowly turned his head to face Coley.

“Are you alright, Mary Ellen?” he heard Haberlin ask from behind him.

Another smile brightened her beautiful face. “Never better,” she said with a breath. “What do you say we get this over with, hmm?”

“Yes…,” Lockenshire said, walking briskly past the captain. “The sooner this damn thing is over….the better.”

The lights dimmed again as Coley resumed her position behind the podium. A second later the slide projector was back on and blasting the image of her next phase of the discussion onto the wall. Quiet rippled through the observers in front of her once again as she turned towards the picture.

“This,” she began, shaking the excitement of the last few minutes from her mind. “Is the second, and without a doubt, the most dangerous of the aliens encountered on this mission.”

“For lack of a better name, we call it an Indigo, based on its overall coloring. Don’t let the projection fool you,” she warned, again walking up to the picture and standing next to the sprawled visage of the beast Hollanbach had discovered in the craft’s bridge. Beside it, one could see Coley to be about the same height as the creature on the wall. She took the pointer and held it high above her head.

“These aliens are roughly eight to ten feet in height…five to six in chest width…they are massive on all sides. Apparently they are carnivorous, predatory creatures with eyes at the front, large and jagged teeth inside their mouths and claws,” she said as the slide changed and the next picture came up showing Reese’s discovery.

“Retractable claws on each digit of their hands, when extended, themselves to be well over a foot in length as you can see here…coming,” she said as she traced over the picture with her pointer. “To a sharp point that as near as we can tell…can cut through anything and cannot be broken, chipped, or even scratched,” she said as she sighed heavily, dropping her arm back down to her side.

“What you are seeing here is what sliced through the Vostok’s metal hull…several layers of it…and took the lives of everyone on board.”

“Christ Almighty,” she heard an MP near he2006-12-05-Ar whisper as he stared un-believably at the picture on the wall, now back onto the previous slide showing the impaled alien from Hollanbach’s camera with Reese standing, dwarfed beside it.

As the slides continued to flash through several more different shots of the two giants Hollanbach and Reese has encountered, Coley reproached the podium.

“This is the reason the United States felt the need to call a meeting and make the other space faring nations of our world aware of such a threat, instead of keeping the secret to ourselves. What you are seeing here represents a direct threat to all of us on this planet, not any one nation. These creatures have proven that they indeed are merciless and savage with power and bloodlust to match.”

Coley fell silent a few moments, watching the slides continue to advance.

“And sadly I have to inform you all…that as of today, this very minute, not one military force on this world yet has the capability to stop them.”

The French president jumped up.

“My pardon, mademoiselle, but do you expect me to believe that we can’t kill these beasts with anything. Its claws are impressive, yes? But it is dead. So I see it right before me! It can die.”

Coley looked at him. “Although we aren’t positive…our scientists speculate these giants suffered from asphyxiation, resulting in their deaths.”

“Bah!” he exclaimed. “It is an animal, yes? We can shoot it!”

“No,” Coley said, her voice becoming tight. “You can’t. And I’ll show you why.”

The slides were done and suddenly were replaced by moving pictures, counting down from ten.

“I have something I would like you all to see, she said, walking back over to the podium. “In order to believe, you have to see. And believe me when I tell you all that it gives me no pleasure to have to show anyone this film footage, but it’s necessary.”

And as the picture became less blurred and dark, Hollanbach’s eyes widened in horror as he saw the letters identifying the camera ID in the lower right corner in a bold, white font.

REESE.

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The past three weeks seemed to vanish, leaving her to wake up in a Berlin hotel with a muscular, hairy arm resting on top of her naked breast. A muscular, hairy arm that was attached to something snoring loud enough to wake the dead.

Turning her head, Mary Ellen smiled at the sight of her man sleeping on his belly next to her, white sheet wet with drool under his mouth and whiskered chin. Hard to believe that only a few days ago he had her alone in the corner of some swanky restaurant in Denver, Colorado asking her in that rough and scratchy voice of his, if she’d be willing to spend the rest of her life with him.

Naturally, she turned him down.berlin-hotel-adlon-kempinski-berlin-72620

But after a night of furious lovemaking and the sudden announcement that he was about to retire after more than a quarter-century in the service, just to spend his days with her, she gladly conceded and let him make love to her all over again. This time as his fiancée, the future Mrs. Joshua Kent Mayson.

But for now…it was all she could do to be Special agent Mary Ellen Coley, woman on the verge of holding an international consortium to educate the leaders of space-faring nations. France, Great Britain, The Soviet Union, West Germany, and of course, The United States, on the dangers of going to the moon…or beyond. They were meeting in a special room set aside in the hotel by the embassy and guarded round the clock since midnight two days earlier. Casting her green eyes over at the clock on the night stand, she saw that almost four hours remained until the day’s proceeding got underway. With a sigh, she closed her eyes and moved Mayson’s arm away from her, stealthily sliding out from the bed sheets and placing her feet on the warm carpet of the lavish hotel room, looking at her bare reflection in the mirror before her, covering herself with a robe and walking over to sit in one of the chairs surrounding the table there, where her briefcase set open on top of it, papers and photos scattered everywhere.

On top of them all a familiar looking face of a young handsome man that she had seen for the first time two months ago…almost to the day, smiling at her from the photograph. Closing her eyes with a sigh, Mary Ellen tossed the picture down onto the pile and stood up, stretching.

Shake it off, Mary Ellen, she tried to tell herself. You’re not at fault for the man’s death. No one is. You tried to do everything you could to bring him home and… She looked back at the reflection, seeing the beautiful woman staring at her. They both knew better.

“Not fooling you am I?” she asked herself. “More planning should’ve gone into this. More research, we went into all of this way too half-assed.”

“Well, that’s not what you told me last night, Ms. Coley.”

Surprised, she looked to see a waking Mayson sitting up in bed, rubbing at his thinning hair and smiling at her, a dangerous twinkle in his eyes.

“Correct me if I’m wrong…but I’m pretty sure you were screaming how much you loved me and couldn’t be more certain of anything in your life.” Then he yawned. “Pretty sure that’s what you said,” as his smile turned evil. “But it was hard to tell in between all that moaning and panting you were doing in my ear,” he said as she turned to face him.

“Will you just for once get your mind out of the gutter, General? And for the record, I wasn’t panting.”

“Right,” he said, patting the bed down, indicating clearly that he wanted her to join there. “Then what would you call it?”

Her smile was wicked as she motioned towards him. “I was trying to breathe, if you must know. With all that weight on top of me” she said pointing to his slightly protruding belly peeking out from beneath the sheets. “It’s a wonder I’m still alive.”

The general winced in mock pain. “Ouch,” he said, rubbing his stomach. “Guess I could stand to lose a few pounds, eh? Ok, so tell me, Mary Ellen, what’s got my baby fit to be tied this morning?”

She plopped down next to him and sighed. “Just thinking,” she told him. “Everything about this mission was so quick,” she said. “So damned rushed. We should have never sent those men up there without knowing more, Joshua. Reese might still be alive.”

“Reese.” The general reached up and ran his fingers through her long brown hair. “Still beating yourself up over that, huh? I thought we had come to an understanding about that, Mary Ellen. His death wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t anyone’s fault, for Christ sake! He was a damn fine man and a knowing him like I did, I can honestly tell you that he would have been bounding about up there whether he knew a rescue mission was coming or not. Besides, how in the hell could anyone, much less you, predict that an goddamned alien would show up and…”

She turned over into him, touching his chest and entwining the graying hairs there with her slender fingers. “No,” she agreed with her lover. “No one could predict that. But the fuel gauge…I don’t know. I still think it could have been prevented.”

Mayson sighed in growing irritation.

“They were hit by a goddamned meteorite, Mary Ellen! They got off lucky if you ask me! A busted fuel gauge is nothing, compared to all the shit that could have gone wrong in its place. You’ve been through the briefings, the de-briefings, the technical reports and the goddamned hearing your superiors had over this whole thing! And in the end, it’s exactly like I’ve been telling you since day one…no one, especially you, is at fault. Reese died because he was in the wrong place at the wrong time. It is as simple as that.”

His embrace against her grew a bit tighter, and he lovingly kissed her on top of her beautiful head. “But I will tell you this, sweetheart.”

“What’s that?”

“He died a hero. In that, there’s no doubt.”

“No,” she agreed, cuddling up closer to him. “I don’t guess there is. But what good will that do for the loved ones he left behind?” she said as he kissed her again.

“Maybe nothing,” he said. “And maybe everything. Guess it depends on who you are.”

They laid there in silence for a few more minutes, holding each other and thinking about the one person they were indeed talking about.

* * *

Angelica Sheldon had given up hope. She would never get the damn cake made before her father came home, especially now that she had dropped her only carton of eggs on the floor and cracked them all. One egg, she was able to salvage out of the dozen. Wiping the last of the slimy yellow yoke up off the linoleum floor of the kitchen, the young woman carefully balled up the dirty paper towel in her hand and chucked it successfully into the trash can a few feet away.

98370464She leaned herself tiredly up against the kitchen counter and mumbled an inaudible curse. It seemed like nothing was going right for this week, not a goddamned thing. Monday she lost her job at the restaurant. Tuesday her period started…in painful earnest, and yesterday she got caught double parking at the mall, running inside like a crazed woman to gather as many applications as she could before the stores closed…a good ten minutes later. And still…she had heard nothing from Reese. It was too long. She knew in her heart that something was wrong.

Tilting her head back, she closed her jade eyes and remained quiet and still for a few minutes, partly trying to keep herself from screaming and partly to hold the flood of tears that were waiting behind her eyes…waiting and ready to turn on the water works until she was fried out. And the way she was feeling…that would be a while, so it was best just to keep it all bottled in and not even get started.

With a quick sigh, she opened her eyes, venturing them over to the clock on the wall, losing herself in the ticking of the second hand as it continued for-forward on its never-ending journey. Something was wrong with Reese and she knew it. She’d tried calling Coley at the number the agent had left her, but all she ever seemed to get was some Central Intelligence operator, who was drab and consistent in telling her that the woman was not in her office and hardly knew when she’d be back.

She’d even gone as far as to try and contact Taylor at the base, but the guards on duty would never let her past the main gate, much less even try to get him on the phone for her, it was like all her connections to Reese had been severed…like something out of a dream, that’s honestly what she was beginning to believe, that she’d dreamt the past two months. Her father was on the verge of throwing her out, and when he was home, he never wanted to make conversation about the lights, Reese…any of it. He rarely wanted to talk at all anymore, it seemed, always stumbling through the door, half asleep and dead tired from teaching all day and the better part of the night at the university, managing to stay awake long enough and eat before retiring to bed and sleeping soundly all night…rising long before the sun at four A.M., only to start the entire routine all over again.

So basically, she felt shut out, and no one to talk to. God help her, she had tried countless numbers of times to forget about the captain and go on with her life, but she couldn’t stop thinking about him. Fearing for his life on the moon, wondering, what the hell was going on and why she hadn’t heard from him yet. And it all seemed so crazy because she hardly knew him. She didn’t even know his middle name or how old he was, where he was from or what his parents were like or where they lived. Nothing.

But it didn’t seem to bother her heart, which kept on beating at the promise of a future rendezvous. A promise that was quickly fading to a flickering flame of dying hope. It certainly didn’t look like Captain Reese was coming back to her anytime soon. She sighed. At least not today, anyway. She looked down at the golden moon medallion still around her neck that her father had given her so long ago on her twelfth birthday.

You’ll wait forever if you have to, she heard a little voice say to her inside her head. Because you’re a stupid girl in love with some guy you hardly even know.

“Goddammit!!!” she burst out.

“Goddammit.” A teardrop slid down her cheek. Why did she always do this silly shit to herself? Why did she always have to fall for the assholes and jerks? But something was wrong. She could tell. The feeling was coming from deep within her instinctual mechanisms. She may not have known everything or really all that much about him, but she knew that Reese wasn’t one of the usual buttwipes she always found herself somehow involved with. This guy was an astronaut. He had manners and was polite and so obviously came from good stock.

So why hadn’t she heard from him?

She almost laughed. It would be so much easier to just call him an asshole and move on, but that wasn’t it. Remember the note, Angelica, she told herself. There is some other reason why the man can’t get back to you.

Not that knowing that made the pain any easier to bear. She slid down the wall of the kitchen, weak in the knees, feeling the heat simmer on her redden cheeks as the emptiness inside her began bubbling up again, threatening to swallow her whole. This time there was no holding back because her body simply wasn’t going to let her.

Sitting there on the kitchen floor, Angelica Sheldon wept. And the clock ticked on.

* * *

The room was larger…grandiose, even. The finest of its kind with cushioned auditorium seats and a grand, theater style stage that in past days had seen plays acted out by some of Europe’s finest actors and actresses, as well as motivational speeches by a certain Adolf Hitler, lighting unquenchable fires in the bellies of his fellow Nazi extremists demanding world domination…ordering the preservation of their kind, the ‘master race,’ and making promises of a better tomorrow.

Mary Ellen Coley stood on the polished wooden floor and gazed down at the dozen or so people that sat assembled below her, national leaders of the major developed countries, and her own Vice-President. Sternenko was there with Brezhnev and some other guy. And they were all wide-eyed with curiosity and fear, sitting there in a hotel in the middle of a divided Berlin (decidedly in the Western part), the free nations eyeballing the Soviets, not entirely sure what to expect. She smiled as she looked out over them knowing that none of them were expecting what it was they were going to get. With a quick hand gesture, she motioned to the American Marines and Military Police who quietly closed the auditorium doors, locking them behind themselves, posting two men on the inside…one for every exit including the fire escape. The place was effectively locked down, the hotel closed and nearly deserted, with West Berlin police, American Secret Service, and Soviet KGB hiding in every nook, cranny and shadow in a thousand yard radius surrounding the building, not to mention the other cloak-and-dagger types the other countries had no doubt ushered in with their arrival here.

Turning on her heel, Coley began to walk towards the side of the stage where other key players waited there in the wings, namely Hollanbach, Haberlin, Spartigo and the good general Lockenshire. It almost seemed like she was walking off the stage of a very long act, eager to make the curtain call and finally get herself home where she belonged. One thing about it though, she thought keenly to herself…won’t have to worry about the critics and their bad reviews in the morning.metal_briefcase_texx

Behind Hollanbach on a desk was a metallic briefcase that for the moment was handcuffed quite securely to Haberlin’s wrist, a briefcase that contained the spherical device the commander had found three earlier. Since then, discoveries had been surprisingly made regarding it and its contents within. Contents that not only sparked the need for this meeting, but would also serve as the bulk of it, telling a story all of its own.

“Gentlemen,” she said as she neared the men. “The audience is in place. Are we about ready to start the show?”

Haberlin looked at his top agent rather concerned. “Are you sure you’re ready to do this, Mary Ellen?”

She held up her hand in a motion to stop him, smiling at her boss. “I’m fine, sir. Really. I managed to get a night’s sleep and besides all that…I really want to be the one to put this thing to rest. That is, if you still want me to do it.”

Haberlin returned the smile and nodded his head. “Yes, yes, of course. You’re my top dog, Agent Coley.”

Turning his back to her, Haberlin entered in the electronic code sequence to unlock the silver briefcase, pushing down the button that unlatched the clasps. “I just wanted to be sure you were ready,” he said opening the case, the vice-director reached inside and carefully handing it to her. “You remember how it works?”

Coley nodded.

“Yes. Almost like it was yesterday,” she said as she turned and looked at the commander, who remained standing there among them wide-eyed and quiet, caught up in all the excitement. “Good to see you again, Commander Hollanbach.”

Seeing Coley, Hollanbach smiled and easily shook her free hand. “Actually, its Captain Hollanbach now,” he said as he gave her a lopsided grin as he let go of her hand. “It’s not official or on paper yet…but the President called me yesterday and pretty much made it official as far as I’m concerned. It’s my reward for my role in all of this.”

Coley nodded.

“Captain Hollanbach? Congratulations, then…Captain. You’ll have to swing by my office sometime when you’re in uniform so I can see it for myself.”

“Love to,” he said. “But it could take it awhile. I was also contacted by the Secretary of the Navy and given special assignment to the command of my choosing after my leave is up.”

A smile began to creep along the contours of the brunette agent’s full red lips. “And where have you decided to set up shop, Captain?”

His smiled outmatched hers.

“There’s a new carrier I have my eye on, the NIMITZ. It would make for a hell of a first command. Something to think about.”

“Why not stay with the astronaut corps?” she asked him, a hint of sincere disappointment suddenly registering in her voice.

The former mission commander solemnly looked down, slowly shaking his head. “It’s not for me anymore,” he said. “There’s no way I could continue on in that line of work, knowing the things I know. And after everything that’s happened…I dunno…I need a change. Something that will keep me from thinking about Reese…and a new command…leading a new crew and not shying away from the mantle of leadership, might be the thing I need to find my way out of this. Or at least that’s what the psychologists have been telling me,” he laughed weakly.

Her look was one of understanding and compassion. Coley watched as the captain’s blue eyes wandered from her to the metal sphere she tightly held in her hand.

“And what about you?” he asked her. “After you reveal to the world the knowledge of the alien life that seems to want to kill us, what is it you plan to do with your life?”

The corner of her lip curled upwards unexpectedly. “Sorry.” Captain Hollanbach. But I believe that’s classified for the time being.”

He laughed. “I understand,” he said as he shrugged. “So I guess I came all this way for nothing, huh?” Hollanbach pointed to the sphere. “I was hoping you had asked me to the debriefing so that maybe I could see what that thing does for myself, see if it was worth the price we paid for it.”

Coley brought the object of their discussion up into a cleared view, opening her hand and letting it rest in her palm. “There were…a lot of people,” she said, eyeing the busy figures of Haberlin, Lockenshire, and others in a blur of motion all around them. “Who believed you shouldn’t see the contents of this device.”

“Contents?” the captain asked innocently. Seeing her mischievous look, he realized that Coley wasn’t about to just simply tell him. So he moved onto his next question.

9940“So what did you say to convince these certain people otherwise?”

She shook her head at him, gazing at the metal ball in her hand as her fingers slowly wrapped back around it like a hungry spider’s mandibles. “I didn’t do anything, Captain. Truth be told, I’m in agreement with my colleagues on this one. I’d rather you didn’t see this…or even be here for that matter… but I’m afraid we were all overruled on this one,” she said as he gave her a curious look.

“I’m not sure I follow you, Agent Coley.”

“The President,” she said simply. “Aside from promoting you, he felt you had the right to know what it was you risked your life for.”

Hollanbach looked at Coley with a little resentment. “And you didn’t?”

Lowering her arm, the intelligence agent half-turned away from the ex-astronaut and saw that the stage was ready for her, an awaiting Haberlin eye-balling her from across the floor, silently telling her to hurry the hell up and get out there. Suddenly, she felt a gently pressure squeezing her arm and turned to face Hollanbach, who had his hand carefully around the blue sleeve of her jacket.

“Hey! You gonna answer me?”

Her green eyes bit into his own gaze and the captain quickly let go.

“Believe it or not, Captain Hollanbach, in just a few minutes, you’ll agree with me.”

He watched in tortured silence as she fully turned and walked away from him, clip-clopping in the black high heels she seemed to always wear whenever he saw her, and in that moment…no matter where he would be and how many times he could replay the image in his head, Captain Jonathan Hollanbach knew that this would be the moment for him…the definitive moment…more so than the discoveries he’d made on the moon or the twisted imprint of his friend’s remains an icy stain on an alien spaceship no one would ever know about other than he and those there in the room with him…it was now that he knew everything was about to very abruptly change.

Most certainly, not for the better, either.

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The moon didn’t look as mysterious or as dangerous now that its far side was bathed in waxing sunlight at the start of its new cycle. Even as they descended in the lander nearly three thousand feet, he could begin to see the outlines of Bertha, crashed in the desolate wasteland, in all its mammoth glory. With the sun on their side this time, the mission was at least a hundred times easier, from the landing to the impending re-exploration of the alien craft. Hollanbach and Pensk had the benefits of daylight.

They touched down onto the soft lunar surface surprisingly close to where the UNFORGIVEN once stood, less than a few hundred feet away, the commander guessed as the descent engine began to kick up the loose dust that clouded their landing.

Neither man wasted any time on post landing maintenance or checklists as they both strapped on their oxygen packs and gold plated visors, and walked, (crawling actually) out of the lander’s hatch, down the ladder and onto the surface.1142234_ff6d_625x1000

A little over an hour had passed since they landed there. It was time to rescue Reese, if (Hollanbach began to dubiously think as he followed Pensk out of the hatch) he was even still alive. No. Stop thinking that way, Commander, he thought to himself. You know he’s alive, he has to be.

Stepping onto the dusty soil, Hollanbach unslung the AK-47 from around his neck, modified in the same ways that the M-16 had been, and cradled it carefully in his hands as Pensk stood frozen, staring straight ahead at the ship while the lander lowered the Soviet version of the American moon rover down onto the dirt. He could hear the major’s heavy breathing.

“It is much bigger, than it looks in the pictures,” he said turning around and getting the rover ready for travel. “Much bigger, yes?”

Hollanbach heard him but didn’t answer him right away; far too busy staring ahead at the downed vessel himself, seeing it in it’s entirely for the first time. It looked a lot like a giant slug, he thought as his eyes roved over the smoothness of the unevenly striped and splotched green, brown and black contours, giving off a dull shine in the sun’s light. To be honest, it didn’t really look like a ship at all, more so resembling twisted melted metal.

He’d only seen it briefly before but he knew to view only a spot at a time because of the restrictions of their lights. He thought he remembered it looking more…cubic…than this. Shrugging his shoulders in doubt (he was still very fatigued), the commander returned the major’s glance.

“Yeah,” he said, helping to unfurl the folded rover into its full operating position. “It is pretty big, isn’t it, Major?”

Getting the main joints aligned properly, Hollanbach watched as the cosmonaut shanked it in place with a large cotter pin and bolt.

“Please,” the Russian said almost pleadingly. “You may call me Boris,” he said as he smiled gently underneath the heavy gold shielding of his face plate. “We are not on Earth any longer, and quite far from the diplomatic jurisdiction of our countries’ natural distrust of one another. Here we are teammates, friends,” he said.

His weapon still slung over his shoulder, Pensk offered his gloved hand to Hollanbach. “What do you say, Commander Hollanbach?”

The astronaut took the cosmonaut’s hand and gave it a quick shake, all the while maintaining a tight grip on the handle of his weapon.

“The name is Jon,” he told the Russian. “And I say we get in this rover of yours and go get my other friend.”

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They entered the ship, Hollanbach taking keen interest (the entire time) in his surroundings, keener that what he was perhaps used to, growing ever more certain that certain aspects of what he remembered seeing before and what he seeing now had somehow been changed. But as far as what…well, he couldn’t quite put his finger on it.

All the little alien bodies were still there, as far as he could tell anyway, relatively undisturbed and…still dead. But there were what looked like additional footprints around the bodies, leading up into that hollowed cavity of the crashed ship. And then he became certain of it, bending down to examine them more closely. Rather gruesome footprint-lots of them, bearing two front toes and a stubby rear one, much like a chicken’s but about a thousand times bigger…..both leading to and exiting from the ship.

Turning around to face behind him, Hollanbach could see the tracks disappearing under the rover, which was about twenty feet away from him and kept on going. As tempted as he was to follow to see where this discovery led, a disturbing thought entered his head and he faced front again, trying to run, bounding in giant leaps towards the inside of the ship, jumping by a surprised Boris, gun confidently out in front of him as he brazenly yelled out Reese’s name, realizing that if these tracks were indeed new, then his friend had visitors up here.

Hollanbach suddenly came to a dead stop, a chill shooting down his spine. Who was to say they weren’t still there? Pensk came bounding up behind him, the lantern he was holding bouncing its bright beam all along the corridor as he approached as quickly as he could, trying to figure out just what had happened.

As he got there, he watched as Hollanbach knelt down to the metal deck and picked something up, staying down for a few moments before standing backup, holding his rifle firmer and more menacing now, as his breathing heavy as he stood there, as if waiting for something.

“Jon,” he said as he reached the strangely behaving astronaut. “Are you alright?”

“Yeah, Boris,” he said as he let go of the rifle for a split second and reached back to hand him something.

Pensk took it carefully and examined it. It was a piece of dirty white fabric.

“Comrade,” he asked Hollanbach slowly, not even wanting to ask the question, yet still feeling the need to. “What is it?”

Inside his helmet, the major heard Hollanbach sigh heavily. “Look at it closely and tell me what you see.”

Pensk looked at it again but could still not see any significance. Or at least not wanting to. “I’m sorry, Jon,” he said. “But I don’t understand-“

“Do you see the red there?” Hollanbach asked quickly, interrupting him. “Down there at the torn edge of the fabric. Do you see it?”

Pensk looked at it and almost said no again when suddenly, he did in fact see red, a very minute speck or two of it, at the edge of the cloth, and realized too late what he was actually holding in his hand.

“Boshe moi.” he whispered, in growing fear. “Is this blood?”

“Yes it is,” Hollanbach painfully, but sternly answered him, “And that’s Reese’s suit.”

“Jon…I am sorry.”

“Don’t be,” Hollanbach growled. “With any luck, Reese is probably just hurt. I’m quite sure he’s around here somewhere. Probably up in the other lander, nursing his wounds as we-”.

Just then, Pensk’s light hit a glint that caught the cosmonaut’s eye and riveted him still, demanding his attention. He knew instantly what it was when he discovered it.

“Jon. I think you should see this.”

Hollanbach turned and grew sick as he saw it for himself, for there up against the deck by the corridor’s bulkhead was Reese’s helmet, upside down and bloody. Both men were grotesquely silent as they stood there, and intense fright barreling through their veins as they stared straight ahead at the helmet.

Hollanbach was lost now; he had no idea what in the hell to do. They came for Reese, and Reese was, or at least his helmet anyway…a clear indication that whatever had come aboard the ship didn’t take pity on him being there. The commander was beginning to feel lightheaded as Pensk continued to advance, poking around in the growing darkness with his light. They had come all this way for nothing.

“I have found something,” Pensk hollered from in front of him. “I think it is Reese.”

The commander closed his eyes tightly and cursed to himself, frightened to see what it was that the major said that he thought it was Reese.

“Let me see,” Hollanbach whispered in a low voice as he began to walk.

“No,” the Russian said, swallowing hard. “I do not think it will help you any.” Pensk averted his eyes from the disorienting sight. “He is…was your friend, yes? Then I somehow doubt you will want to see him like this.”

9helmetBut Pensk’s words meant nothing to Hollanbach at this point, fighting his very instinct to turn and run, and amazed at how much strength it took to simply place one foot before the other, both legs feeling as though they were cast iron weights. He caught his breath as he approached, seeing Pensk’s light illuminate the shredded carcass of his friend, what was left of him anyway, as he slung his own firearm and clicked on the lantern he had on his helmet, his own helmet from the first mission, complete with working camera and new film. He wasn’t scared of whatever did this to Reese finding them there and killing them like that. They were already long gone, he knew. He didn’t know how, he just knew.

And it wasn’t like he really cared anyway. But now, there were so many mixed feelings of self-quilt and remorse raging through his system that he felt he would welcome the chance to die so horribly. He thought it might justify the mistake they all made in leaving Reese there. But he knew right away….right after thinking such a thing that it wouldn’t, couldn’t. It simply was something that had come to pass, he thought, as much as he hated even thinking like that.

But it was the only way he knew to think that may help him overcome his grief for the death of his friend, a death he very much was responsible for and so he decided to continue to carry out the remainder of the mission at hand.

Sadly, Hollanbach remained there a few seconds longer as Pensk left, walking back to the helmet to retrieve it, knowing that they needed the film from the camera inside. As Hollanbach’s own camera recorded on relentlessly, the high beam of light came across something shiny-metallic-left half exposed inside the tattered remains of Reese’s leg pouch. Reaching down, Hollanbach carefully picked it up, holding in his hand now a baseball-sized silver sphere with a groove around its center and large-button-bump protruding on one side.

Quickly, he pocketed the find in a deft maneuver that would put most thieves to shame; all the while Pensk had been too preoccupied to notice. Reese had found something while he was up here, Hollanbach thought, something important enough to die with. The least he could do now was take it back home and see what it was, all the while keeping unknown tech out of enemy hands. He was almost glad now that he-

He whipped around as Pensk suddenly shouted in what sounded like mortal terror, and as he turned to see what happened, Hollanbach could see Reese’s helmet tumbling in mid-air towards him from where the crazed cosmonaut had evidently thrown it.

Instinctively, the commander reached out with both hands and caught it, instantly sorry and stifling his own scream as he did, staring at Reese’s severed head and the dead brown eyes (of their own) wide with fear that looked up at him through the jagged remains of the glass visor.

“Sonovabitch!” he instantly hollered, quickly letting go of the helmet, throwing it down and away from him in a fit of startled panic. As it hit the deck, Hollanbach turned, looking away and trying to keep himself from throwing up in his suit. “Oh, Christ!” he rasped, trying to regain control of his breathing and slowdown his rapid hyperventilation.

Turning back around, he shone his light on the helmet and then on Pensk who remained paralyzed against the wall on the corridor, looking on in disbelief, hardly able to understand what was going on around him.

Yes, he was a soldier and had seen death in its various poses, many, many times…but never in a picture as gruesome as this. No man ever deserved such a grisly demise. He blinked his brown eyes a few times, feeling his breathing slowly return to normal as his thoughts wondered, into another direction, realizing that, in fact, the cosmonauts Hollanbach and Reese had discovered on their mission up here had more or less experienced the same fate by their descriptions. His sullen eyes drifted up and he could see Hollanbach’s still form and hear his heavy, but considerably slowed breathing in his headset, as he stood eerily calm, looking down at the bloodied and broken helmet.

“What could do such a thing?” Pensk heard himself wonder out loud. “What kind of creature could do this to a man?”

Almost without hesitation, Hollanbach knew.

The commander stood looking, noticing the heavy abundance of spent castings lying scattered all around close to what little remained of his friend, seeing, too, the scattered metal of the rifle that had been used to discharge the rounds; all forty-five times and it still was alive enough to destroy the gun before killing Reese?

Instantly his mind flashed to the image of the dead giants they’d discovered on the bridge and that moment when Reese found the claws they had retracted up in their fingertips, he remembered the sheer size of their muscular bodies and knew right away that who and what the killer was. Which explains all the fresh tracks outside on the moon’s soil. His blue eyes widened when he realized it fully for the first time.

They’d come back.

The aliens came back.

Moving the light away from Reese, Hollanbach slowly approached Pensk. “You still want to know what did this, Major?”

“I am not too certain, my friend,” he heard Pensk say, a little hesitant now. “Knowing is one thing. Seeing is always another.”

He watched as Hollanbach walked defiantly into the darkness away from him, light shining all around with every step the American astronaut took.

“Yes it is,” Hollanbach said, agreeing. “Follow me.”

Pensk looked back at the tattered crimson stained suit lying strewn across the deck a few feet away and then back at the helmet before taking a small uncertain step in the commander’s direction. “And where is it you want me to follow you to, Jon?”

But there was no answer from the disappearing Hollanbach, who was steadily moving away from him and deeper into the dark of the ship’s interior.American Soviet Flag

“Jon?” he asked again, a little louder this time, and still with no answer. “Dammit,” Pensk sighed and began moving in Hollanbach’s direction, trying to move as fast as he could-a difficult task in the bulkiness of the spacesuit. He had to catch up with the commander before he was left alone to face whatever it was that lurked in the shadows of the crashed alien ships.

* * *

He blinked once, and looked, then blinked twice more and looked again. It wasn’t there. Hollanbach shined his light all around the compartment that he and Reese had been standing in just days earlier where they made the discovery of the Vostok test module and prototype lunar lander belonging to the Soviet Union, as well as the fate of its crew.

But now the compartment was empty. Devoid of any sign that the space-craft had been there or the, wait a minute! The light caught hold of something a few feet to his left and he began to walk towards it.

“Commander Hollanbach,” he heard an exasperated Slovak voice say over the wire as another beam of light began to fill the area, an exasperated and angry Slovak voice. “What the hell are you doing? This is not time to be John Wayne American cowboy!” the Russian screamed.

“Shut up,” Hollanbach said quickly. “And come here.”

“What?” Pensk asked. “Where are the ships you said would be here?”

“I don’t know,” the commander answered, still standing and staring down at the deck where his light illuminated in one spot. “They must have come back and taken the crafts with them, which led to them discovering Reese. As a matter of fact, it looks to me like the bastards came back and stripped the ship of all discernible tech as much as they could. But they left something anyway. Come here and look at this.”

In a few seconds, the major was standing beside him, looking down as well at the shiny metal object, tiny and insignificant when compared to their massive surroundings, lying next to sparkling mounds of icy blood. Hollanbach glanced at Pensk as he knelt down and picked up the object.

The commander handed his find to the cosmonaut, allowing him to examine it for himself. “I believe you’ll recognize this, Boris.”

Inside his suit, Pensk nodded, cradling a tarnished metal star and torn ribbon in his gloves. “Da,” he gravely acknowledged. “This is Star of Lenin, the Soviet equivalent of your American Medal of Honor, awarded to those who served the Motherland with undisputed loyalty and bravery,” he said as he opened up one of his pouches, placing it delicately within. I am afraid it is not the first time I have seen this exact one.”

“How do you mean?” Hollanbach wanted to know.

“The man it was awarded to, Visili Ramanov…,” he said, pausing slightly, swallowing hard. “Was the commander of this mission and my best friend in the entire world. A brother even,” Pensk said as he looked up at Hollanbach. “I, myself put this medal on his chest, I should know,” he said as he smiled weakly underneath his helmet. “So you see, Jon…you are not the only one to lose a friend to the monsters we have yet to see. It would seem I have as well.”

“My condolences, Boris,” the commander said sympathetically.

The cosmonaut was quiet for a few moments before replying.

“Of course. Thank you, Jon. I have to be honest with you, my friend. So far, this mission is turning out to be a huge failure, the exception, of course, being the alien ship itself…but it seems everything else we had originally hoped to either find or bring home with us has been made unavailable to us, no?”

“Yeah,” the commander reluctantly agreed.alienship01pq2

“It sure as hell appears that way, doesn’t it, Boris,” he said as he turned around to face the exit, looking at his watch as he did so. “We still have plenty of air before we run out of time on the EVA, Major…and I’m willing to bet, despite the disappointment of the mission so far, that you’re just as eager as I am to check out the bridge so you can get a gander at what took our friends out.”

Pensk gripped his rifle tightly.

“Lead the way, Jon.”

“Okay, then,” Hollanbach said walking towards the way out with the major close behind him. “Let’s do this.”

* * *

Reaching the bridge, it seemed that the surprises weren’t just contained to Reese’s death and the still hard to swallow disappearance of the Russian space-craft. The bridge was nothing but a hollowed out shell of a compartment. All the wreckage that had been there before, with the stark exception of the gray’s, were gone. In fact, the entire area looked as though it had been melted over, the hard-edged contours that Hollanbach had remembered seeing before were eerily replaced by the smooth rippling of alien metal all around them. It didn’t even look to him like the same thing that he remembered, as if it had been a dream.

No…a nightmare.

Even the massive bodies of the giants were mysteriously gone, without a shred of evidence as to how or where. But the commander didn’t need the evidence to tell him, he already knew. He couldn’t help but think it extremely strange that these beings would come back, clean house so thoroughly, and still leave behind all the bodies of the little gray aliens. It was like they didn’t matter. It seemed strange that they were discarded and left behind without another thought. Even the compartment that held Sternenko’s son was gone. Again, gone without a trace. Hollanbach’s thoughts were interrupted by Pensk’s voice.

“And what is it we were looking for here?”

The commander shined the light all around, always coming across the same thing. Sighing heavily, he turned back around to face the Russian. “Apparently nothing, Major. When I was here with Reese, this area was filled with debris and damaged alien technology. Hard metallic protrusions and things that resembled instrument panels,” he said taking the light and shining it in a semicircle across the bare bulkhead in front of him. All along this wall,” Hollanbach half-turned and pointed to where the giant alien body had been enveloped inside some wreckage.

“And over there…,” he said. “Reese and I encountered another species of alien being…a beast about eight to ten feet tall with claws, and air, and blue skin,” he said as he sighed again. It was even impaled on a piece of jutting wreckage that came up from under it,” he said as his light fell onto the smooth, undamaged metallic floor that was there now.

“Like I said before, who or whatever it was that came back here, the same bastards that killed Reese, came back here to clean up after themselves.”

“Clean up after themselves?” Pensk inquired. “I do not understand.”

“Well, think about it,” Hollanbach told him. “The ship crashed…obviously on foreign terrain as far as these creatures were concerned. Let’s say they’re not unlike us in some ways, activating a homing beacon when they crashed, that would contact the nearest of their people and tell them their location. Like we do,” he said, taking his finger and pointing at himself and then at Pensk. “Like we’re trained to do, anyway, in the event of a crash, right?”

“Of, course,” the major said. “I think I am beginning to understand you now. Someone answered the call, yes?”

“Exactly.” Hollanbach said. “And that’s when they discovered Reese, and attacked him. If these things are capable of space travel on the level they’ve achieved…then I’m pretty sure they’ve seen the spacecraft and satellites we’ve left behind up here on the moon, and put two and two together with the big, blue and white planet not all that faraway, leading them to do what any one of us would do if we were to crash-land one our airplanes near enemy or uncertain territory. Destroy technology to prevent it from being found.”21161large1

Both men fell silent for a few minutes, shining their lanterns about the room. Pensk walked over to one of the dead grays, staring intently at its still form, not even realizing that, in fact, he was only the third human to ever en-counter another life such as this.

“I must say, Jon,” he said suddenly, breaking the awkward silence that had begun to surround the both of them. “You pose a most interesting theory. But I have to ask you something.”

“Shoot.”

“I must take your word about these large alien giants you have claimed to have seen on your earlier mission. And while I, myself have yet to see evidence of one, I do not entirely doubt their existence,” he said, referring to Reese. “So I must ask you. If these creatures are capable of such carnage on one of our own, heavily armed as he was, what do you think these monsters would do should they decide to come back again?” he asked. “Only this time, instead of coming here they decide to land at that blue and white planet we both call home.”

The commander swallowed, feeling his drying throat ache with thirst.

“What do you think, Jon?”

He wanted to see he didn’t know, looking at the Russian’s face, visible behind the glass of his visor, the thick gold-shield long since pushed upwards once they were out of the direct sunlight. He wasn’t even sure that he would want to know…judging by the gruesomeness he’d already seen, the only result of an encounter with those things would be devastating for a lone human, not to mention the entirety of the human race.

“Well, what do you think, Commander?”

Hollanbach looked at the dead alien. “I think we came up here for a body. So we should at least take one back with us, perhaps helping us to answer such a question. Along with the tape reel from Reese’s helmet and his…” The commander hesitated, feeling a chocking sensation overtake him as his eyes began to water. “His…” he tried again, wanting to say the words, but couldn’t find the strength to. He felt the cosmonaut put a reassuring hand on his shoulder, resting just above the patch of the American flag where there had been the deep crimson of the Soviet flag only days earlier.

“Christ,” Hollanbach said with a solemn laugh. “I can’t say it.”

“You don’t have to, Comrade. The captain’s honor is evident, even stronger with his passing.”

The commander smiled beneath his helmet. “You talk like you knew him.”

“No,” Pensk answered. “I did not know your Captain Reese. But I have known those like him. His actions…like that which he did for you, allowing you to return home to your wife while he stayed alone up here.”

“He didn’t actually volunteer, Boris. Well, I mean he did, but a presidential order had been made as well. So I guess he didn’t really have a choice,” Hollanbach said as he let go a heavy breath. “But what bothers me most is that he never knew we were coming back for him. He might have still been alive, if he’d known.”

“You really think that?”

Hollanbach aimed his light down the corridor that led away from the bridge and back the way they came. “Damned if I know. It’s what I’d like to think, anyway. Maybe if Reese had knowledge of this rescue attempt, he wouldn’t have wasted what little air he had on an EVA.”

“Perhaps…but who can say for certain, yes?”

“What do you mean, Major?”

Pensk sighed, walking back towards the dead alien bodies. “I mean that we are explorers, Comrade. Explorers whose main purpose is to hopefully find extraterrestrial life…or at least evidence of it, within our lifetime. And Reese was here, Comrade. Here in the midst of everything all of our dreams are made of!”

The cosmonaut stopped, shining his light all around the emptiness of the bridge they stood in. “How could any man, regardless of his condition, I think, whether he knew he would live or die…how could any man deny himself the knowledge of what lie around us, knowing very well that never again would such an opportunity present itself for his eyes to gaze upon it,” he said as he dropped his arms down to his side, and looked up the short incline at the commander. “Could you?”

Hollanbach was quiet, looking around at…yes, an alien spacecraft. Something born of another world countless billions, hell, trillion of miles away from here. And here he was standing, yet for a second time, looking at things no other man will ever see or imagine to see in his lifetime. But here he was…seeing it, living it… Christ, Pensk was right, he thought. It didn’t make him feel any better about Reese’s death and the needlessness of it, but he quickly realized that he would have done the same thing. He would have chanced death a hundred times to see this. Hell, he already had.

“Could you?” Pensk repeated himself.

Underneath the glass of his visor, the astronaut smiled knowingly.

“I’m here, ain’t I?”

* * *

She eyed the dark-haired woman suspiciously as she inhaled the last of her waning cigarette, reducing it quickly to a stubby stem of ash before stabbing it out in the blackened ceramic ashtray on the scarred wooden table where they both sat.

“You sure you’re not a double agent, Ms. Olekshova? You speak very convincing Russian…for an American intelligence agent.”

Reaching up as she sipped a bit of her steaming coffee, the young woman that was Alexa Olekshova smiled as she moved some of the black hair out of the way, looking up at her superior with intriguing brown eyes.3207

“It’s like I told you before, Mary Ellen. My parents relocated in the early fifties, about a year before I was born, to escape the stranglehold of the then Communist economy. I was born in New York. That makes me an American as baseball and apple pie. I just speak the language, that’s all.”

“Take it easy, Alex. I was only kidding around with you. I’ve known you since college and have no doubt as to how American you can be.”

The ebony-haired woman grinned in remembrance. “Those were good days, weren’t they?”

“Yes,” Coley said as she raised her paper cup, filled also with coffee, and brought it up to her full lips. “They were. To college,” she said in a mock toast. “And the friends you make there.”

“To college,” Olekshova repeated, taking another sip. “Still…I can’t believe you got me out of the field to help you with this assignment. My eternal thanks.”

Just then, the door to the little room they were in opened, and a Russian soldier popped his head in, looking directly at Olekshova and speaking rapidly in his native tongue. She replied and he left, leaving the door opened after him as the junior agent stood up from her seat, tying her long hair back in an impromptu ponytail. Coley standing up as well, taking another sip of her coffee.

“Well…,” she wanted to know. “What did he say? What’s going on?”

Olekshova slipped her jacket back on from its resting place on the back of her chair. “The Soyuz module has moved back into contact with Earth,” she said as reached for her coffee and gulped down what was left of it. “Leonov is about to send a taped transmission from the crew on the moon but it’s mostly in English so they need you there.”

“That’s all he said?”

“No,” the Russian beauty answered. “They found your Captain Reese, Mary Ellen.”

“And?”

Olekshova turned and reached for the door, opening it the rest of the way as she stepped into the hall.

“And now you know as much as I do.”

The Soviet version of Mission Control was not really all that much different from our own back in the States, she thought. The only real exception was that nearly everyone was of military influence, wearing either the green or brown drab uniforms of their respective branches as they sat at the controls. Coley could see Sternenko’s hulking frame standing out from the rest, up a flight of stairs at a control station where he stood next to the operator. She and Olekshova followed their escort up to the general, where he left them, quickly exiting the scene like a scared rabbit.

Coley watched as Sternenko and the operator talked for a few more minutes in Russian before he noticed her arrival, looking up at her with a pleasant smile.

“Agent Coley,” he said almost belittling her. “How nice to see you again,” he said as he nodded to her partner.

“Agent Olekshova.”

“What’s the word, General?” Coley asked him hurriedly. “How’s Reese?”

Reaching up he took off the headphones he wore and handed them to her.

“Why don’t you listen for yourself, hmm?”

He watched closely as she took the gear and placed it over her own ears, sort of giving him an odd look. Then he turned to the nameless operator and placed his big hand on his shoulder.

“Play it,” he ordered softly.

Pressing the earphones closer to her, Coley listened as the static hiss of the tape played for a few seconds before Hollanbach’s words began to speak.

“This is Commander Hollanbach for Agent Coley. Major Pensk and I have just returned from our excursion and it is my sad….duty…to report that we have found Captain Reese’s remains…” the commander paused momentarily and Coley could hear him cough a few times, clearing his throat before he continued. “Uh…aboard the alien craft. It seems that he met the same…same fate as the Vostok cosmonauts. The evidence shows that he was mauled to death and perhaps eaten…”

Another pause came that was a little bit longer this time, giving Coley’s mind a chance to think about what she just learned. The man she had risked so much to save was dead. A man whom she was responsible for placing up there in the first place.

“Also,” she heard Hollanbach’s voice continue. “The Major and I have not yet been able to locate any sign of the Soviet spacecraft I had sighted earlier…not have we seen any exposed technology or alien bodies other than the small grays who appear to be untouched. Aside from them, everything else we have encountered appears to have strangely disappeared…the vessel wiped completely clean of all wreckage and debris.

“Pensk and I intend to use our last day here tomorrow exploring the second half of the ship that was separated in the crash, it’s about a quarter mile aft of the site we noticed, as we descended in the full brilliance of the sun’s light.”

Coley heard the commander sigh before finally concluding.

“Uh…other than that, everything is fine. So far, the mission has met without much incident and we are both in good health. I believe that’s it…Hollanbach out.”

The message over, Coley took off the headphones with a slow, almost lazy movement, handing them to the operator and looking over at Sternenko with a tired glance.

“I am sorry,” he said sincerely. “It appears we both failed in our mission. My condolences.”

She shook her head. “Save the sentiments for later, General. Is there still time to relay a message to the Soyuz?”

“Yes, another ten, eleven minutes,” he said.

Coley looked at him urgently. “I need to get something to Hollanbach immediately,” she said as she motioned towards the relay station. “May I?”

“Help yourself.”

She began to walk in the direction of the comm. station when Sternenko grabbed gently at her arm, surprising her to a sudden stop.

“When you are finished there, I would like to speak with you in private about these strange occurrences on the moon,” he said to her in a hushed voice.

“Of course.” Coley said to him as he let go of her, stepping back to begin walking away. “This will only take a minute, and then I’ll be right with you.”

She watched as the general called over another soldier, said something quickly to him and then looked back up at her.

“Corporal Putin will see you to my office when you are done.”

* * *

Stepping inside the room, she thanked the corporal with a polite nod and closed the door silently behind her. Turning around, she let go of the worn brass knob and faced the general, who sat behind his desk, openly drinking a bottle of whiskey when their eyes met. As if he’d been caught, Sternenko quickly swallowed what he’d already imbibed smiling apologetically as he did so, placing the bottle back down on the scratched and old wooden desk, picking the top up from its resting place and slowly twisting it back on.

“Ah,” he said with an exasperated sigh. “Agent Coley,” he said as he held a shot glass up in the air. “Would you care for a drink?”vodka

“No, thanks,” she said, carefully walking over and sitting in one of the chairs in front of her. “I believe you wanted to talk about the mission?”

Sternenko opened one of the desk drawers and tucked the glass and bottle inside, sliding it shut. “The mission, yes. Very strange what is happening up there, wouldn’t you say…with the disappearances of the ships and alien bodies?” he said as he glanced at her. “So what do you make of this? Why do you suppose these creatures came back to the moon and reclaimed their technology and dead, but leave the little aliens behind?”

Coley shrugged.

“Who’s to say, General? Your guess is as good as mine.”

“So what do we do?”

The agent rubbed tenderly at her neck.

“Hollanbach and Pensk will have a day and a half up there. They will be investigating the newly found second half of the ship, to see what they can recover from it. But aside from that, I don’t know what to tell you.”

“Well,” the general said as he stood and turned to look out his window. “I will tell you this. I have ordered my major to bring back one of the little alien bodies and whatever metal or devices he can for us to study. I trust we will have your commander’s full support on this?”

Coley nodded. “Without the captain’s body weight to worry about, bringing back whatever we can seems to be the next logical step. Although, General…you do realize that whatever our astronauts bring home for us to study will have to be shared between our respective countries?”

Sternenko smiled pleasantly at her.

“It’s already been taken care of. The Soviet Union will work with the United States without prejudice as far as this project is concerned.”

“The Premier has already agreed to it.”

A few moments of silence passed between them. Sternenko remained standing looking out the window at the mountains in the background while Coley busied herself digging a cigarette out of her purse and lighting it. “You realize this changes everything, don’t you?” he suddenly said.

Coley looked up at him suspiciously. “What do you mean?”

The big man exhaled as he turned around to face her.

“Your man will no longer have to dispose of my cosmonauts upon their return to the earth, yes? It would seem with the absence of the alien technology, you will no longer have to worry about my people deriving a super weapon to conquer the world.”

Mary Ellen’s face froze in surprise.

Sternenko laughed like a drunken old bear. “Is nothing to worry about, hmm? We had similar plans for your man as well. But things, they have changed. So these politic games we play, your people and mine…they no longer matter in the scheme of these things. Together, we have discovered a threat to our people that extends from boundaries beyond the stars.”

“These creatures think nothing of killing us, of clawing the very flesh off us, and eating our bodies like some kind of damned meal,” he said, sitting back down at his desk. “So naturally our ways…our attitudes and general mistrust towards each other must begin to change. For if these beasts come back here, to Earth, they should face a united force ready to stop them from tearing into us all like they did to your Captain Reese and our cosmonauts.”

The general paused a second, taking a last gulp of his liquor (that he took out and pour a shot more), gladly feeling it burn going down his throat. When he set the now empty glass down and looked back at her, she was smiling gently at him.

“I like the sound of that, General…a united force..,” she said as his smile began to grow a bit wider as she began to envision it. “Do you really believe it’s possible?”

Slowly, Sternenko began to nod.

“Over time,” he said, looking down into his glass, seeing that there was still a sliver of drink pooling at the bottom. “Once key figures are made aware of what you and I already know.”

Her thin eyebrow rose curiously.

“Oh, yeah?” she teased somewhat. “And what would that be?”

Holding the shot glass to his lips, the Russian lapped at the remaining whiskey like a bear trying to get that lick of honey. Opening his desk drawer, he again retrieved the bottle, unscrewed the top, and happily poured himself another glass, feeling the need to drown his mind in the swills of such sweet sorrow.

“It’s only a matter of time now, before the same thing happens to us.”

Coley looked at the man with a hint of worry in her green eyes. “You sound like it’s already too late, General.”

Closing his eyes, the Cossack sighed as he leaned further back in his seat, seeing the video from Hollanbach’s helmet play the scene over and over again in his aching head, the scene where the Americans found his son’s body lying crushed and half-mutilated under the frozen carcass of the beast they all assumed to be his killer. The general coughed a few times, sitting up to reach for his drink and killing it quickly with one big swallow, smacking his lips together and wiping them clean with the back of his big hand.

“In many ways,” he said slowly. “It is.”

* * *

Walking into the latter half of the alien spacecraft was hardly much different than walking into the first, the second time around. There was nothing there to see…even less to gain. Outside, both men observed what they thought to have been the engines, but only witnessed swirling patterns of green, black and brown metal that began a trend that seemed to follow all although the rest of their exploration of the vessel’s melted over remains.

That was Hollanbach’s initial impression as he and Pensk looked in vain for something, anything to perhaps pick up and take back home with them. But there was nothing it seemed clear to them that whatever kind race (or races) of alien life they were dealing with, they were not about to chance anything else stumbling onto their achievements of space travel and incorporate its benefits for themselves. The commander, still reeling from the experience of finding his friend slaughtered at his very feet and then being denied proof that anything he had seen before ever really existed, could only stand there beside the Russian and look ahead as they entered into what was perhaps the engineering section…a massive compartment obviously hollowed out, with the exception of a pedestal that rose a few feet from the smooth deck, a monument of nothing, Hollanbach could barely speak, choking on the disbelief of it all.

The major seemed to be reading his mind.

“Unbelievable,” he muttered. “Mankind’s chance to jump into the next stage of space travel and technology…gone. It is almost like someone is playing a joke on us, yes?”

“A joke?” The commander walked closer to the smooth bulkhead, running his gloved fingers along its surface. “A nightmare seems more appropriate,” he said. “Who knows?” he said with a breath. “This could all be a blessing in disguise.

Pensk turned and looked at the astronaut oddly. “What does that mean, Comrade?”

Hollanbach stopped, letting his hand drop back down to his side, slowly turning around to face his fellow explorer. “Think of the possibilities this alien technology would eventually bring to whoever wielded it.”

The major smiled under his glass visor. “I have, Commander. Perhaps it is you who has not.”

He shook his head. “But I am,” he told the cosmonaut. “I’m thinking real clearly about it and I’m realizing that if you and I do find something up here, Major, it could very well ignite the cold war between our two countries into something far much worse than we could imagine.”

The Russian laughed quite suddenly. “You are overreaching, my friend. I’m sure our countries would each find a way to share such discoveries between them, towards the betterment of our civilization.”

“You give the human race too much credit, Boris. There are governments down there who can’t even decide how or if they can share their land and natural resources with their neighbor. How can you expect them to hack out a deal concerning joint custody of something no one else in the…galaxy, would have? Do you honestly believe either one of our ‘motherlands’ would simply sit around and wait while the other unlocked the secrets of this stuff, creating advanced weaponry and super-intelligent computers that could propel one country hundreds, maybe even thousands of years ahead of the other?” Hollanbach laughed now, stepping back towards the center of the empty chamber.

“We’re talking eventual power on a worldwide level. In a word, we’re speaking global domination.”

“That is two words, Jon…but I understand your meaning. What you are saying is, even if we find something up here, we should not, yes?”35

The commander had reached the pedestal now, bringing his hands up to place them on top of it. It reminded him of a control station of some sort, but, like everything else he and Pensk had thus far encountered that day, it appeared to be wiped clean of all indications of whatever it may have truly been.

“I was instructed…before I even left to come to Baikonur…when rescuing Reese still seemed to be a possibility…to take you and Leonov out after we got back and were safely landed, to prevent your country of ever knowing about what was really up here, to keep you away from the technology.”

The wire was quiet and the commander was about to turn to see if Pensk was alright when he finally answered.

“Take out?” he asked, not quite understanding the full meaning of Hollanbach’s slang.

He faced the major. “Kill you, Boris. You and the lieutenant, both. My country was willing to go that far to keep what you saw a secret. Imagine what they would do if something material was even in the picture?”

Pensk was stunned. It was true that America was supposed to be his enemy. He’d been taught that, as did countless others like them, that it was the American’s goal to destroy their way of life…cruel oppressors of the communists dream. But he was never the radical Soviet that most in his profession was. He’d always believed America to be the place where a man’s dream could come true. Always believe that Russia could have been America, had certain circumstances been different in their history. A place where the streets were filled with James Deans and Marilyn Monroe’s and every skyline had the Empire State Building bursting through its center. Could he be wrong? It seemed that’s what Hollanbach was telling him, anyway.

“Why?” he asked the astronaut. “Why are you telling me this?”

Hollanbach’s answer came fast.

“To show you,” he said. “To illustrate how deadly and serious the situation has already become at just the promise of such things.”

Pensk began to walk over to him. “Would you? Would you have killed us?” he asked him point blank, feeling stray anger violate its way into his voice. “After risking our lives to bring you here and save your friend’s life….would you have gone through with your order, Jon…and killed us if he had been alive?”

The answer did not come as swiftly as the previous one did. For the commander, it was all he could do to look away from the man’s face, to stare down at the deck, feeling the truth bubble up, unwanted as it was, and knowing how ashamed he was of it.

“Answer me,” Pensk ordered him. “NOW.”

“Yes,” the commander said finally. “The captain and I would have carried out the order as planned.” His words were followed by his own heavy breathing as Pensk watched Hollanbach’s blue eyes slowly lift upwards to meet his steely gaze. “Christ…I’m sorry.”

“Nyet,” the cosmonaut said painfully. “It is I who am sorry, Commander Hollanbach. You were not the only man with orders to kill.”

As he watched, Pensk hoisted his rifle up and leveled it evenly with Hollanbach’s chest, and his eyes widened in terror as the cosmonaut’s finger rested on the trigger-guard.

“You and your friend were never to leave here alive, making more room for whatever samples of technology we could find here,” he said as he looked around the chamber and smiled sickly. “The nonexistent technology.”

To Hollanbach’s relief, the Russian lowered his rifle as he approached him.

“Perhaps you are correct, in what you said before, Comrade,” he said as he put his hand on the astronaut’s shoulder and squeezed gently. “Perhaps this is a blessing…for both of us.”

Hollanbach laughed nervously. “Well, I’m glad you agree,” he said as the man tool his hand away and remained looking at him. “So, what now?”

Pensk brought his watch up to view.

“We have three hours until liftoff. I suggest we hurry back to the other half and collect the captain’s…the captain and an alien and be on our way. But we must leave now, if we are to maintain our window and get home as scheduled. Despite it all,” he heard the major say. “It’s a pity we really did not find anything up here to help us understand these, creature’s advancement, yes?”

“Yeah,” Hollanbach said as he bounded after the cosmonaut, reaching down to feel the metal sphere concealed within the thick fabrics of his Velcro sealed pocket.

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He could hardly believe his eyes, stepping into the abandoned officer’s stateroom and seeing his beautiful wife standing there, in a robe and still towel-drying her wet, semi-spiraling black locks. Looking up, she saw him and smiled seductively, blue eyes sparkling at the sight of her husband, throwing the towel down onto the tiny bunk next to her as the commander quickly closed the door to the compartment. God help him, he couldn’t help smiling.

Donna approached him, teasingly swinging her hips to the left and then tithe right like the runway model she often pretended to be when they were alone, eyes halfway cast downward, still looking up at him through damp strands of hair. She ultimately stopped, just a finger’s touch shy of him, gently lifting her head up at his rather tall frame, and parted her naked lips to speak.

“Surprised?”

Reaching out, the astronaut placed his hands on her smooth cheeks, feeling the coolness of her clean skin, and without a word, he let himself grow closer to her… not hurriedly, but still quick enough to catch her in mid-breath as IMG_0010-11he collided into her with a kiss, hands grasping at her now, wrapping fingers around her wet locks and clenching tightly as hers snaked through under his covered arms and clamped down on his strong back. The commander, startling himself, felt his soul crack and a tidal wave of emotions surge forth as he broke the seal of their lips and buried his crying face into her moist neck. He was sobbing quietly but his uneven breaths betrayed him. He felt his wife grip him even tighter, her manicured fingernails gently raking through his hair, bringing him tighter into the embrace, until his legs gave from under him, falling slowly to his knees, still gripping her as he slid downwards.

Donna looked at him from behind her tangled hair and smiled, holding her man close to her, almost quivering with expected delight a his hot breath, kissed the exposed flesh of her pregnant, yet still slim abdomen. She held him there, not wanting to ever let go. At last, her husband was home.

“I can’t even begin to tell you, how much I’ve missed you,” he said as he looked up at her. Reaching up, she quickly wiped a burgeoning tear from her eye.

“I think you already did,” she sniffled.

Hollanbach’s strong hands squeezed the smallness of her hips as he kissed her just beneath the belly button. And then he paused there, before sighing heavily and standing back up onto his booted feet, taking his blue sleeve and wiping the tear trails plunging down his cheekbones. She knew him, perhaps a little too well for her own good. Something was on his mind, something he didn’t quite know how to break to her-

“No,” she said quietly.

His eyes flickered onto hers in a panic. “What?”

She sighed and turned away from him, re-wrapping the white downy robe tightly around her svelte figure, tying it closed as she walked towards the small round porthole privy only to officer’s berthing.

“Tell me that you’re not going back to rescue him, Jonny,” his heart brokenly heard her say.

But all he could do was stand there and feel like a fool. He tried to speak, but knew he couldn’t. She was here with him now…however temporarily…and the last thing he wanted to do was to break her heart…yet again. “I….” he stammered…”I….” he tried to say as his eyes caught the sudden movement of her whipping around to face him.

“Goddamn it, Jonny!’ she cried. Her words bit like broken glass, making him wince.

“Donnie, please!” he began to beg her. “Let me explain.”

She was crying now, soft cheeks glistening with the salty wetness of her weeping. He watched it and felt sick, seeing her delicate lip tremble. Christ, why did it have to be this way? Donna sniffled hard and focused on him, holding herself and looking away for a moment, hand inching up to her shoulder, then back down as her eyes locked with his.

“You…,” she began. “You don’t have to explain, Jonathan. I know why you have to go back.” As she spoke, he neared her, moving slowly but deliberately, aching to hold her again and let the universe dissolve into nothing all around them. Getting close enough, he held a hand out and felt good when she took it, smiling at him with some difficulty. “I just hate it, is all.”

Tightening his grip, Hollanbach pulled his wife close to him and held her in his strong arms she loved more than anything. “I know, baby,” he told her. “I hate it, too.” Against his chest, she closed her tired eyes and listened to her husband’s brave heart beating.

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He kissed on her the top of her head. “An hour,” he guessed. “Maybe two.”

Pushing away from him, she stepped back and reached down to her waist, taking both ends of the robe’s tie-belt and pulled quickly, unraveling the knot that held it mostly closed, shrugging her shoulders and letting it fall like a discarded rag to the floor. “Then we’d better not waste any more time,” she said.

Taking the step back to him and briskly unzipping his coveralls, and pulling the top half of it down as he tugged his T-shirt off, finding himself again in the midst of their heated passion.

“I want you to make love to me, Commander, while you tell me how much you love me,” she whispered while lustfully chewing on his lip.

He hungrily obliged.

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He woke up, not even realizing that he’d fallen asleep, or for that matter…how long he had been out. The stopping of the van roused him, and he opened his eyes to realize that he was already there in the Soviet Union, at the Cosmo- dome to be exact, along with the two other cosmonauts that he would be hitching ride aboard the massive “Soyuz Gamma’ experimental four-stage rocket that stood a few hundred feet from him. Lenov, one of the crew, walked by him ready to exit the vehicle, patting the American on his back.

“Wake up, Comrade,” he said in broken English. “It is time to go.”

Yawning, Hollanbach stretched within the confines of his space suit, slowly standing up and grabbing at the portable air conditioning unit that helped to keep his body cool inside the seven layers of clothing he had on. “Well,” he thought, “here we go again.”

Of course, it didn’t seem like it was all that long ago since he had gotten back from the moon….more like an hour instead of the fifteen that it really had been. And there hardly had been a moment’s peace, the interlude with Donna notwithstanding, for it didn’t prove to be a lot of rest, either. He managed to steal a few winks of shuteye on board the Soviet ship he and Sternenko had traveled on before refueling and taking off a few hours later for the European mainland, stopping again in East Germany and again Poland, where they boarded a nonstop locomotive that sped them straight to where he was now, Baikonur, and the new mission that awaited him. The tornado of activity hardly stopped there, as he disembarked the train and began the Russian equivalent of suiting up for the launch. He just met the men he’d be traveling with, Lenov and the mission commander, Pensk, right before the boarding of the bus that would take them several miles away to the launch platform, where it seems, the commander was yet again able to steal away a few more precious minutes of sleep.

As he stepped off the bus, the commander was instantly tended to by the Soviet ground crew…someone grabbing his A/C box and another guiding him up the elevator where the cosmonauts were waiting. Hollanbach was truly amazed with the parallels between the American space program and the Soviets. With the exception that he was wearing someone else’s space suit, it seemed that he was replaying his own launch of ten…no eleven short days ago with hardly any deviation of the rhythm of things.

Stepping into the elevator, the ground man handed Hollanbach his box and walked away, saluting the men as he shut the grated door behind him. In-side his helmet, Hollanbach heard one of the Russian’s mutter the words ‘das-vidanya’…good-bye…as the lift went into motion, sending them on their way.

Hang in there, Captain, Hollanbach said to himself as the moment of launch kept ticking closer. We’re on the way to bring you home.

As they crawled upwards, Hollanbach felt a tap on his shoulder and half-turned to see the smiling face of Pensk, sporting the Soviet rank of major.baikonur01_59150

“This is very exciting, yes?” he asked excitedly. “This is first space voyage taken with American and Soviet counterparts working together! I am very happy to serve with you, Commander.” He motioned his head towards the lieutenant, who stood there smiling as well. “This is proud day for both our countries.”

Hollanbach nodded his head and went along with the mood. “Happy to serve with you, too, gentlemen.” Of course, he thought immediately afterwards, turning back to face front. It will be a damn shame to have to kill you when this is all over.

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He was almost outside the alien ship when he saw it…an opening that he hadn’t seen before now. An opening to a compartment just ahead of him, the same tint of blue that had poured throughout the ship earlier, fanning out in streaks not twenty feet in front of the muzzle of his rifle. Creeping up against the wall of the corridor, Reese looked down and checked the status of the weapon. It was locked and loaded.

But he also had to catch his escalating breath. The fever was beginning to throb into a full-blown existence inside his head. Apparently the medication wasn’t all that good…then again, he did snag it from a Russian First-Aid kit. Reese closed his eyes and tried to keep from passing out. This was crazy, he knew. He should be back in the lander, laying down and reserving his strength.

Too late, he told himself, I’d never make it back before I lose consciousness. It was too long a trek and besides…fever or not…he needed to know what the hell was going on around him. Taking a deep breath, the captain held the rifle at a ready stance and stepped back out into the corridor.

Approaching the compartment with the stealthiest of steps, Reese eased the muzzle of his weapon into the doorway as he entered in behind it. He was immediately greeted by a thin wispy fog of smoke, and the sight of equipment sparking inside, several feet away beyond the jungle of tangled wires and cables that draped from the ceiling like dying serpents. Next to him, the compartment opened up beyond his light’s reach, and to his right was another wall, as scaly and scab-coated as the remains of the ship he’d already seen.

Ducking under the low-hanging cables, Reese continued on, the blue light covering everything like a sick haze. He stepped over another dead gray, lying there on the deck, twisted almost like a pretzel. But he didn’t waste a lot of time looking at it.

Something caught his eye up ahead. He wasn’t sure; Christ knows it could very easily be the damn fever playing with his eyes, but he saw something move not a shadow, but lights, rushing off to his right as he looked up from the body of the alien. Ignoring his sickness and the lightheaded feeling that plagued him, Reese clutched the M-16 tightly and held it out defiantly in front of himself, his finger caressing the thin metal of the trigger, which ached to be squeezed.

He stepped over a few more dead aliens before he reached the end of the passage, which turned into a console or control panel of some sort, fully lit and apparently functioning. It didn’t look anything like he’d expected. The science-fiction movie-makers and writers were way…way off. Everything looked so….futuristic!

Quickly, the captain reached up and tapped his camera to life. Whoever came back up here, hopefully American would have the evidence and the film in his helmet to see for themselves.

There was movement, only this time it happened right in front of the meal of the console as something…two panels…just below chest level slid apart, opened up. He backed up and focused his light on it as something rose from the tiny opening. A glint told him that it was metallic. The roundness of its form told him it was a small sphere…no bigger than a baseball. It rose and seemingly locked into place, the blue light around him beginning to fade into the black, the lights on the console shutting down and blinking away one by one. It appeared that it had just finished doing something, but what?

He took a step closer in the direction of the sphere and began to reach for it. Whatever had just happened, he was almost positive that the little metal ball had something to do with….

A violent flurry of lights stormed up on his right and the captain reacted without thinking. For him, it was pure instinct as is free hand swung back over to his rifle, helping to guide, to aim, the trigger finger finally flexing that one muscle that jerked it into a movement of its own, a hail of flashes spitting out hungry bullets from the rifle’s mouth. He witnessed the approaching lights snap and as the bullets bit into whatever it was that seemed to be attacking him, he released the pressure from the trigger and stepped back, watching as it fell down and away from him…sparking as it slammed into the deck, it’s lights shining upwards and smashing onto the ceiling above.

CCF09092010_00013The captain stood there, all his muscles tight and ready to move. He continues with his death grip on the weapon, training it and his light on the downed object as the blue around him relinquished itself to the dark. He swallowed, bringing his heart back down into his chest, feeling it thump like a jack hammer there instead of his throat. You got it, man, he told himself, whatever the hell it is, you got it.

Gun in front of him, Reese inched towards the fallen object, carefully approaching it, both anxious and afraid to see the truth of it revealed to him in the light.

He closed his eyes and muttered a curse when he saw it was lying there with yellow fluid now frozen fast. Everywhere it had splattered was another being (creature) much smaller than the grays he’d already encountered. Its fleshy-colored skin rippled with a disgusting fatness, and array of puncture wounds dotting it like an artist’s stipple work. Each wound shining in his light with the frozen blood on the alien spiking out of it. Reese stood anxiously over it, gun still at the ready position, staring down at another pair of alien eyes, dark and dead.

He examined it further, letting the camera eat up more of the image before him as he observed its temples and ran along the folds of its neck and back, ending just before the tip of the tail that dropped out of the device it was stuck in, the device that he’d seen the lights from and shot at. Tiny, webbed hands and fingers clutched still at the controls.

Damn…

This was not the ending he was going for. The last thing in the world he wanted to do was murder an alien being. But he thought it was attacking, he reasoned with himself. And he reacted. He straightened up.

Rest in peace, little guy.

Reese turned back around, focusing on the sphere that seemed to be the cause of it all. Walking back to it, he wasted no time, grabbing it ruthlessly off the metal pole it was on and looking at it.

And what is so important about you that the little alien jeopardized his own life? The captain looked it over, noticing the grove that ran along its equator and a black bubble that looked suspiciously like a button. A shiver passed through him. He’d have to look at it later on the lander…

If there was a later….

But right now, he wasn’t too sure how much time he had before the fever proved to be too much for him. Dropping the sphere into his pocket, Reese walked back down the cluttered passageway, ready for anything as he stepped back out into Bertha’s main (or he thought was the main) corridor. He needed to find out where the other ship had landed, and get it on the videotape before anything else happened.

Stepping into the corridor, his light flashed onto something. More movement. Whipping around to his right, he swung the rifle at whatever it was…ready. He felt his breath catch when he saw it. A gray, standing frozen like a deer caught in a car’s headlights, instantly throwing its elongated arm up to shield its dark eyes from Reese’s barrage of brightness. Its tiny mouth opened and its eyes squinted as it threw itself back around towards the inside of the ship, running at a terrified wobble back in the direction it came.

“Hey! Come back!” Reese shouted after it as it traveled deeper down the corridor to escape the captain’s light. He lowered the rifle in afterthought.

“I’m not going to hurt you,” he half muttered, realizing that the critter couldn’t hear him, much less understand him. It was pointless. And that’s when he detected another low rumbling of deep, reasoning bass coming from someplace very near, almost like it was directly behind him.

The captain turned himself around and saw it, the hairs on the back of his neck beginning to stand on end, clutching the rifle tighter as he brought it back up to a more defensive stance. His light hit the creature square in the eyes and he heard it scream in sudden pain, backing it’s massive frame a few steps and lifting up its head a little higher, breaking free from the beam of intense light that shot out of Reese’s helmet. He watched nervously as the creature, a living version of the bodies he and Hollanbach had seen on the ship’s bridge, let go of a roar that shook his entire body with its vibrations and nearly caused the astronaut to wet himself with the suddenness of it. In the harsh light, Reese could see black and shiny claws appear of considerable length and sharpness from the beast’s fingertips, baring jagged teeth and bounding like a crazed Kodiak straight for him.big blue

Instinctively he pulled the trigger and prayed.

The clip was spent. Reese stood in a panic, holding an empty rifle and watching the gigantic creature before him, now standing quite still and looking down questionably at his bare, blue chest as it ran a retracting claw, than a finger along the dented flesh the captain was responsible for. It only varied slightly from the other two creatures he’d seen earlier, seemingly sporting what looked to be breathing apparatus, tubes coming from around its back and entering into the slit it had for a nostril.

Fifteen frickin’ bullets.

He’d just unloaded fifteen bullets at a range of less than fifty feet, hitting it every time in center mass for God’s sake!…and all he seemed to do was surprise it? He watched the giant pick its head up, glancing at him, and narrowing its dark eyes as it burst into another tooth-baring snarl, the claws sliding back into ghastly view.

No. I didn’t surprise it. All I did was piss it off!

Slowly, Reese began to back away, reaching for the only remaining clip he had left in his possession, tucked away in a pouch on his arm. As he retrieved it, the beast swung at him, nearly connecting and only missing the delicate fabric of his space suit by mere centimeter. Reese swallowed hard as he ejected the dead clip from the rifle and hurriedly slapped in a new one, chambering the first round just as quickly. It swung its claw at him again and came closer this time. Next time, Reese knew it wouldn’t miss. No matter how stunned it still seemed to be, the rounds from the first try simply hadn’t penetrated through the thick skin. But at this short range, near point-blank, a second spurt ought to cause a little more damage, Reese hoped. At least stopping it long enough to give him a running start back to the relative safety of the lander. Not like he could run in the damn suit, anyway, he thought.

He’d never seen anything so big and utterly ferocious in all his life.DO SOMETHING! His mind screamed as the giant seemed to prepare for another lunge at him. FUCKING DO SOMETHING NOW!

Reese gulped and gritted his teeth and he began to open rapid fire. The rifle spit out more bullets. And more…

And more…

And more…

And…

Click.

He felt the hammer stop and the sudden flashed and muffled THUMP-THUMP-THUMPING came to a rude and unwanted stop. Reese was out. Out of bullets, out of options, and out of time.

SHIT!

It was in a full-blown rage now, swinging its powerful arms and smashing them into everything, screaming and clawing at his battered chest where blue fluid now appeared, freezing as it touched the moon’s unyielding cold.

He hit it, and this time he hurt it. Each time the creature swung at him from where it stumbled, those claws scraped the dead atmosphere just inches from Reese’s visor, allowing him to see with keen clarity the razor-sharp points of them, as he stepped painfully and slowly backwards towards the lander.

And then he tripped.

The fall was quick but frightening, bringing him down to the deck with a hard thump. He immediately began to struggle…as much as one could struggle wearing a three-hundred pound space suit…to get back up and away from the alien creature that continued flailing about and stumbling towards him. When he fell, he let go of the rifle, and it hung still in mid-drop, slowly coming down until the creatures hand collided with it, shattering it into a million pieces as it continued to pursue Reese. It may have been in pain, but it was focused now. He could see death in its eyes.

Reaching down, he tried to grab hold of something…anything that would give him the leverage he needed so he could push himself up and get the hell out of there. But he only met with frustration when he felt his hand wrap around something that snapped loose as he gave it a heavy tug.

It was a dead alien’s arm. With a disgusted sigh, he tossed it away, watching in horror as the creature neared him steadily, looking confused and be-wildered as it licked the freezing blood from its claw tips. The beast suddenly coughed, exhaling more blood from its mouth. Reese kept inching backwards, doing the crab walk as best as he could in the suit, still trying to get up, but still denied the strength he needed. The fever had returned with vengeance, despite the current adrenaline rush, quickly sapping what little bit of strength he had left.

He watched with surprising calm as the alien again tried to pounce on him, faltering this time, stumbling worse than before and almost falling. It coughed again, more pellets of blood ejecting from its mouth and freezing just before they ricocheted off Reese’s visor like tiny blue hailstones. The beast stopped suddenly and gave out one last, pitiful moan before it collapsed in slow-motion of the moon’s gravity…down, down, until it’s massive body hit the deck just in front of Reese, splintering what was left of the gray’s body that had tripped him.

Once the cloud of dust and ice past him, the captain let go of the breath he’d been holding and sat there, listening to the hum of the camera. Relieved, the young astronaut broke out into a smile.

It’s over. I made it. Thank God!

Grabbing hold of some wreckage, Reese finally stood up, swallowing sickly and feeling the coolness of sweat trickling along the wrinkles of his forehead. He could see that it was still breathing, and trying to get up. But its movements were slow and uncertain, the movements of a dying animal. He could still kill the thing himself, he knew. He still had Hollanbach’s rifle and two full clips back at the lander, he thought as he turned to get them. For all he knew the damn thing could rest and regenerate or something like-

The claw went through his stomach before he even realized it; he’d just turned around and walked into the path of another beast, one lying in wait to ambush him. In the three seconds it took for his air to seep out and his lungs to freeze, Reese came face-to-face with other worldly life in the instant before it tore him in half, his last thoughts were of green eyes, red hair, and the lips that had taken him places that no intergalactic traveler would ever reach, and he wished he could have just touched her one last time.2006-12-05-A

With a violent shudder, the captain’s torso separated from his waist and the creature grew excited at the touch of the warm red blood that licked enticingly at its skin.

Letting the metal drop it sampled a taste and reeled in its near-orgasmic bless, ripping deeper into the food and plunging its hungry face into the organic blood-sponge that drove it nearly mad with the desire or more. It’s large eyes detected the hungry growl of others nearby and, hesitantly it looked up from its kill, seeing the rest of the landing party had arrived along with the slaves, a few rogues already devouring the remnants of the scout as it lay dying, no longer any use to them. Feeling a tug on the meat, it swung its head back around, ready to fight, scaring off a curious youth that ran frightened into the shadows of their fallen ship.

Never had it tasted anything quite so sweet.

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Christopher McNeely stood, almost as did everyone in the confined space of the Mission Control operations center (in total silence). Not that long ago, McNeely spoke what may have been his lasts words to the two-man crew of the DESPERADO, acknowledging the firing of the reaction jets that righted the command module just before the actual reentry, turning the heat shields towards the Earth and taking the brunt of the five thousand plus degrees of Centigrade heat that the tiny capsule would encounter as it tore a flaming hole in the planet’s unforgiving atmosphere.spaceship-apollo-12

Now, there was nothing anyone could do but wait, and hope that the shield had retained its integrity, fully protecting the astronauts from a fiery demise. He knew all the other Apollo missions he’d say in on, that this was the most dangerous part of the entire mission. More so than the launch, and landing on the moon’s dark half….if something should go wrong here during this stage of the game, there would be nothing anybody could do about it, not Mission Control, and not the astronauts inside the burning capsule. And worse yet, no one would even know if there was a problem because of the maddening loss of radio contact during the entire drop period. Only after the chutes deployed, followed a second or two later by the main parachutes helping to slow the ship’s descent to a safe twenty-five miles an hour, would they know anything…assuming the heat shield worked and the chutes did deploy, and DESPERADO didn’t slam into the Atlantic Ocean at a horrifying speed that would destroy the capsule and kill the crew instantly.

McNeely’s hands gripped the top of his computer console as he hung his head at the thought.

“Chris.”

The voice shattered his thoughts like a glass and he brought his head up to see who was speaking. It was Dooley, standing there with a lit cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth and bringing up a Styrofoam cup with steaming hot coffee in it.

“Have your joe, chief, black and three sugars, just like you asked.”

Obligingly, McNeely took the warm cup from his friend and immediately brought it up to his lips to take a drink.

“Thanks, Dave.”

Dooley shrugged and adjusted his horn-rimmed glasses, trying to keep them from again sliding off his sweaty nose…which they did anyway. “I would’ve got you a donut,” he said. “But Eggleston and McPhee grabbed up the last of them before I got there.”

Taking a sizable sip from the cup, the crew-chief set the cup down on the console, noticing that the front monitor was on again, this time showing an empty blue sky as cameras pumped in the pictures from the U.S.S. Hornet out in the Atlantic, where he knew Coley and her entourage were, like them, waiting for signs of the DESPERADO’s survival.

“Thanks, anyway,” he said. “But after today it won’t matter…we’ll all be back home, and I can enjoy my wife’s cooking again instead of the cafeteria food here which I have grown to considerably loathe over the past several days.”mission control mcneely

Dooley grabbed the cigarette from his mouth as he sucked from the filtered end, taking in the nicotine rush and quickly expelling the smoke in a stream of gray, turning around to head back to his station. “Least you got a wife,” he muttered under his breath, walking away. “Later, man.”

“Yeah, see you later,” McNeely said.

With Dooley gone, his thoughts again returned to the mission. He looked at his watch a little worriedly, realizing that several minutes had already passed since the initial loss of signal. Looking over at one of his fellow controllers, McNeely gave the signal, a, nod, that indicated the time had come to attempt to reestablish contact. He eyed the television screen, feeling that something was wrong. They should at least see a picture of the capsule by now.

“DESPERADO,” the man spoke into his headset. “This is Houston. Do you copy? Over.”

Everyone listened in on the open channel as only static filled the air. The controller tried again.

“DESPERADO…This is Houston…Do you read? Over.”

A few more seconds of irritating static played out until there was that familiar beep and Hollanbach’s voice echoed over the speakers.

“Houston, DESPERADO…I read you loud and clear!”

A wave of relief washed over everyone in the room except for McNeely who stood staring in disbelief at the empty screen. “Smitty,” he called over to another controller. “Get on the horn and ask the Hornet if they see the capsule. Something could be wrong with the camera”

Smitty swiveled around in his seat and looked at his crew chief. “I already did, Mac, and they have no visual whatever. Nobody’s seen anything.”

“DESPERADO. This is Houston. We can’t seem to find you visually at the moment,” he laughed nervously. “So could you guys activate your locator beacon,” he asked, referring to the emergency device that emitted a constant radio frequency pulse that would enable an accurate recovery.

Hollanbach quickly answered. “Roger that, Houston. The beacon is active. Anything else?”

McNeely sat down in his seat and sighed, yeah, he thought dejectedly. Tell me where the hell you are.

* * *

“I have them, sir!”

Hearing those words, the combat systems officer aboard the Hornet turned and ran to the petty officer sitting at the radar watch station, monitoring the new blip on the screen.

“Where?”

“Fifty seven miles due west of us, sir.”

The radio operator hollered suddenly from further into the bowels of the ship’s C.I.C. room. “Commander! I have their beacon! Signal originates from seventy-two point six degrees latitude, thirty-three point degrees longitude!”

The CSO gazed down into the monochromes green screen he was looking at. “That’s it!” he said excitedly, placing his hand on the shoulder of the young sailor below him.

“Good work, son. Inform the helicopter of your findings.”

Standing up, the commander turned and faced the lieutenant that had been looking over his shoulder. “Keep monitoring that signal…on radio and on the radar. I’m going up on the bridge to update the skipper,” he said as he patted the lieutenant on the back and walked away, heading for the water tight door leading from the compartment. “You’re in charge, Lieutenant.”

“Aye, Sir.”

Opening the door, the commander was surprised to see the coverall rear end of a woman running back up the ladder back to the bridge, and was even more surprised to encounter another one, intensely beautiful and brunette with piercing green eyes and sensuous red lips, walking hurriedly up the landing, stopping hesitantly as they locked eyes.

“Excuse me, Sir,” she said in an exasperated voice. “But I need to get through.”

He flashed her his best smile. “Miss. Coley, I presume?”

“Yeah,” she said nodding, waiting for him to move.

He thrust his hand out. “I’m the Combat Systems Officer. Commander-”

“Agent Coley.”

Both their eyes shot up the ascending stairwell to see a man in complete Air Force officer’s attire, crouching down and smiling at them, his twin silver stars shining in the red light of the thruway. It was Mayson.

“The captain requests your presence on the bridge immediately, ma’am,” he said as he tipped his head at the naval officer. “Commander.”

He promptly saluted his superior. “General.”

Coley tried to hide her grin as she climbed up the ladder back, brushing past her beau, feeling his hand deftly rub against her rear. Together, they walked just outside the door as the commander bounded up the steps, looking quizzically at the two of them, and entered into the bridge. Closing the door behind the commander, Mayson pushed her up into the bulkhead and kissed her, surprising her completely with the suddenness of it, nearly taking her breath away as his lips pounced onto hers. They lingered for only a few seconds before he broke free, gazing at her wide eyes staring unbelievably at him. He smiled devilishly at her.

“What?” she gasped, trying to breathe normally again. “What was that for?” she asked as she watched him grip the level and begin to open the hatch.

“A reminder,” he said simply, opening the door all the way and stepping through it, leaving it open for her to follow.

Standing there for a second, Coley straightened her disarrayed hair before walking into the waiting bridge, realizing that she had just seen the one thing she’d been waiting for yet hadn’t been expecting.

JEALOUSLY.

Smiling, Mary Ellen carefully stepped through the doorway and onto the blue-tiled floor of the carrier’s bridge. Maybe there was hope for the old man after all, she thought.

Just maybe.

* * *

In about an hour, it was all over. The helicopter crew found them and retrieved both astronauts from the charred remains of their space craft, taking them back along the rough and choppy path to land safely on the deck of the Hornet. Hollanbach and Herndum both were weak from their time in zero gravity, muscles and bone atrophy enough to cause them to require help out of the chopper and across the deck into the ship. A disorienting feeling for both of the men, but one they were in fact expecting and knew soon would pass, given a good amount of rest and food to help bring their bodies back to suitable Earth operating level.

Splashdown-medUnlike the earlier Apollo crews, the commander and the lieutenant were quarantined for only a brief time, only a few hours after medics tended to them and the ships cooks ushered them with a delectable meal of steak and potatoes.

If it hadn’t been for Hollanbach’s exposure to unknown elements aboard the alien spacecraft, it was doubtful quarantine would have been in place at all, but the necessary precautions had to be followed, regardless of the time it took, in order to ensure everyone’s safety. But that didn’t mean activities had to necessarily come to a halt. Coley, Mayson, and Sternenko were quick to visit the isolated astronauts. The hangar bay inside the carrier had been evacuated of nearly all personnel, except for a few key Marine guards, posted in full battledress at every entrance and exit, as the entourage approached the quarantine cubicle. Both men sat on stools in front the plexiglassed compartment that sealed them off from the rest of the world. Coley smiled as she approached them.

“Commander Hollanbach, Lieutenant Herndum,” she said in a cheerful tone. “It’s good to see you again. How are you feeling?”

“A little fatigued and weak,” Hollanbach answered. “But that’ll pass soon with a little rest,” he said as he looked beyond Coley and Mayson, noticing the bear of a Soviet general behind them. “I see you brought visitors.”

“This is General Sternenko,” she said as she half-turned and introduced the stony-faced Russian. “He’s been dispatched here on behalf of Mr. Brezhnev to cover the details of the mission’s findings, and you already know General Mayson,” she said as he waved hello.

Both astronauts were surprised when Sternenko saluted them with sharp movement. “I have seen the flight suit you brought back with you,” he said, speaking haltingly with his accented English. “My son’s,” his voice seemed ready to break, but the general remained visually unemotional, jaw set with seriousness as his gaze, concentrated on the commander, his icy blue eyes reaching beyond the Plexiglas, and touching Hollanbach’s soul. As practiced as Sternenko may have been, Hollanbach could still see the pain of loss in that stare. And he felt sorry for the burly Russian. “Tell me, Commander,” he said rigidly. “Did you see his body?”

Herndum looked over at his buddy, watching him shift uncomfortably on the stool, scratching at the short blonde hair on the back of his head, looking down from the general’s gaze, hardly wanting to answer the man’s question. Justas it appeared that Hollanbach might say something, Coley stepped in, seeing the astronaut’s hesitance and knowing why.

“General Sternenko,” she said quietly, standing beside him. “I realize your need to know, but these men have been through tremendous amount of physical and mental-”

“Agent Coley,” he said, not even looking at her, instead still staring at Hollanbach. “With all due respect, I do not give a damn-as you Americans say-about what these men have been through. I came here to find out the truth of this mission.” And then he turned his piercing gaze on her. “I only ask one question. If these men have been to an alien ship, and saw my son’s dead body…no matter its condition. Then I want to know about it,” he told her. “NOW.”

Coley’s green eyes narrowed at the man’s tone, and while she didn’t care for it one bit, she understood the man’s request. She already knew that Reese and Hollanbach had seen, having imagined a grisly picture from the horrible details she’d heard Herndum describe over the radio waves, and despite the general’s machismo, she wasn’t entirely too sure if he really wanted to hear it. But that didn’t quite matter anymore, now that he’d given her an attitude. And if there was one thing Mary Ellen didn’t like to have shoved in her face, it was attitude.Appoll_1

“Very well, General. I was hoping to maybe spare you the pain of the details,” she said, looking at him just as intensely. “But if its details you want,” she said as she glanced over at the waiting Hollanbach. “Go ahead, Commander. Tell him what he wants to know.”

With a heavy breath, Hollanbach swallowed hard and recounted his discovery of the general’s son, lying twisted and gnarled in a frozen pool of his own blood beside the dead body of the much larger alien. Oddly enough, Hollanbach could feel his voice shake in tandem with certain muscles in his chest as they jumped nervously, the picture still razor sharp in his mind as he told it. When he finished, Hollanbach felt the strange need to look away and bite down on his lip until the faintest taste of blood entered into his mouth. It was rare for him to feel so strongly…so damned emotional about anything, but despite the fact that he was actually there, it was if he was seeing it again for the first time.

Perhaps reliving the experience through the general’s eyes, wondering how he envisioned Hollanbach’s descriptive words, and what his mind, as a long worried father who had wished vainly for his son’s triumphant return, was going through. He felt Herndum place his hand tenderly on his shoulder, and his voice telling him that it was okay, trying to help him through the horror he was seeing again.

But even as the commander defiantly shrugged it off, reclaiming his persona of the cool and collective rocket jockey, not far from that surface was the man who knew it was not okay, and very far from it perhaps, for the man they felt they had to leave behind. That’s when he looked up and saw the Russian’s pale face, a much different look upon it this time, one that closely paralleled a harrowing blend of confusion and sadness.

“I’m…I’m sorry, Sir. I wish I hadn’t told you,” he said as he watched Sternenko gradually find his usual scowl, and looked up at the commander, then at Coley.

“I would like a moment or two alone, perhaps on the deck outside,” he said quietly.

Coley nodded her head in understanding. “Of course,” she said as she turned to look at Mayson.

“Yeah,” he said in a low voice, smiling at her. “I’ll go with him.”

As the men departed, Coley faced her astronauts.

“The doc wants the two of you in here for at least another half hour. But other than that, there seems to be no problem…medically,” she told them. “And you already know we’ve got the cosmonaut’s flight suit and your helmet, Commander, already dusted and cleaned of foreign elements. The particles have been bagged and will be sent to Washington for further study. The suit, I’m afraid goes back to Moscow,” she sighed. “The film in your helmet is being respooled as we speak, ready to be viewed in the briefing room by us all once you get evicted out of there,” she said as she looked at them. “Any questions?”

Herndum shook his head, unusually quiet considering his cheerful and quite talkative nature. But Hollanbach was dying to ask one question that had been on his mind for days. “Are the Soviet’s going to help get Reese back?”

“Sternenko will want to see the videotape from your helmet cam, but I’m pretty positive the mission is a go in his mind right now. If only to try and bring his son’s body home.”

“Well there isn’t much time, Agent Coley,” the commander stressed. “Reese had enough of our air to last maybe three days. And it’s already been that. Also assuming the Soviets had the oxygen Reese believed he saw in there and assuming that it still worked…he might make it another four…maybe five days at best,” he told her. “Assuming he doesn’t make any more EVA’s.”

Coley looked at him questionably.

“You don’t know Reese like I do. I saw just how excited and gung-ho he was when we were walking around up there. He could hardly wait to make the next bend, encounter the next discovery. If I know the captain like I think I do, then he’s probably up there right now, in full gear, walking around like he owns the place, using up precious breathing time, especially considering the fact that he has no idea there’s an attempt to rescue him.”

“Dammit,” she said flustered. “This is not what I wanted to hear, Commander! Do you really believe he’d do something stupid like that?” He quickly gave the intelligence agent a knowing smile.

“Stupid?” he asked as he shook his head and smiled.

“No, Reese would never do anything stupid like that. But he might,” and Hollanbach’s eyes lit up with admiration when he said this. “He just might do something brave like that.”

Coley closed her eyes and felt like pulling her hair and screaming. Why was it that men had such a difficult time telling the difference between bravery and stupidity? Opening her eyes, she lightly rubbed at the side of her neck, where after nearly another twelve hours of no rest or sleep, aching again.

“If that’s the case gentlemen, we don’t have as much time as I had hoped. Consider your quarantine over and get yourselves out of there on the double,” she said, quickly walking from them.

“Hey!” Hollanbach yelled. “Where are you going?”

“To get the generals,” she hollered over her shoulder. “We have a lot of debriefing to do, and we have to do it now!”

Or Reese, she thought as they threw the dog lever to open up the watertight door, is just as good as a dead man.

* * *

The room was small, filled with a few rows of metal fold-up chairs with side swiveling platform desktops. The walls were emblazoned with the bright colors of the Hornet’s fighting squadrons and their symbols, wrapping around until they met at the head of the compartment, where the wooden podium that was replaced by a television set strapped onto a metal rolling stand with a large and bulky new machine under it which was the device that would play Hollanbach’s tape, transfer the captured images on film, and put them into motion on screen.cv12-032

They were all there, Hollanbach and Herndum, Coley, Mayson and Sternenko, alone in the briefing room where it had already gotten off to a rocky start with the Russian’s insentience in taking charge of the proceedings from Coley, and asking questions pertaining to the cosmonauts and his son. But Coley, was having none of that, instead pumped the astronauts (Hollanbach really) for every memory they had of the mission, start-to-finish. From the moment that the UNFORGIVEN separated from the DESPERADO, to its impact with the meteorite and the landing soon after, the boarding of the massive alien ship and the several dead gray alien bodies he and Reese encountered as they explored what they could of the sip, as well as the gruesome discovery of the Vostok and lunar lander, the expedition and findings on the bridge, to Reese’s decision to stay behind on the moon…Hollanbach relived everything as he told it, watching the television screen as he spoke, in effect, acting as a soundtrack to a silent movie shot entirely on its exclusive location, just west of the Cremona crater on the darkened far side of the moon.

He managed to sum up two days of mind-blowing events into a forty-one minute dialogue as the film fast forwarded through most of its three and a half hours (only stopping to play through the most intriguing parts) served as a very sobering illustration. As he spoke, he watched the expressions of those in the room, particularly Sternenko’s, listening to Hollanbach’s voice as their filled with images from the videotape. Everyone was aghast with the visualization of the eviscerated cosmonauts and what was left of their chewed remains. With urgency, there came an added sensation of loss in the room, of innocence lost in the way when a child sees the world and its happenings for the first time through adult eyes and realizes that it is not, and never will be will be, all about him. Before them all was indisputable proof of life elsewhere among the stars, savage, brutal, and dangerously close life.

But it was still life nonetheless. The only question now was whether to marvel at such a find, or to cower in fear of it. Finished, Hollanbach’s eyes shot over to the general. It seemed there was something the commander wanted to know.

“What’s the word, General?” he asked, looking right at Sternenko. “Will you help us to rescue Reese or not?”

The briefing room fell silent for a few short moments as everybody turned to see what the Russian’s answer would be. Looking away from the images still playing on the television, the general grunted loudly and gave Hollanbach his answer.

“The mission,” he said pausing slightly as he let go of a heavy breath. “Is a ‘GO’,” he said getting up, as he walked a few steps towards Coley and looked down at her. “I will need to gain access to a radio system,” he said. “Moscow is awaiting my decision and now that I have reached one, I must relay it. There is a ship of ours nearby to which I can broadcast the word, which can then complete the link to Moscow.”

Coley stood up. “Then what happens after that?”

Sternenko smiled at her. “We launch, of course. All I need are the landing coordinates from Commander Hollanbach and all is good. Already there are cosmonauts ready to fly. The rocket waits for us on the launch pad, everything is ready,” he said coolly. He turned to Hollanbach taking out a pen and piece of paper. “The coordinates, Commander, please.”

Hollanbach looked first at Coley, then at Sternenko. “I’ll give them to the crew myself,” he said. “Once I board the rocket.”

Sternenko broke out in a sudden, insulting laughter. “Board the rocket?” he repeated, still bellowing with laughter. “This is a Soviet operation, Commander Hollanbach. The roster is full. There is no place for you on this mission, even if the politics of our respective countries would allow such a thing to come to pass.”

But the commander wasn’t about to give up so easily.sternenko

“I don’t believe you understand, General. I need to go back there with you. I left Reese up there, for Christ sake! I need to be the one to help get him back!”

Sternenko shook his head. “I am sorry, Commander. But if it is redemption you seek, you will not find it on my rocket ship.”

“I don’t believe this was part of the deal between the President and your Premier,” Coley cut in, angrily.

“Deal?” Sternenko challenged. “There is no deal!! Your President asked us to right a wrong you created. And we will. But without your help,” he said as he walked down the path that divided the rows of chairs into half. “I believe you Americans have created enough of a mess of this as it is, yes?”

Just as he passed by Mayson, Coley couldn’t hold it back anymore, and she let Sternenko, who had been nothing but hard to get along with since the minute of his arrival, have it.

“Stop!” she yelled at him. “You can just stop yourself right there, General!”

He did, slowly turning around with a look of smugness still on his face.

“How dare you,” Coley said at him. “How dare you pull this kind of…bullshit…when a man’s life hangs in the balance? Do you very well think I’m stupid? Do you honestly believe that we will let you set off on this mission without an American presence of some kind with you, to ensure that you do in fact save Captain Reese’s life, instead of killing him and salvaging as much alien technology as your ships will hold to bring back to Earth and use for your own advantage? Get real, General. That is not the plan, nor will it EVER be.”

As she talked, she slowly walked closer and closer to him until she stood only a few delicate feet from the highly decorated soldier as her companions watched in surprised disbelief there in the room with her.

“NO,” she said. “The commander goes or no one does. You need him to get there. Even you can’t deny that.”

He nodded his big head, still smiling at her.

“You are wrong, Special Agent Coley. Not only do we have orbiting satellites that have already pinpointed this fallen alien spacecraft, but we have been trying to get there to explore it ourselves for weeks. It is only sheer luck you beat us to it,” he said with a wide grin. “Yes, we will rescue your stranded captain and bring him back to you because you cannot. On that you have my word. But your commander does not go. In that, I am afraid you have no choice.” he said to her.

Everyone, including Sternenko, believed the conversation to be over. But Coley surprised them all once again, cracking a knowing smile and putting her hands on her slim hips, and again taking charge of the situation.

“You forget, General Sternenko, that like you…I have been appointed by own president to act in the best interests of my country concerning the outcome of this mission. And believe me when I tell you that if you continue to deny Commander Hollanbach passage on board your rocketship the United States, I’m sure, will interpret the launch as a threat to our own national security, and will systematically take out your ship and everything capable of launching or producing a rocket for as long as we have the planes, missiles, and bombs to do it with.”

Then she spoke over her shoulder at a nervous, but outwardly calm Mayson, who n had since risen and stood silently behind her. “Am I right in making that assumption, General Mayson?”

“I believe you are,” he answered her without hesitation.

Sternenko, whose smugness had quickly vanished, now looked at both of them with outrage and disbelief, not quite sure he had heard what he thought he had. “You realize you have just threatened the Soviet Union with war?” he said with a nervous breath. “Do you understand the implications of this?”

Coley took a step closer to him.

“I do. And the President will back me on this one hundred percent. All you have to do is take the commander with you, and this will all be forgotten.”

“Water under the bridge, so to speak,” Mayson added.

The Russian was quiet a few seconds, thinking over his next move now that these damned Americans had called his bluff. But he knew there really wasn’t any decision to mull over. They had just made it for him. In truth, he half-doubted the American President would back the agent’s bold claim, but he only half-doubted. It was a chance he did not want to take.

“Very well,” he conceded. “The commander will go. But only as an advisor and guide. He will have no rank or command over my men.”

“The same for your men concerning him?” she smiled.

“If you must, then yes, of course.”

“Then we have a deal. General Mayson will escort you to the bridge so that you may dispatch communications with your ship and we can get this thing off the ground.” Mayson squeezed by her and together with Sternenko began to exit the briefing room. “Thank you, General.” Both men turned around expectedly. “Both of you.”

As the door shut behind them, Coley turned quickly to Hollanbach, flashing him the biggest smile he’d ever seen on her. “Now with that out of the way, I have someone I believe you’d like to see, Commander.”

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CHAPTER THIRTEEN?—TRUTHS

Posted: December 27, 2010 in Uncategorized


COLD.

It was about the only thing that he could feel. A deep, resonating numbness that seemed to have wrapped his body in its icy cocoon of unyielding cool. He had not moved much in the three days that he’d been there, alone on the moon. Some of it was fear of what might still be alive and inside the ship waiting on him, but most of it was the fever that kept him down on the cold deck of the Soviet lander, wrapped tightly in the only blanket he could find, a green, hammer and sickle emblazoned on the fabric that was barely an eighth of an inch thick, clothed underneath it with his coveralls and the tubing suit onto help insulate his own body heat and keep him warm.

He’d been fortunate enough to find an aspirin or two inside what he guessed was a first aid kit and had managed to swallow then whole down his extremely sore throat.

The heater had stopped working about twelve or thirteen hours after he’d begun to settle in. He’d tried to fix it, managing to decipher just enough Russian to determine where the main wiring panel to the unit was, only to uncover it and open up a world of wiring so radically different from anything he’d ever seen, he immediately threw aside the notion of any repair and decided to leave the damn thing alone.

The last thing he wanted to do was mess with the wrong wire and end up cutting off the oxygen or, worse yet, activating the ascension mode launch and splattering himself all over the ceiling of the alien ship. Hell, he knew he was going to die anyway…but not like that.

The food was all but gone. A few packs of something remained, and Reese was saving them for when he got really hungry…not like he wasn’t now. The pain from his begging stomach was getting so intense that it was beginning to double him over with clenched teeth. Besides, he knew he had to eat something if he was going to have any hopes of abating his fever…even a little bit…so he could make that one, last EVA.

He’d be damned if he was going to die in this hellish Soviet icebox that seemed to be slowly turning into his coffin every time he opened his eyes and looked around it.

When the time came, he didn’t want to be found by those who might come later…human or alien…balled up in the fetal position on the goddamn floor, he wanted to be in his suit…out there, outside the confines of the ship and onto the surface of the moon, resting eternally on the landscape of the place which he’d given it all up for.

So he ate. Very, very little. And drank what water he could. Most of it was frozen as the temperature gradually dropped in the cabin around him, but he’d managed to salvage a little of it, even going so far as to rip open the plastic bags and suck on the ice, letting the tiny amounts of melted water drip down his scorched throat. As far as the fever went, the medication had helped some, but it was still there, ravaging his mind and body. Throwing the blanket off him, he knew the time was there. It was now or never. Soon the fever would come back full strength once the effects of the aspirin wore off, constantly surging and elevating his body temperature to the boundaries of human survival. Only death came next.

As he stood up, he felt a violent shudder erupt all along the fault lines of his body, almost dropping him in his weakened state to the floor, as he eyed the space suit hanging up on the ladder’s wall not far from him. It took several minutes for him to reach it, and even more to fight through the fever’s veil to get his hands and eyes to coordinate long enough to get him secured inside the suit and the oxygen pack. It seemed like it took him forever, but the captain manage it, grabbing his helmet from the instrument panel and lowering it onto himself and slowly sealing it shut.

Reaching down, he twisted the knob that allowed the fresh oxygen into his suit, as well as the electrical currents that would slowly heat up to keep his shivering body warm beneath. A deep breath later, Reese approached the control console and depressurized the lander cabin. This was it, he knew. No turning back now, you crazy bastard.

Slow, but determined, Reese made his way over to the hatch and grabbed hold of the flywheel, summoning up all his ebbing strength to open it. It took several tries, but he succeeded in loosening the seal and opening the door to the outside.

Lowering himself, the captain grabbed at the M-16 laying close to him and began to slowly back out of the ship as it suddenly began to shimmy and shake, a low, guttural rumbling filling the air around him and causing everything to vibrate with an unseen intensity.

And that’s when the world grew even darker as his helmet light dimmed to nothing, leaving him halfway out the lander. Blind.

 

 

 

* * *

“It’s good to see you again, General Sternenko. How are things in Vilyuysk?”

The big Cossack that was the general looked at the white-haired politician sitting comfortable at his antique desk in a big warm office, watching as the Soviet Premier picked up a steaming mug of coffee and took a long, gulping drink.

“Cold,” the general replied. “Cold and combustible without my constant presence there, Comrade, as I’m sure you already know, or else you would have not have felt the need to PERSONALLY assign me there, yes?”

Brezhnev smiled diabolically at the decorated military officer.

“Such gratitude, Vladimir,” he said, referring to the ma by his first name, something he had not called in years. “Sounds so bitter coming from your mouth. You asked me for a command,” he said as he took another drink and grinned. “So I gave you one.”

Sternenko groaned. “I hardly expected to be shipped out in the middle of Siberia and command a launching facility, my friend. Especially one nobody has used since…” He drifted off, knowing that the Premier already knew well and good what it was he referred to. “Not that I am not happy to see my old friend again, Leonid, but why, if may ask, did you call me here? And with such urgency?”

Brezhnev motioned at the Victorian seat in front of him and the general. “Take a seat, Vladimir. Rest your feet for a while. This may take sometime.”

The big man sat.

“Would you like something to drink?” the Premier asked. “Coffee, hot chocolate?” he offered.“Vodka?”

Sternenko sat back in the chair and waved off his friend’s offer.

“No. I only wish to find out what is going on, Comrade Premier. I doubt you brought me over five thousand kilometers to catch up on old times and offer me a cup of hot chocolate. So…what is it?”

The Premier set his cup down. “The Americans.”

Sternenko ice-blue eyes widened in surprise. “The Americans?” he repeated.

Brezhnev nodded slowly.“Da,” he said.“They find themselves in a…unique situation that only we can get them out of.”

The general looked at him ominously. “What do you mean, Comrade? And why are you smiling like that?” he asked.

“Because, my old friend, we are about to finally experience victory over the Americans. That is why I am smiling.”

Suddenly, the large double doors behind them opened and in walked a lone man. Instinctively, the general reached towards his Makarov as he snapped his head around to see who had indeed, but the shadow there in the Supreme Soviet office was too thick, and he couldn’t see. Sternenko heard a creak in front of him and turned around, startled to see the Premier standing up with his arms out-stretched wide.

“Ah!” he exclaimed.“Misha, I was beginning to worry about you.”

“Misha?” Sternenko inquired with an indignant voice.

Brezhnev smiled at him as the clip-clops of hard-soled shoes came ever closer.

“Mikhail Vorkuta,” he said as the man walked into the light, illuminating his slim suave features in a gray business suit. “Special Agent Mikhail Vorkuta, our man in Washington.”

Vorkuta and Brezhnev embraced and greeted each other happily as the general watched on. Then the new arrival took a seat beside Sternenko and nodded a greeting his way. Sternenko looked at the Premier.

“What the hell is going on here, Leonid?” the general found himself roaring. “Tell me now.”

“Very well,” the Premier conceded. “Misha has just arrived from his usual post in Washington, where his cadre of operatives have been keeping constant surveillance of the vice-director of the CIA ad a few of his close agents and staff. Yesterday I was personally contacted by the American President, requesting my help in rescuing one of his astronauts from the moon.”

Sternenko raised an eyebrow. “Only one?” Where were the other two?”

“I would imagine safely on their way home to Earth, General,” Vorkuta answered him. Sir?” he said to Brezhnev. “If I may?”

“Of course.”

“The Americans sent a mission to the moon to investigate a series of strange lights some astronomer saw near the moon. Apparently, they found something there.”

“What?” asked the general.

Vokuta sighed.

“An alien spaceship. They landed two astronauts upon the surface to investigate and found something else.”

Sternenko guessed.

“Aliens,” he simply said.

“Yes, of course, the spy operative concurred. “But they also discovered two spacecraft of Earth origin, General,” he said as he half-smiled. “Soviet spacecraft.”

The general grew silent, waiting for Vorkuta to finish. He continued.

“An experimental Vostok module and prototype lunar lander.”

Sternenko’s eyes widened even more and the man became visibly upset, his bottom lip quivering.

“Boshe moi,” he whispered. “A prototype lander…Sergei.”

Brezhnev took over. “No, Vladimir,” he said just as huskily.

“I’m afraid not.” Sternenko looked at his friend, and the Premier’s saddened eyes said it before he even had to. “There were no survivors.”

The general swallowed hard and closed his eyes, sitting back in the chair. “Americans lie. You know that.”

Brezhnev shook his head slowly, feeling his friend’s pain. “No, Comrade. Not this time.”

He sniffled and looked at the Premier.

“How? How did my son die, Leonid?”

Silence pervaded the room for a few delicate seconds, before Vorkuta broke the tension by answering the general’s question.

“The crew, General…I’m sorry to say, Sir, but they were…. slaughtered.”

The big Russian’s  blue eyes became fierce as his gaze violently shifted from the Premier to Vorkuta.

“Slaughtered?!” Sternenko jumped out of the chair in a fit of rage and stared down manically at Vorkuta. “What do you mean ‘slaughtered’?”

The spy shrugged in his defense.

“Please, Comrade. Calm yourself. My team and I have been working ‘round the clock to find that very thing out for ourselves but to no avail. Whatever the Americans mean about that, they aren’t telling.”

Brezhnev agreed. “The President wouldn’t even tell me,” he said, feeling slightly jaded. “But from what we have been able to piece together from what little bits of intelligence we have been able to gather, all indications are that your son and his crew met their end at the hands of these aliens the Americans discovered dead in the wreckage.”

He calmly looked at his old ally, one of the many who helped him oust Khrushchev from office all those years ago, a man of unwavering loyalty…a man now ravaged with grief over the death of his only son, lost for so many days, they had believed, in space.

“I brought you here because I need your help. Vlad, The Americans assured me that they have film of the wreckage as proof of its existence…as well as other undisclosed evidence that the President believes will provoke us into helping them with this rescue mission. You know the details of the ship, the mission…and crew. I need you there when they retrieve this evidence to determine its authenticity, as well as the films,” the Premier said as he sighed. “Should it prove false…you have full authorization to terminate our end of the bargain and bring yourself home,” he said as he gazed at his friend.

“And if it proved otherwise, what then?” he said.

Brezhnev smiled warmly. “Then we continue on as planned, and rescue their astronaut for them, discovering for ourselves what happened to our comrades and vessels.”

He watched as Sternenko walked hesitantly back towards his seat and slumped down in it. “Will you do this for me, Comrade? For the Motherland?” He dug deeper at the man’s fractured psyche. “For Sergei?”

Sternenko remained still, staring blankly past Brezhnev at the blinded window beyond him.

“Comrade?”

The old, scarred blue eyes looked up at him, glazed over with pain and hurt. A mighty sigh escaped from the man’s lung’s, making way for an answer.

“Yes,” he said. “I will go.”

“At least, you will finally know the truth, eh?” Brezhnev told him.

Sternenko stood and straightened the winkles from his uniform coat. “I’m afraid, Comrade, I have always known the truth, or least suspected, on many levels of my son’s demise. It has been many months since his launch. But despite what I knew to be true, still I had hope,” he said as he began to walk away. “That perhaps some miracle would let me see my Sergei again.”

Brezhnev nodded, furrowing his heavy brows in sympathy for his friend’s loss.

“Da,” he said in sad agreement.

 

 

 

 

* * *

Scared would probably not be the best way to describe the way he was feeling at the moment. His only source of light just winked out on him, his ass hanging halfway out into the den of a bunch of flesh-eating aliens, total darkness surrounding him. No, Reese thought as he blindly clutched at the hatch, pulling himself back into the lander and just as blindly resealing the hatch behind him as the world around him shook from the low rumbling that was apparently everywhere all at once. Goddamn terrified, would be more like it. Something strange was happening.

He sat down on the deck, leaning against the bulkhead and stared ahead into the nothing, both gloved hands wrapped tightly around the rifle. His heart and mind were racing with each other. Fear had long since taken the place of the fever that had been ravaging his poor body. He knew it was still there, but at the moment, it didn’t seem to faze him.

Reese brought his non-trigger hand up to the light…the defunct light on his helmet, and banged his palm hard against it, hoping to jar the damn thing into working again, only to be disappointed when absolutely nothing happened. Well…at least nothing he had anything to do with.

There was a sudden blue light that lit up everything outside the lander, as the rumbling soon grew louder and more pronounced. He could see from the residuals pouring in through the triangular windows of the lander as he struggled to stand up, walking slowly to the windows and peering out.

Everything outside was painted in its brilliance. For a few good seconds, the captain could fully see outside the lander. He could see the scales of the walls and ceiling; a dead gray here and there that he had not yet stumbled upon; and the ghostly image of the Vostok module that lay a few short feet away from the port side legs of the lander. It was almost like daylight.

Almost.

Standing there at the window, Reese was suddenly plunged into the darkness again as the light shifted, moving away from him like an odd curtain, sweeping along the deck, licking unashamedly at the walls, ceiling…everything…fading from his view almost as quickly as it had arrived, sauntering on down the long corridor away from him, again leaving him at the mercy of the dark-ness and the incessant growling encompassing him.

Damn.

A minute passed. Maybe two. And then the noise that had been an annoying frightening constant in his life for the past ten minutes abruptly silenced itself, and the lander’s console blinked back to life as a bright white splashed onto the pane of the window, catching his brown eyes off guard.

He had light again. Inside his helmet, the captain smiled. He had light again! But his joy soon passed. What the hell had just happened here? It was hard to think through the fever, but it was getting a little easier. The combined efforts of the aspirin and his own adrenaline had done a reasonably good job of dimming it down some, which-thankfully; he thought-made it somewhat easier to think. Somewhat.

Back on Earth, he’d read the newspaper reports about the “UFO sightings” those in the civilian population had experienced, and seemed to remember descriptions of “encounters” that ran a close parallel to what he’d just experienced with the brief power failure.

And just the stray thought of that little tidbit of information entering into his head began to make him wonder. Especially if what just happened was what he was thinking. Could it be possible, he wondered. Could someone have arrived?

Reese turned around, rifle in hand, and faced the closed hatch in the air-less cabin of the Soviet lander. It seemed to make perfect sense, he thought. With flying aircraft, he knew the best way to ensure his own survival in case of a crash was to send out a mayday (if he was able) as he went down. This way, he could be found and subsequently rescued. Could that be what had happened here? Was somebody answering a distress call from a month ago? He walked to the middle of the cabin and stood there, staring at the light as it shone down from his helmet and onto the hatch. The thought was conceivable.

Very conceivable.

This could very well mean that just outside the walls of the alien ship, somewhere nearby was another alien craft. Immediately, his mind switched to the burned-in image of the dead giants, the grays, and the remains of the Russians he and Hollanbach first discovered a couple of days ago when the two of them arrived here.

Another alien craft with more…aliens. Shit.

Now, this is a predicament, he thought. Assuming I’m right, and fresh batches of these things have arrived, I have one of two choices. I can either sit here like a coward and hope and pray that whatever is out there doesn’t open that door and find my sick ass in here, or I can grab my nuts and go on out there, and face this thing like a man.

He laughed. The nuts weren’t up to it.

Option number two is better anyway, Captain, he told himself. Even if you chicken out and decide to hide from…. well, whatever it may be…at least we’ll be out of this cramped up little death box and out where hiding places are aplenty.

And besides, he thought as he drummed his fingers against the stock of theM-16 he was holding…tightly. I’ve got a gun. Another deep breath later, and he had convinced himself. Outside was better no matter how he looked at it, but if he was going to go, he knew that he had to go now. The aspirin wasn’t going to last very much longer, and his strength was rapidly seeping out with every movement he made,

The captain walked towards the hatch and grabbed hold of the flywheel, giving it a good twist after he propped the rifle against the bulkhead out the way.

“Okay, Reese,” he said to himself as he clenched his teeth and strained, feeling his forehead break out in a cold sweat as his arms burned, breaking the seal of the compartment once again, time to go meet the new neighbors.

 

 

 

* * *

She had never seen the ocean so blue. It almost didn’t seem like she was in the same world anymore, she mused, observing a tranquil feeling not often experienced by her. Below her, dolphins crested with breaking waves. Racing the aircraft carrier she stood upon, it cruised at twenty-two knots due east…Mach speed for a ship of such magnitude. She nestled into her borrowed foul-weather jacket a little further as she leaned up against the gray bulkhead, gazing out into the afternoon setting. Unlike Coley and the others, Donna Hollanbach had only been on board for a little over a day, instead of nearly three, but was already lost in the beauty that belonged to the sea. Now she understood why her husband loved being underway. It was not to get away from her like she used to always jokingly suggest before each of his cruises…although she was a bit jealous now that she had experience it for herself. There was o way she could compete with such unbelievable magnificence.

Donna looked past the high-reaching cirrus clouds at the barely visible moon, heading for its exit in the west, wondering where he was at that time. Coley said that in just a few short hours, she’d be witnessing Jon’s splashdown in the Atlantic along with Herndum. The agent told her the circumstances surrounding Reese’s absence, and Donna could see how pained the woman was with a decision she helped to make.

She ultimately blamed herself in the long run, which explained why Coley was working so hard to get this rescue mission with the Russians off the ground…literally.

True, she was saddened by the news that Reese may very well die up there before they had a chance to get back to him, but she was glad…. as much as she hated to admit it to herself…that it was the captain and no her Jonny. There was just too much going on now to not have him there with her. Through the pockets of the jacket, she gently rubbed he still flat stomach, knowing that soon she’d be rubbing a little hump there as the baby got bigger and she headed into the second trimester. A warm smile overcame her features, and soon after she let a laugh…well, actually a giggle…slip through her mouth as the wind caught her black hair and whipped it across her face.

“And what’s so funny?”

Donna turned to see Coley standing nearby, suited in a jacket of her own, looking at her as those auburn tresses she usually kept neat swirl around in a fit of disarray. She was smiling.

“Nothing’s funny,” Donna responded. “I’m just happily anticipating the arrival of my husband,” she sighed, staring out into the water. “Who I have been sorely missing these last few days.”

“I know what you mean’” Coley agreed. “My own man is in an occupation that sometimes keeps him away from me…months at a time. It’s never any fun.”

“No,” the pretty dark haired woman agreed still watching the sky. “It certainly isn’t.”

Both women stood silently for a few moments, enjoying their peaceful surroundings, until the massive ship began to noticeably shift directions. Donna looked at the secret agent. “Is it me…or are we moving?”

“We’re moving,” Coley reassured her. “Changing course to get to the splashdown site a few miles away. That’s part of the reason why I came out here,” she said as she smiled at the astronaut’s wife. “It’s almost time,” Coley took a few steps closer to Donna. “You ready to go get your husband, Mrs. Hollanbach?”

Donna stood up and walked away from the riveted exterior bulkhead, giving one last look to the tranquility before she joined Coley’s side, beginning their walk up to the ship’s bridge.

 

 

 

* * *

Herndum looked over at the commander.

“Okay then,” he said with a relaxed sigh. “DESPERADO is on a direct approach velocity with our reentry window over the Atlantic. One more orbit around Mother Earth and down we go.”

It was like his words had never been spoken…Hollanbach just sat there as he had for the past few minutes, staring blankly at the instrument panel in front of him. The lieutenant reached over and tapped his friend on the shoulder.

“Hey, man! You okay?”

Hollanbach blinked, reaching up to rub his eyes with his fingers, shaking his head.

“Yeah,” he responded. “Yeah, I’m fine.”

“You don’t act like it. Something you want to share?”

“No,” he said. “Not really,” he said as he flipped a switch on the console.

“It doesn’t hardly matter now, anyway. How’s our approach velocity?”

Herndum gave him an annoyed glance, then laughed.

“What? What’s so funny?”

“I only told you that we are on a direct approach with the reentry window not two minutes ago. Where were you?”

The commander sat back in the seat. “Sorry. I’m a little preoccupied with what’s happened to us in the past week,” he said with a very heavy sigh. “I just can’t get the image of the Vostok out of my head,” he said as he closed his weary eyes. “It was worse than anything I’d ever seen, man. There was hardly anything left of those poor bastards,” he said as his eyes popped open suddenly. “And I left Reese up there with the possibility of that happening to him.”

He shook his head again.

“I should’ve been the one to stay behind. Not him.”

Herndum grabbed at the silver bag of rations floating freely in the air, and put it into one of the many pouches on his uniform. “If I remember correctly, even if Reese hadn’t volunteered himself, you had a Presidential order to follow that had the same thing in mind. Am I right?” But he gave Hollanbach no time to answer the question. “Of course I am. I was there, I remember. You did the only thing you could have done, Commander.”

“I know, Scotty…but the fuel gauge…”

“Was wrong,” he finished for him. “A tragedy, yeah…but another one of those things that are beyond your control. You can’t dwell on this shit, Jon…believe me, it’s only going to make you crazy.”

“Yeah,” Hollanbach said. Still letting it drive him crazy, anyway. “Yeah, I guess you’re right, Scotty.”

“Damn right I’m right.”

Both astronauts fell quiet, their eyes gradually drifting to the window on their respective sides, and gazing at the beautiful blue of the planet below them. After a few silent moments, Herndum again turned to the commander, a look of concern painted on his usually mischievous face.

“Think the Russians will get to him in time?”

Hollanbach continued looking out the window.

“No,” he said, telling the truth. “But that shouldn’t stop us from trying anyway.”

Herndum gave his friend an odd look, catching on to what he had just said. “What do you mean…us?”

“It means I plan to go with the Russians back to the moon.”

The lieutenant gave him a dubious glance.

“Don’t be ridiculous, Jon. Your body couldn’t handle the strain, and neither could your wife. Not to mention the fact the Reds would never hear of it. They’d call the whole thing off first.”

“I don’t think so, buddy,” Hollanbach countered. “I know how to get to the ship…and I know my way around inside it. If anything…they’ll need me.”

“Donna needs you, Commander. You can tell them how to get there…draw them a map if you have to, but…”

Hollanbach smiled at his friend. “What are you? My conscience?”

“No,” the lieutenant answered quickly. “Of course not. I just don’t see where going back is going to do you any good, physically, emotionally, or otherwise.”

“I left him up there, Scotty. I did! Not you, Coley, the Russians or the President. I did, and I have to be the one to help get him back, no matter the consequences. You don’t know what that’s like…being forced to leave a man behind. Especially like that. ”

The lieutenant exhaled heavily.

“And what about your pregnant wife down there, huh? How do you think she’ll react to your risking your life…again?”

“She’ll understand.”

“I don’t know,” Herndum pushed. “She didn’t the last time.”

And then Hollanbach snapped. “Well I don’t remember asking you for an opinion anyway, Lieutenant. It’s my life to risk…my call to make. And I don’t need any interference from you or anyone else when it comes to that! Is that clear?”

“Yeah,” the lieutenant said angrily. “Crystal. I’ll just sit over here and mind my own business, How’s that?”

“Whatever,” retorted the commander.

Silence soon enveloped them both as the DESPERADO quickly sailed over the subcontinent of India and the teardrop island of Sri Lanka, fast approaching its reentry window less than forty-five minutes away.

AND COUNTING…

 

 

CHAPTER TWELVE?—GUTTED

Posted: December 27, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

NUMBERS DON’T LIE.

McNeely knew years ago when he walked out the door of MIT with his double major in astrophysics and engineering, and he knew it know, disgusted, hungry and tired, and slamming down the collection of papers chock full of equations long since blurred together into a fuzzy picture of numbers and variables, all determined to work against him, regardless of the consequences that he knew it just wouldn’t work.

“There’s no other way,” he heard somebody behind him say in a low voice. “We either lose one or both of them. But the weight ratio won’t allow us to take both men on as payload and still have a successful launch.”

McNeely turned around and saw that it was Thomerson, one of the men he’d handpicked to work on the solution. The man withdrew a cigarette from his breast pocket and inserted it into his mouth.

“Leave the suits, their air-packs, the tools, the food…all that shit. Detach the spotlights on top of the LEM and chuck some of the other equipment they don’t need and you’re still about a hundred and ninety-two pounds over the limit,” he said.

“The numbers don’t lie. And in this case, gentlemen, they don’t fucking budge a whole lot, either.”

“True,” McNeely heard another add. “And both guys weigh almost the same. Reese is slightly heavier at one- eighty-eight, though.

“This is bullshit, we can’t just leave a man on the moon!” said Dooley. “I mean it’s the goddamn moon, for Christ sake. It’s not like we can go back and pick him up later!”

McNeely sighed as he sat down, waving away the smoke from Thomerson’s Lucky Strike and reaching for his bottle of Coke.

“Well, gentlemen, as Dr. Thomerson was so kind enough to point out to us, the numbers don’t lie, and we’re quickly running out of time to debate the issue,” he said in a tired voice. “We’ve all done the math a hundred times, in our heads, on paper and on the computers.”

“The fuel gurus say the same thing the design specialists at Grumman have been telling us since we found out about this, and not one of us are any closer today than we were yesterday in resolving this problem and coming up with a definitive solution as to who and how many we’re going to be able to bring home,” he said as he looked at the ticking clock on the wall of the small room they had all crowded into. “We’ve got just under ten hours before we’re scheduled to lift off from the moon and wrap up this thing.”

Time, he thought, to shit or get off the pot.

Just then, the door burst open and a young man McNeely didn’t recognize popped his head in the door. “Mr. McNeely?” he asked, having no idea who he was looking for.

“Yes?”

The boy seemed relieved as his eyes latched onto him. “You have a telephone call in the control room, sir. An important one.”

McNeely grunted as he stood, knocking back the last of his soda and leaving the empty bottle on the paper-cluttered table, walking away from it.

“Who is it?” he asked.

“It’s a Miss Coley, sir, calling from Washington, she says it’s very important.”

Rambling towards the door, McNeely suddenly stopped and turned back to face the cadre of engineers behind him.

“Keep working to find a solution,” he said.  And with that, he sharply turned on his heel, mumbled something as he shoved the boy out of his way and ran down the hallway towards the heart of Mission Control, and perhaps, the answer he has been waiting for.

 

 

 

 

 

 

* * *

Hollanbach stood there in the doorway of the compartment he now stared into, his eyes once again seeing things that no other human had ever witnessed before since the first man ran screaming from the condemned Garden of Eden.

“Good God,” he muttered in surprise. “There’s another one.”

Reese was still in his hole, unsuccessfully trying to cut into the claw of the alien. He stopped and took a much-needed breath. “Another what?” he said into his mike.

“Another alien,” the commander answered him. “A giant,” he declared, for lack of a better term.

“Skipper?”

“Yeah?”

“I hate to break you away from the excitement and everything, but I seem to be having a problem here.”

Hollanbach turned back around, shining his light in Reese’s direction. “What is it?”

Inside the wreckage-enclosed cavity, Reese struggled once more to cut into the claw, realizing that all he was probably doing was dulling the scalpel blade. “I keep cutting and cutting into this claw and I’m not even scratching the damn thing,” he said as he sighed. “What do you want to do?”

The commander thought about it. “It’s a key piece of evidence,” he said. “We can’t leave without at least a piece of that thing with us.”

“Well, the blade won’t go through,” the captain said.

 

“But you can saw through the flesh, right?”

“Affirmative,” he said.

“I’ve already gotten a good size chunk of the skin off its forearm.”

Hollanbach turned back around and shone his light into the doorway.

“Then that will just have to be good enough, I guess. Bag up and seal what you’ve collected. I’m going into this compartment to get a better look at this other giant. It looks like its a little different from here, but I can’t really tell…all I can see is its back and what looks to be armor plating on it,” he said as he turned back around. “Okay,” Hollanbach replied, once more facing the opening and taking a long deep breath. “I’m going in.”

The compartment was small, and barely enough room for him to enter into, with the large dead creature sprawled out along its side, in a state of what the commander hoped was death and not rest. Stepping into the space, he felt some- thing roughly give way instantly throwing his light down upon it, looking to see what it was.

Black ice. Very similar to the kind found outside and within the Vostok’s fractured shell of a spacecraft. The ice seemed to be frozen into a trail that crept along the deck towards the still figure of the giant, disappearing under him, which had Hollanbach confused.

“Reese,” he spoke into his twin microphones contained in his helmet. “What color did you say the big creature’s blood was again?”

He heard the captain grunt, obviously still struggling to cut more.

“Blue,” he said. “A deep blue like the ocean. Why?”

Hollanbach maintained a death grip on his weapon, his light projecting back onto the immense frame of the beast not six feet in front of him.

“Just wondering,” the commander said in a hush, as if he were scared to wake the creature with his voice. “Thanks.”

He began to maneuver around the alien, walking hastily to reach the other side. The skin color seemed a bit darker than the one on the bridge and the hair less thick.

This one seemed to be wearing more armor, including a chest plate and bands around his…hands?

The light shone onto a cosmonaut gee-suit, undamaged and draped across the panel (or bench, the commander wasn’t sure what it is), the kind like he and the others wore in their combat fighters that were pressurized and designed to resist the crushing force of the gravity.

But near the big alien the half-eaten carcass of a man, his torso ripped out completely with frozen organs and blood-soaked tissue glistening in his light. The creature must have just begun its feats when the ship crashed, ripping it in half and sucking the entire atmosphere out of it, suffocating it instantly. Its blood- encrusted hands were still around its own throat, the dead black of its pupil less eyes bulging and staring up at the ceiling. He had found the missing cosmonaut. Just not the way he had hoped. Hollanbach could see light coming from behind him, flickering all around the small space. The commander turned to see Reese approaching him. The captain stopped at the doorway, training his light on Hollanbach’s ashen face.

.

“It would seem I’ve found our missing cosmonaut,” he said, pointing in the direction of what he’d found.

“Oh, Christ.” The young astronaut saw the chewed-up Russian. Reese suddenly saw something, an object, in the shadows, propped up against the bulkhead near the giant.

“Hey,” he said, aiming his light towards it and catching a metallic glint. “What the hell is that?”

Both men trained their lights on the discovery, which was a rather long, gnarled and knotted pole of sorts that resembled a tree bark, with various axe- like blades, ragged and mean looking, jutting out and gleaming on either side of it near the top, where a single blade mounted, rising up like a chipped spearhead from the handle.

Hollanbach spoke up. “A weapon?” he said remembering the time as he looked back at his watch. “Shit. We don’t have much time left. Your camera on?”

“Yeah,” he answered the commander. “Been on since we got in here.”

“Good. Get some more footage of,” he pointed to the grizzly portraits of death at their feet. “This, and I’ll take a look at that gee-suit to see if I can get a name.”

“What gee-suit?”

Hollanbach pointed, and Reese saw it. “Oh,” he said. “That one.”

As Reese let the camera film, Hollanbach reached cautiously over and plucked the suit from where it lay, turning its shiny silver cloth around to discover what he was looking for, a name on a patch centered along the chest near the air-tube fixtures. He then folded it up, and stuffed it into a pouch on Reese’s backpack.

“C’mon,” he said to the captain.  “I’ve seen enough. It’s time to get out of here and go home.”

Hollanbach walked over towards and out the doorway as the captain got a few more seconds of footage of the young cosmonaut’s dead face with up- turned eyes of ice, opened moth with black crystalline growing from it, and a tiny sparkle of a gold chain with a charm on it hung around his neck. Reese turned off the camera, and then turned around to join the commander.

“Poor kid,” he said sorrowfully. “You get his name, Skipper?”

“Yeah,” Hollanbach said as he bounced along the alien wreckage, working his way towards the exit. “Sternenko.”

The entire trip back was a solemn and quiet one. Neither Reese nor Hollanbach spoke as the rover churned along the rough patches of the lunar landscape, taking them home to their awaiting LEM, sporadically illuminated by the rover’s bouncing headlights.

Neither of them really needed to talk, having seen the things they had just witnessed there together in the remains of that alien spaceship. They didn’t have to say anything to know that they wouldn’t exactly be looking up at the sky ever the same way again, that innocent sense of childlike wonder instantly getting knocked out of the way by the strongest sense of adult worry. Knowing the truth about what was out there in the universe…what they were in fact

Sharing the space with, the fear of it being that nobody would know for certain if all of space would be enough room for the separate races of species to keep from running into each other ever again. A foolish hope, Reese knew, because of the events that had so recently transpired on the moon, a literal stones throw away from the Earth in comparison to the distances these creatures must have already traveled throughout the galaxy.

He sighed heavily as they approached the dark LEM, thinking that perhaps it might have been better to never know such terror actually existed in the same plane of existence he did. That way when they did arrive on Earth, he wouldn’t have to live knowing what came next.

No. Damn, what the hell was wrong with him? This was no way for a man like him to think. He survived in actual firefights and lived to tell the tale of numerous aerial combat missions, so why would he cower now? Fold in the face of adversity?

He looked at the M-16 sitting beside him. It was better to know, he now thought. That way we can kill as many of those cosmonaut-eating-son-a-bitches as it took to keep them from over-running the planet and dining on the human race like some carefree intergalactic restaurant. He had seen the enemy up close, and knew of one certain thing.

They could die.

However big and nasty and clawed and thick-skinned or hungry they may collectively be, the bastards did die. He gripped the muzzle of the gun and felt a warm feeling run through his veins. And should he ever run into one someday, he thought stubbornly, he’d be sure to put that knowledge to the test.

Suddenly, there was an omnipresent jerking sensation that rattled the captain quite rudely from his thoughts, causing him to grunt aloud with surprise.

“Okay,” he heard Hollanbach say next to him. “We’re here. Now let’s go see about getting our asses home.”

 

 

 

 

* * *

The news, to say the least, was positively devastating.

“DESPERADO. UNFORGIVEN,” Hollanbach said into his microphones. “I want to make sure I’m understanding what you’re saying here.”

But Reese tuned out everything Hollanbach was saying and about to say. He had heard Herndum the first time in his broadcast, telling them that they had no choice but to believe the reading of the fuel gauge and that somebody, he or Hollanbach had to stay behind. Strip the LEM bare and dump a crewmember. Reese thought to himself that he didn’t quite remember that in the checklist for launch preparation in the ascension mode.

“I said, I understand, Lieutenant.” Hollanbach said in a hot tone. “One of us has to remain on the moon.”

Reese looked at him. “I assume that they are making that decision for us, too, or do we get to decide this on our own?”

“Settle down, Reese.”

“Sorry.”

But he wasn’t sorry, dammit. He knew exactly what would happen next. There would be no way in hell anybody would let the Mission Commander stay behind on the moon. The mission commander with a wife and a kid on the way. He shook his head. Christ. He was as good as dead. He looked at the fuel gauge and uttered the nastiest of expletives. The same incident that led him here was, ironically enough, going to be the same incident that kept him here. A faulty fuel gauge.

Hollanbach looked at the captain.

“We still have a four hour wait before any definite decision is made.”

Reese cocked his eyes at him. “Don’t patronize me, Jon. You know as well as I do what they’re going to say.”

He shook his head. “Doesn’t matter. It’s my ship. I’m staying with it.”

The captain, feeling a bit weak-kneed, slid down on the floor, pushing his helmet out the way.

“No,” he said. “You’re not.”

“But I’m the commander, Reese,” he blurted. “And it’s my duty to-”

“It’s your duty to go home and help raise that baby your wife is lugging around in hot body of hers,” he said with a sigh. Knowing immediately that his words were true, no matter how badly he wanted to throw Hollanbach out the hatch and make a run for it. “That’s a responsibility you can’t shun, Commander. Mission, crew, honor,” Reese said,

Hollanbach sat down beside him, pondering the thought.

“What about you, Captain?”

Reese laid his head against the bulkhead and closed his brown eyes.

“What about me?”

“Your family,” Hollanbach said simply. “Don’t you have any?”

The captain smiled, chuckling softly. “Yeah,” he answered. “My parents back home in Virginia.”

His voice was soft and relaxed as he spoke, like he was at ease. Surprisingly enough, in all the years he’d thought he knew the man, Hollanbach realized in that moment that he had never heard Reese speak like that.

“I was adopted,” he told him. “My real parents died in the Korean War. I was about three, maybe…when it happened. They weren’t even in the military. Funny thing is, they were just two singers who volunteered their services for the USO to help lighten the burden of our brave boys overseas.” The captain opened his eyes, staring up at the closed hatch of the LEM’s ceiling. It was dark all around them in the cabin, the only light radiating from the control console, bathing them in a ghoulish green. “I don’t even remember what they look like anymore. I have no memories of them at all. I have pictures. But they’re just faces of people I don’t recognize. Not like my adopted parents. With them, I have memories,” he stressed as he closed his tired eyes and smiled again.

“Always have the memories.”

Hollanbach swallowed.

“We’re not going to argue about this, Jon, because all you’ll do is use up your air. I’m staying up here, man. In a way I guess, I’m supposed to.”

“Why do you say that?” the commander wanted to know.

“The fuel gauge,” Reese said. “I ran out of gas on that mountain road, after my fuel read a half-tank. That’s how it all started, Commander. With a damned fuel gauge,” he said as he laughed again, only more sardonically this time. “And sonuvabitch…. that’s how it’s going end.”

Hollanbach was silent a few moments, trying to think.

“What about that girl?” he finally said. “What was her name? The astronomer’s daughter?”

Another smile. Wider and toothier this time. “Angelica,” the captain said without hesitation. “Angelica Sheldon.”

“Yeah,” Hollanbach said recognizing the name. “What about her?”

“We kissed,” he said as he sat quietly for a while, perhaps remembering it in his thoughts. Reliving the moment through his mind’s eye. “For some reason, I knew just by looking at her, that I was in love with her. All the other girls I’d ever had suddenly didn’t exist anymore…and all I wanted was her,” he said.

“Wow,” Hollanbach said. “That’s something.”

“More than something,” the captain whispered. “It’s everything. I’d give it all up to see her again. Her lavish red hair and beautiful body and her voice…Jesus God, her voice. If I could just hear it one more time.”

“Well, it sounds like love.”

Reese opened his eyes. “It could’ve been,” he said. “She made it clear to me in the end, that she felt the same way about me as I did her. She told me more with that one kiss in the airport, that any group of words any writer could ever weave together in a hundred books,” he said has he turned his head and looked at his friend, and fellow astronaut. “You heard what Coley said before we even went to the island. Right then and there, man, she gave us all a chance to back away, to stay home. All I had to do was say the word.”

Hollanbach sighed as he looked at Reese. “But you didn’t, and neither did I.”

“No,” the captain said. “And that’s why I have to be the one to stay.”

The commander was confused.

“I’m not quite sure I follow you, Reese.”

There was a silence there in the lunar module as the captain closed his brown eyes, reaching up and scratching at the hair on the back of his neck.

“Ever since I was a kid, I’ve had a love affair with space,” he began.

As he talked, Hollanbach noticed Reese face lighting up from the gloom they both seemed to be experiencing earlier. He watched as the captain continued on. “The moon, the planets,” he said with heavy breath. “The promise…the undying hope of life elsewhere in the universe, and a chance to discover it,” he said as he almost laughed. “And now that I’ve…we’ve discovered the proof of that right up here on the moon,” he was quiet a few moments, shrugging before he continued on. “Despite the circumstances behind it all, I can’t just leave now. Now that I know.”

The commander dubiously cocked his eyes over at him.

“You’re goddamned crazy. Even after seeing the remains of those cosmonauts, and knowing, hell…seeing what it was that did that to them, you still volunteer to stay behind?”

Reese shrugged again.

“I’m not really volunteering anything, Commander. You know as well as I do that the decision will be made to bring you home and leave me up here. I’m only heading off the inevitable. Besides, it won’t be too bad,” he said as he struggled to stand up. “With the leftover packs from here and those we found in the Russian LEM, as well as the air in the main tanks, I can still survive as much as a week. Week and a couple days. And then-”

“And then you’ll die,” Hollanbach said looking up at him. “Is that really what you want, Captain?” he asked him. “To die up here, alone and in the cold? Away from everyone you know and love?”

“It’s a small price to pay for the expansion of one’s mind.”

Hollanbach stood up and glared at him. “You’re talking about suicide, Reese. Killing yourself.”

Standing by the control console, the captain watched Hollanbach’s reflection in the tiny triangular window of the spacecraft.

“No,” he argued. “I’m talking about saving your life, Jon.” “So you can go back home to Donna and the baby on the way,” he said as he turned around and faced his superior officer. “It’s my fault we’re even up here on his damned mission. If it hadn’t been for my interference, you and I and Scotty…we’d still all be at home on the Cape, waiting for the Apollo 20 launch,” he told him.

After hearing him say that, Hollanbach realized that Reese was right, and fell silent for several minutes afterwards, thinking of the events that were very close to taking place now, events that both men had managed to keep away from for the last two days, opting to concentrate their energies on the mission, instead of worrying about the obstacles afterwards.

It was hardly right of him to even think it, but Hollanbach agreed with the captain, even if he was supposed to go down with his ship, and do the right thing. His place was not here on the moon. Not with a loving and pregnant wife waiting for him at home. And perhaps not ever. He was no coward, and no one would dispute that, but Jon Hollanbach, the man, was not ready to die at the tender age of thirty-five, regardless of what Jon Hollanbach, the American astronaut said out in the open. It shamed him to realize it, but in agreeing with Reese, he had found the excuse he’d been looking for not to go through with his word to stay behind on the moon. He vainly wished that it wasn’t coming to this. It wasn’t right…or fair. But that, it seemed… and in so many circles…was the way of things, of these things, anyway.

With a heavy breath, Hollanbach cast his blue eyes onto the captain, seeing for the first time the young man’s conviction and bravery, set into his own eyes, as he looked back at the commander, meeting his gaze with a seriousness that could be considered frightening.

“You’re crazy if you think I’m letting you do this,” he said.

Reese laughed.

“With all do respect, Commander. You really don’t have a choice,” he said as he turned back around and faced the window. “And you know it.”

And he did.

“You’re an ass,” Hollanbach said to Reese as he began removing rock sample trays from their storage bins, part of the weight alleviation list. “And quite possibly the most stubborn man I’ve known.”

Grabbing a ratchet, Reese began to loosen the bolt on one of the designated panels, giving Hollanbach a sideways glance with a hint of a smile.

“And here I thought you didn’t like me.”

 

 

 

 

* * *

She sat there silently, looking up at the moon’s sleep face, hanging there in the blackness of the late April night. The air was still chilly outside being so high up in the mountains, and she could still see her breath as it crept out of her in cloud form, quickly disappearing from sight as the warmth from within her was consumed by the cool of the night. Dogging her hands a little deeper into her pockets, she watched the older man finally exit from the observatory, closing the steel door behind him and turning around to fish out the keys from his pocket and turn the lock. But her green eyes didn’t linger there for long. In a few seconds time, she was again staring doe-eyed up at the moon, mouth slightly agape and oblivious to the world around her.

Soon, the man was there beside her, his own heavy breath clouding the air, following her intent gaze upwards and slightly smiling as he did so. Harry Sheldon put an arm around his only child.

“Something up there you like, Angel?”

“No, Daddy,” she answered. “Something up there I love.”

 

 

 

 

* * *

The ground around him was littered with discarded lander parts. Shelves, compartment doors, panels, disconnected landing lights and a now defunct radio- relay dish from the rover behind him that had probably saved their lived more times than he could count.

He stood there in the dark, listening to the static background as Hollanbach began counting down the seconds until launch, starting at fifteen, and working his way down.

Reese swallowed hard. Christ, this is it, he thought. This is really happening.

In the three-and-a-half hours that passed since Hollanbach’s last trans- mission verifying Reese’s belief that their Earthling counterparts would reach the same decision as he, they had been extremely busy readying themselves and the ascension module for its release into space. The launch, Reese thought, that would leave him there as the first-ever resident moon man. Not that anyone would ever know about it.

Together, he and the commander had gutted the lander of all non- essential parts, everything Houston had put on a list to help subtract excess weight from the craft that would allow Hollanbach to lift off successfully and begin the return trip home.

They talked as they worked, vaguely realizing that it was the first time in a while that the two of them actually maintained a friendly conversation, barely mentioning what lie ahead for them, reminiscing about the early days when they were both a little younger and a little crazier, still fresh-faced newbies palling around as secondary crew members to Gemini flights…always hoping and striving for their chance at the big beyond.

Neither one ever dreamed of anything like this, Reese knew, long before the commander ever did, that their camaraderie was becoming strained. A lot of it had to do with his meeting Donna and their subsequent marriage, but most had to do with their assignment to the Apollo 20 mission and the addition of fellow aviator Herndum to the crew, as well as Hollanbach’s ranking as mission commander, something he had lobbed for tirelessly. Hollanbach had the strips, so it went to him. Reese felt robbed, gripped even, and wrongfully took it out on the commander, distracting himself from his friend…alienating himself from the team. He burned bridges he shouldn’t have burned before he realized it, but it was already too late.

Maybe that was why he grabbed onto this mission with such ferocity, refusing almost to let go. Not for anybody, Hollanbach, himself…Angelica.

Angelica.

Damn hindsight.

Standing well beyond the blast radius, Reese watched, listening as the commander finished the countdown, seeing the engine ignite, lighting the lunar world up in a flash of brilliant white as the ascension module lifted off from the landing platform, rising quickly up into the lunar sky, the light dwindling as the ship rocketed ever upwards, soon becoming a speck in the sky.

And there he stood, a tear rolling down his warm face, listening to the dead air of the radio, the solitude already setting in, almost as quickly as the silence as the UNFORGIVEN glided further and further away from him and out of range of simple radio communications.

A good thing, although he would never know it, as Hollanbach’s scream pierced the radio waves a few seconds after the liftoff, watching in horror as the fuel gauge rose steadily upwards to indicate full.

 

 

 

CHAPTER ELEVEN?—REESE

Posted: December 27, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

There was no moon in the sky that night, as the clouds had taken over its territory, filling the unusually warm twilight with flashes of scraggly lightening and the low rumblings of a distant thunder that seemed to shake everything around her like a low-level earth quake.

Riding in the black limousine, Coley looked at Haberlin beside her, his elbow on the car door, looking out at the rain-soaked streets of Washington D.C., his bottom lip puffed out in severe thought as his fingers strummed against the side of his stubble face to the silent tune that seemed to be playing relentlessly in his head. Around them, the atmosphere was quiet, filled the silent trappings of indecision and worry as they both contemplated something neither of them wanted to do, desperately hoping that another could make the cold-hearted decision that lies ahead of them.

On paper, at least, the plan was simple. Contact the Soviets and tell them that they know about a certain failed moon attempt concerning a ragged Vostok rocket and slaughtered cosmonauts. And if everything went according to plan, which it rarely ever did, the Russians would chomp at the bait, demanding to know everything the U.S. did about their missing spacecraft and crew. She would then hit them with the proposal of a joint mission to the moon to rescue the astronaut that got left behind, granting them full access to the alien ship and their own stranded vehicles in return for helping to save a man’s life.

And what if they refused? It was a pretty far-fetched story. If she didn’t know any better, she wouldn’t believe any of it herself either. The Russians were going to want to see something. They would never take the word of their mortal enemies without solid and indisputable proof.

Coley sighed very, very heavily.

On paper, it seemed simple enough. The reality of the situation was an entirely different monster, and it all came down to one thing, politics.

The United States and the Soviet Union were at global odds with each other. Both countries were superpowers in a world still in turmoil and chaotic misunderstanding. If the smaller countries of the world weren’t locked in mortal combat over religious beliefs or boundary quarrels, it was the creeping death of the energy crisis, rising fuel and food prices, and shifting political beliefs that keep them all at each others throats.

Everyone wanted a resolution, but no one was willing to compromise, to budge…the grandest of standoffs. They looked to the superpowers for those resolutions, dispelling their own beliefs to conform to the wisdom of their guidance.

Or rule.

Soviet Russia had become a second Hitler in the free world’s eyes. Offering these torn nations a promise of peace and collective welfare through the teachings of Communism, abolishing all social and business classes. With Communism there would be no “have’s and have not’s”, only the utopia of a perfect society complete with shared wealth and brotherhood. One by one, the Marxist charm of a better tomorrow washed over them after the fall of Berlin’s and Germany’s war-torn promised of very nearly that same brotherhood…if you happened to belong to the master race, as long as you complied with the objection of individuality and gave the State your soul.

One by one, countries fell. America shuddered. Like the war that was going on now in Viet Nam, that had already taken so many American lives, lost in combat so far. It is just another example of the fight…and the ‘cold war’ between Communism and Capitalism.

Politics…it all boiled down to politics in the end. As far as politics and even belief was concerned, the Soviet leader hated America and all it stood for.

Not one certain aspect or solitary belief or practice but the entire country, from citizens to the president. He hated it all.

It had been America that had beaten him to he moon, despite every advance his proud Soviets made in the name of space travel. It was America that beat him, more so it seemed after the war, nearly everywhere he looked from world economy to military superpower status and the mighty nuclear arms race that had quickly enveloped both sides.

Yes, Coley mused, the man and his comrades despised us, probably electing to kill themselves before even admitting to the possibility of aiding their capitalist enemies in any endeavor, ESPECIALLY a multi-million dollar rescue attempt to save another lowly freedom fighter from meeting certain doom and demise on the moon above them all.

Come to think of it, the Reds were such obstinate bastards that she was no longer sure if the news of the Vostok’s discovery would even deter them in the slightest way towards helping their sworn enemy. Perhaps they may even forsake all knowledge of what happened to their failed moon attempt and its crew, just to spite the Americans way of life.

Or not even admit to it at all. The Soviets had long since initiated the use of a secondary secret space program that the world and American government at large knew nothing about, allowing them to incorporate any and all means of desperate measure to try to beat the world to the moon. A space program that more often than not killed the very same cosmonauts they had pinned all their hopes on to stake the hammer and sickle through the cold face of the moon for their own.

Mary Ellen sighed closed her green eyes at the thought of the headaches that soon awaited her. Risky as the whole damn thing was proving itself to be… she knew without a doubt that this was their only shot at bringing their man back home alive. The Russians already had two rockets on launch pads, ready to go, and there was no way she could scramble together another Saturn onto the platform in less than a week’s time. Coley knew she was good, but hardly miraculous.

After stopping at the main gate for identification checks, the limo rolled right on in, driving up the rounding pavement that led into the presidential grounds.

The rain had dwindled down to a light drizzle as they pulled up and parked in front of the White House, which was ablaze with majestic light from the eighteenth century lantern that hung on a chain pendulum within the mansion’s threshold. As she and Haberlin stepped out, Coley could see the lighted water shooting up from the center of the main fountain on the lawn. True… it wasn’t the first time she’d been there, but with her every visit there, the house and grounds never failed to momentarily steal away her breath with its pain- staking planned beauty, It was indeed a monument to the spirit of American leadership.

Rounding the tail-end of the car, she joined up with Haberlin and the two of them began running up to the door of the White House, their special Central Intelligence Agency badges clipped to their jackets bouncing around from the movement. Entering into the column façade, they encountered a fully uniformed General Lockenshire who stood waiting for them, looking as grim as Coley felt, his gray flattop bristling with intensity as he threw a bullet-scarred hand out Haberlin’s way and Coley’s greeting them each with a strong and near-crippling handshake.

“Vice-Director,” he said quite roughly, nodding his head as the man walked by him.

“Agent Coley.”

As he let go of her hand, she rubbed it, realizing that she was lucky to have gotten off so easily. Lockenshire was rumored to have squeezed a Nazi’s head so tightly during the War in a hand-to-hand bout in France that after he’d been shot, he killed the man with his bare hands, caving his skull into his brain.

“Good to see the both of you again. Shame it couldn’t have been under better circumstances.”

The trio began to walk through the opened doors at the mighty estate, with the general taking up the rear.

“The President is waiting for us in his office,” he announced as he closed the big doors behind him.

Haberlin glanced over his shoulder. “How is he?”

From behind them, Lockenshire grunted with a troubled breath of uncertainty. “I’m not sure,” he told them. “With the new charges added to the scandal, he had a bit more on his plate than usual.”

Coley became inquisitive. “What new charges?”

The general grunted again as they walked under the chandelier of the blue- carpeted lobby.

“Obstruction of justice,” he said in a low voice. “Rumor has it the Attorney General and others may step down.”

“Resign?” she asked incredulously.

Lockenshire nodded as they crossed the floor, heading for the hallway that would take them into the west wing of the White House. “But I have to admit one thing,” he told them as they entered into the empty corridor. “He’s holding up considerably well with all he has looking at him.”

Yeah, Coley thought. Not to mention this.

A few more seconds passed, the three of them walking along in complete silence. Reaching the end of the hallway, they stood before a solitary Marine corporal standing guard in his dress blues. He was at rigid attention, his youthful eyes staring blankly ahead of him but seeing all within his range. As they approached him, the Marine ushered up a sharp salute at the sight of the medaled four-star general that quickly returned the courtesy, taking the lead from Haberlin.

“At ease, son,” he said.  “The President is expecting us.”

With a quick jerk, the soldier opened the door, swinging it stealthily on its hinges without a single sound, revealing again to Haberlin and Coley, the familiar sight of the Oval Office, where, at the far edge of the room, the President sat, his back to them, starring out the windows of high-paned glass into the late night in Washington.

They entered the room with a normal, but intimidated pace. After all, they were in the presence of the most politically powerful man in the world. A man, in theory and thankfully not in practice, whose many powers included starting and ending wars with a mere spoken word, sending foreign governments into economic ruin by imposing menacing trade embargoes onto their delicate borders, or even, using his own political influence within the ranks, to oust an undesirable rival from office and secure the place of democracy and freedom for yet another day, except for the Soviet nation and her satellite countries.

And there he was, this man, capable of such things that hardly proved a challenge to even the weakest of his facilities, alone in such a large and desolate dark room with them, accentuated only with his indomitable presence and the seal of his republic and station, strangely spotlighted by the light of a full moon, finally free from the storm clouds and shining brightly. They all entered the room, hearing the general close the door behind him.

“Lock the door,” came the President’s quiet words. They heard him exhale a heavy, burdened breath. “What we’re about to discuss here is an extremely delicate matter, and I don’t wish to be disturbed by nonsense as we do so.”

The general immediately obeyed his commander-in-chief, barring any entry into the office by the simple twist of a latch. Haberlin and Coley stood, watching the slow movement of the high-backed leather chair swivel disconcertingly their way, gradually exposing the face of a man the world has come to know as leader of the planet’s most powerful nation. His was a face of stark reality, despite the inherent celebrity, grim with the visage of worry and doubt he was now forced to entertain, knowing full well the extent of fate’s little twists and turns that had brought them all together in that room, but not yet knowing the extent of the fate he would very soon have to impose.

By habit, Coley smiled as her green eyes met the unseen patriotic blue of the President’s. Acknowledging her presence, the man allowed the tinniest of smiles to corrupt his face before his grimness again displaced him, his features harshly drowned in the heavy black of his own shadow.

He motioned toward the cushioned Victorian-era chairs that sat idly before them. Seats that had probably once held fast the attentions of history’s favorite children as they forged on with new and unexplored paths to the destiny that continued to call them.

Haberlin first, then Coley, respectfully took a seat as the general remained stoic and stone-faced by the door, opting instead for the militaristic pleasure of standing. The President again sighed heavily as he peered through the moonlit darkness of those who sat anxiously across from him.

“Agent Coley,” he said. “And Vice-Director Haberlin. I must admit, I didn’t expect to see the two of you again quite so soon.”

Coley looked on the desk and discovered an opened red folder with files inside, files that included the photographs of the familiar faces and page of detailed analysis of those faces’ lives. Even with jut the moonlight as an illuminant source, she could see that the faces belonged to Hollanbach, Reese and Herndum.

“Our little moon mission has gone a bit awry, I understand,” he said as he clicked on the desk light and picked up Hollanbach’s file and began leafing through it, perching a pair of thin reading glasses on his rather prominent nose as he did so. “And it seems we are confronted with a situation that demands we sacrifice the life of one American astronaut to save another.”

He tossed the papers back down onto the desk and peeked at Coley from over the top of his glasses. “Tragic,” the president said roughly. “In every damn sense of the word it would seem. Are they aware of their situation?”

Coley carefully cleared her throat. “Mr. President,” she began telling him. “The astronauts are, in fact, aware that they have…unfavorable…fuel status. Commander Hollanbach, however, is more inclined to believe that their fuel reading is an electronic failure, caused by the hit the lunar module took from a small meteorite earlier in the mission, and Mission Control is somewhat inclined to believe him.”

The President’s forehead wrinkled in confusion. “What do you mean by ‘somewhat inclined’, Agent Coley?”

She swallowed hard and looked at her chief executive nervously.

“The Commander and Captain Reese both performed a series of evaluations that determined absolutely no telltale signs of a fuel leak or loss, and due to the meteorite impact there was temporary loss of communications between the LEM and the command module as well.”

“But,” he said to her. “You…and the engineers are still not convinced to chance a launch?”

Mary Ellen shook her head. “No,” she said with certainty. “No, sir, I’m afraid we are not. There’s simply no way for our computers to determine the accuracy of the LEM’s fuel status without a direct line of telemetry for them to scrutinize. With this mission taking place on the dark side of the moon, that just isn’t possible.”

“Yes, I believe I read that somewhere in Mr. Haberlin’s official report, as well as the solution that a Mr. McNeely and his crew dreamt up, initiating this emergency meeting tonight.” The President grew silent for a minute, staring down at the files and at Hollanbach’s smiling ace, thinking long and hard before he spoke next. “I also understand that these men, Hollanbach and Reese have discovered the remains of Soviet spacecraft inside the crashed alien ship?”

Haberlin answered him.

“Yes, Sir. The Vostok module was damaged by a massive hull breach, and a Soviet version of our lunar lander, which was detached somehow from the Vostok and sitting upright on its own legs. Captain Reese was able to get inside and determine that the ship is intact and quite operational.”

The President sighed again. “And what is this about the cosmonaut crew? That they were…slaughtered? Inside their own ship?”

Coley nodded. “It seems that whatever damaged the hull of the Vostok managed to get inside, killing two of the crew. The final cosmonaut has yet to be found, but is assumed dead as well.”

“Naturally. Any idea what it was?”

She shrugged. “Both men were completely eviscerated according to Reese, with the majority of their internal organs missing and what appeared to be teeth marks on their bones. But Hollanbach and Reese believe it to be something they haven’t seen yet. The alien bodies they found were too small and fragile to have done anything like what they described.”

He put his head down into his hands.

“Those poor bastards,” he said as he looked back at her. “The Soviet lander, I don’t suppose there would be anyway for the men to extract the fuel from that and use it to refuel their own ship?” he asked.

Coley smiled, sadly shaking her head. “No, sir,” she said almost apologetically. “I’m afraid not. They simply do not have the equipment, and even if they did, I don’t believe it would matter much. After initial fueling, the tanks in both the Soviet’s and ours are sealed shut and pressurized to keep from leaking and from the intensely cold temperatures; the fuel components constantly need to stay in a liquid state. Once that has occurred, the tanks can’t be reopened unless by a rupture or an inert explosion.”

“Damn!” The President momentarily lost his cool, slamming his clenched fist onto the desk and rattling the light. “I don’t want to leave a man up there to die. I can’t,” he said as he shook his head defiantly, jaw set. “I won’t. No matter the cost.”

Coley saw her opportunity…and took it. “With all due respect, Sir, there is simply no possible way to avoid this. We can either save one man and the incredible information he will be bringing back home to us…or, we can lose them both, the Lieutenant as well. It’s highly doubtful he can survive on a three-day voyage home by himself.”

She stopped, gauging his reaction to her words, which only consisted of a grunt of sorts, and the continuation of staring at the files. Coley then looked at Haberlin, who nodded, knowing the resolution she had waiting, and giving his senior operative the permission she needed to bring it out into the open.

“If we got to leave a man on the moon, sir, there is the slight possibility that he will be able to survive long enough for us to mount a joint rescue attempt.”

Upon hearing those last words of her suggestion, the President curiously looked back up at her with almost childish nativity.

“By all means,” he said to her. “Tell me more.”

“For several weeks now,” she started. “Ever since we were in the planning stages of this mission, the Soviets have threatened our processes with the sudden appearance of, not one, but two multistage rockets sitting on opposite launch pads in Baikonur, fueled and prepped for a moon launch, reliable inside sources tell us. These rockets are extremely massive, sir, larger than our Saturn series and more than capable of making it to the moon and back,” she told him. “And perhaps even faster than the going rate of three days.” She took a second to let that sink in.

“Go on,” the President prodded.

“It seems to me, Mr. President, that the Russians would be interested in knowing the current status of their cosmonauts. And I realize the chances of this are near next to zero, but there is the slight possibility they might agree to a joint moon mission with one of our own astronauts on board their vehicle in order to-”

“Now wait just a goddamn minute!”

All eyes turned to see an angry General Lockenshire, standing behind them with his arms crossed in front of his chest.

“With all do respect, Sir, I see where the lady is going with this and I don’t like it. Not even a goddamn little bit.”

Coley tried to speak up in her own defense. “General, please. Just take a minute and hear me out! I-”

He snorted loudly and obnoxiously.

“I don’t care to listen to anymore of this unbelievable bullshit, Agent Coley. Those men are expendable. They know that. You go inviting the Russia’s up to the moon for a field trip and you could very well be handing the whole country to them on a silver platter! Not to mention the planet, once they learned to master the alien technology found up there,” he said as he grunted again. “It’s only a matter of time before they find a way to forge it into weaponry. Is that what you want? To give us up to Brezhnev and his flunkies?”

“No,” she said, feeling the angered lioness within her straining at the chains, trying to break free. She wanted so badly to let go of her restraint, and beat the old fool senseless. But she knew better. She knew she was better, than, that, so she calmed herself. “No,” she said again. “I only want to save a man’s life, General. What is it you want to do? Leave one or all of them up there to die?”

“If that’s what it comes to,” he growled at her. “Then, yes. I’d leave them up there in a goddamn heartbeat, you’d better believe it. Those men are not just American astronauts, Agent Coley. They’re also American soldiers of the highest possible caliber. They have been trained to accept the fact they can die at a moment’s notice to protect the interests of their country,” he said, uncrossing his arms and stabbing at his temple with an extended forefinger. “Their minds are their most powerful weapons, conditioned to deal with situations such as this. They may be astronauts, and it gives me no pleasure to say this openly, but they are without a doubt expendable when compared to the minute possibility of the Communists getting their hands on that alien craft on the moon,” he said as he again crossed his big arms and thrust his square jaw at them. If that makes me a no-account bastard in your eyes,” he seethed. “So be it.”

“I see,” the President said quietly. “And while I can certainly relate to your apprehension of Agent Coley’s plan, General, I’m afraid I’m forced to disagree with you. If it is within my power to save an American citizen’s life, regardless of his training and conditioning to die for this country…then I will exhaust all my powers and privileges until I do. Do you entirely understand my position on this?”

Coley and Haberlin both watched as the general seemed to suddenly deflate, his gruff demeanor giving way to that of an angry, scolded child, not very happy with his father’s decision.

“Yes, sir,” he said reluctantly. “And I apologize.”

The President sighed. “No apology is necessary. No damage has been done…yet. But it does concern me, Agent Coley…how do we save our astronaut and still keep the advanced technology from the Soviets?”

She shook her head.

“I honestly do not know sir, but I’m afraid there isn’t a lot of time to debate the matter. If we are going to do this, we have to do it now, as every minute we delay here, is a minute less of air that our astronauts will have to breathe.”

“Agreed,” he said with a huff. “I realize this is a difficult, if not an impossible question to ask…even for a President, but I have to ask you, Agent Coley, do you have any suggestions as to who should be left behind, and who should return home?”

Coley remained still in her seat, and very quiet as she contemplated her answer, hesitant in voicing her opinion at all, and surprising herself when she did.

“Yes,” she answered him. “Yes, I supposed I have. I’ve thought about it for awhile now, even though I’ve had no desire to do so. And I’ve weighed the options over and over again with every possible configuration I could, but,” she found herself sniffing and caught it. “I simply don’t have the objectivity to make such a life-threatening decision, sir. That’s why I came to you.”

The President nodded gravely.

“I see,” he said as he reaches down and picked up Hollanbach’s file, skimming idly through it. “Commander Jonathan James Hollanbach,” he started. “Mission commander, married and expecting a child in another seven or eight months,” he said as a brief smile crossed his face. “First time father,” he noted as he set Hollanbach’s file down and picked up another.

“Captain Andrew Morgan Reese,” he read. “Lunar lander pilot and decorated war hero. Viet Nam veteran and Purple Heart recipient. An impressive man,” the President said, as he looked a little further down the captain’s bio. “Single, with no dependents claimed by him personally or on his tax forms,” he sighed, as he leafed through Reese’s history a little longer than Hollanbach’s, then he closed the folder and tossed it back onto his desk, right on top of the commander’s, a photograph in stark black-and-white slipping out of the bunch, depicting a smiling Reese in his astronaut gear, posing next to his helmet and a plastic model of the Saturn rocket. Behind him on the wall was an enlarged picture of the Apollo 20 mission patch, its illustration of a cowboy hat resting on the moon’s surface with three bright stars in the field of black that represented space.

Rounding out the bottom of the patch were the bold words “EX TERRA AD LUNA”, written on rippling scrolls of white that translated from Latin as “From Earth to Moon.”

The President let go of a heavy breath, removing his glasses and setting them aside, leaning back in his leather chair and rubbing his forehead aggressively with his fingers.

All eyes there in the Oval Office focused on him, waiting for the man to make his decision. The silence was deafening. He then sat up in his seat, eyeing the red phone resting on his desk at an arm’s length. With a final sigh, he reached for it, dragging it closer to him across the smooth varnish of the cheery wood desk.

“As difficult as is it, the choice is simple enough,” he told them. “Given the commander’s impending fatherhood and marital status, as well as his inherent vitality to the remainder of the mission, it is decided that he will return on the voyage home, with Captain Reese remaining behind on the moon.”

He quickly looked at Coley, then back at the phone.

The President then picked up the phone from its cradle and pushed only one button, instantly sending out an unseen signal traversing across the blue waters of the Atlantic and the sun soaked land masses of the European nations, connecting to a voice behind the Ural Mountains, also known as the Iron Curtain. A voice he’d seldom heard or ever wanted to hear, now praying that the voice would be there, as it should be. The phone clicked as it was picked up on the other en.

“This is the President of the United States,” he spoke into the plastic mouthpiece. His voice was its usual strong and confidant commanding, showing absolutely no evidence of the pain or indecision he was still feeling. Another voice spoke into his ear, but it wasn’t Brehznev’s.

“Please,” he said. “Put the Premier on the line, it’s an emergency.”

 

 

 

 

* * *

The long and shiny black claw slowly retreated into its hiding place inside the beast’s finger with slow and deliberate movement as Reese stopped squeezing.

“Damn,” the young astronaut muttered. “Retractable claws. This just keeps getting better and better,” he said as he looked up at the commander, still frozen in his quick-fire stance, training his rifle onto the dead alien’s head, snapped backwards and twisted at its thick neck.

As Reese stood there, Hollanbach’s light joined his own, illuminating the still prominent muscles of the giant beast’s neck, casting black shadows as they stood up from the strain of holding such weight.

“Ten bucks says this ugly bastard is the one with an appetite for Russian meat,” he said as he heard the commander swallow. “You see anything resembling a weapon near it? A laser gun of some sort, something like that?”

With pleasure, Reese dropped the heavy appendage, watching it fall slowly in the moon’s light gravity, the long strands of black hair on its arm’s side, waving in the airless atmosphere. The captain looked around, hardly able to move around in the confined space he found himself, his light falling upon bits of twisted alien wreckage jutting up from the deck, looking for anything closely resembling what he thought to be a weapon, and finding nothing.

“No,” he said, reporting his findings to Hollanbach. “This thing appears to be unarmed,” he said as he sighed. “Not that it really matters,” he said. “I don’t know what the hell I’m looking for anyway.”

“True,” Hollanbach said in agreement. “You still have the kit on you?”

Reese reached up to his shoulder, feeling the bulge in his pocket that concealed the tissue sample kit they had used earlier to collect specimens of the little gray’s skin, bone, and muscle.

“Yeah,” he answered. “I’ve still got it.”

“Good,” the commander said with a breath. “Go ahead and get some samples from this thing. Skin and hair. And try to clip off some of that claw, too. I think everybody back home would be interested to find out what rips holes in our world’s toughest metal as though it was only butter.”

“No problem,” Reese said. “I’m on it.”

Hollanbach’s breath echoed in his ear. “I want to check out the rest of this place while there’s still time.”  He stepped a little closer to the ledge of the jagged floor and uneasily peered down at the captain and the dead giant impaled right next to him. “You okay down there, partner?”

“I’m good,” the captain said as he slung his rifle around the neck ring of his suit and began to dig out the sampling kit from his shoulder pouch. “I’m pretty sure that Mr. Ugly here won’t be coming back to life. That is a nasty piece of metal poking through his chest,” he said as he laughed. “And if he does, I’ll be more than happy to put a few more there.”

The commander was still cautious. “Just be careful, okay? I’m not wandering off too far, just over to the right a little bit. I thought I saw another compartment over there before we stumbled upon this thing here.”

Reese watched as the commander backed away from his view, leaving him alone in the pit. He then opened the plastic case and plucked out a good size scalpel, patting the dead alien tenderly on its arm as he brought the shiny blade closer to the leathery skin.

“Do me a favor, big fella. Stay dead.”

With a firm grip on his cutting tool, the captain began, sliding the sharp blade across the surface of the blue skin, expecting to feel the crunchy halt of breaking frozen flesh, but was surprised to see a deep gash result instead, as the blade traveled in a smooth line. Reese stopped, a little put off by the lack of blood flowing from the wound. The skin was extremely thick. He stabbed the scalpel further into the cut, twisting and pulling, looking for an end to the thick hide. Still no blood, only the light blue tones of incised flesh. He cursed, realizing that extracting this sample would hardly be as easy as the smaller, and apparently fragile gray’s. Sighing, Reese began to saw his way down.

Hollanbach could hear the captain’s transmitted grunts of effort as he worked.

“How’re you coming, Reese?” he asked.

“A little slow. This skin is pretty tough. I’ve already cut a few inches into it, but with great difficulty and no blood of any kind so far. You ask me, the hide on this fella is thick enough to stop a freight train. Makes me wonder what good a bullet’s gonna do if- There you are!”

Another stroke of the blade and his light uncovered the gleam of a blue, wet looking substance which turned near instantly from a gelatin-like matter into hard ice right before the captain’s very eyes. “This must be its blood,” he told Hollanbach. “Same color as its skin, a dark blue, freezing almost as soon as I expose it to the open, and much quicker than the gray’s blood,” he said as he blinked. “God, it’s so cold out here it’s already crystallizing.”

Hollanbach was fast approaching the opening he had seen earlier in the bulkhead about twenty feet away from him. Aside from the way they came in, it appeared to be the only other way out, ferociously sparking the commander’s curiosity as to what might be within it.

“Right,” he said, listening to Reese’s transmission. “That gelatinous blood may explain the thickness of its skin. Apparently their species is accustomed to the deep cold in some way. Perhaps that’s the environment of their home world,” he said as he heard the captain chuckle.

“Looks like that degree in biology is starting to do you a little good.”

The commander smiled, almost within an arm’s length of the alien threshold.

“Well it would,” he told Reese. “Had I actually gotten the degree. It’s only listed in my files as one of my majors, but for reasons still unknown to me, I ended up earning a degree in Political Science,” he said as he laughed briefly. “And so far that hasn’t come in very handy on this mission.”

Reese cut through the last of the heavy chunk of skin, removing a piece nearly as big as his fist, sliding the now frozen blood-soaked sample into a collection bag, placing it in the pouch on his right leg.

“Give it time,” he said jokingly.  “If we find one of these things still alive, you can talk him out of eating us and vote for you in the next election.”

The commander shook his head, grinning at Reese’s comment.

“Okay, Captain. I seem to be coming up on a doorway of some type. I’m going to stop here at the opening and shine my light in to see what’s inside.”

Reaching down, Reese brought the giant’s hand up again, grabbing a finger and again squeezing to bring a claw back into view.

“Go ahead,” he told Hollanbach. “I finally got the skin and hair sample. I’m going to go ahead and see if I can shave off a little piece or two of this claw,” he said as he put the scalpel down on it. “This shouldn’t take too long. When I’m done with this, I’ll join you up there. Just exercise caution till I get there, eh?”

Hollanbach tightly gripped the rifle, thrusting it out before him, seconds away from the opening, his heart pounding as the light from his helmet dis- appeared from view into the corrupt darkness still ahead of him. The commander swallowed silently.

“No problem,” he replied. “You know me…Caution’s my middle name.”

“Actually,” Reese said as the scalpel blade touched the hard surface of the claw.

“I thought it was James.”

 

 

 

 

* * *

A voice gruff and impersonal sounded from the other end of the telephone. “Hello from Moscow, Mr. President,” said the voice in a thick Russian accent. “How is it that I may help you?”

The President eyed the photo of Reese on his desk. “You’ll forgive me if I skip the formalities, Mr. Brezhnev. I’m afraid the urgency of this matter requires that we waste as little time as possible.”

“Of course, Comrade.” Concern could be heard in the man’s voice now. “What is going on?”

The President reached for his water and downed a quick sip. Inside his chest, he could feel his heart pumping like a runaway locomotive. All eyes in the office were on him as he spoke. “I’ll start at the beginning and tell you what I can,” he said. “About a month ago, one of my top astronomer’s sighted an unusual group of lights in proximity to the moon. Over the course of several minutes, he watched as these lights appeared to drift away from the moon, then suddenly change course, heading directly for the moon itself.

“After careful research and analysis by our people, it was decided that something had impacted on the dark side of the moon’s surface, and a mission was put together to explore such a possibility. A team was sent to the impact site where a large craft was discovered imbedded in the surface,” the President said as he took another sip of water.

“It was an alien ship of mass proportions,” he revealed.

“Incredible,” he heard the Soviet leader say. “Please, Mr. President. Go on.”

He took a deep breath. His armpits were wet from nervousness. “Our astronauts discovered the bodies of several dead aliens beings, generally small in size and of relative frailty. They also discovered two of your spacecrafts inside the belly of the ship. A Vostok module and a lunar lander.”

Nixon paused for effect, listening to the Russian’s heavy breathing on the other end.

“Continue,” the Premier said.

“The crew was dead, Mr. Brezhnev. Murdered.”

The President was slightly startled to hear a laugh. “You don’t expect me to believe this, do you Mr. President? What is this, some sort of game you are playing?” There was anger in his voice now. “I am not amused.”

“I can understand your skepticism, Mr. Brezhnev, but I assure you, this isn’t a game. The crew we found up there had been brutally killed-slaughtered. There wasn’t very much in the way of remains to be-”

“Remains?” the Premier interrupted him. “Boshe moi! What was it that killed them?”

“If we knew for sure, I’d tell you,” the President said. “But I don’t have the time. Due to circumstances beyond our control, we’ve been forced to leave behind one of our astronauts in order to bring the rest of our crew home. That is why I’ve called you on this line. I knew about the rockets you have on the launch pads in Baikonur. The United States needs your help in rescuing one of our own. We simply don’t have the ti-”

“Do you have proof of all these tragedies of my cosmonauts, Mr. President? All this you say, do you have proof?”

The President sighed. “We have film, as I understand it, from the mission commander’s helmet camera. There are also biological samples from the creatures they have encountered. Bu we won’t have those until the astronaut’s splashdown three days from now.”

There was a good amount of silence on the lines as the Premier thought things through. The President was just about to ask him if he was still there when he finally said something. “Very well, Mr. President. The Soviet Union will help you rescue this man. We will use these three days to make final preparations for the launch, while we both wait for your astronaut’s return. In the meantime, I will send an associate of mine to you, to examine this evidence to see if you are speaking the truth, yes?”

“Fine,” the President concurred. “And who might I be expecting?”

“Not important,” the Premier stressed. “I will have the embassy contact you later with the identity of my associate. But when he does arrive, he will need to know everything about this mission, and he will have full authorization by me to terminate this rescue attempt should he see need to. Do we agree?”

There was a quick glance to Coley, who looked at her leader with hopeful eyes.

“Yes,” he said with a breath. “We agree.”

“Good. I will have the embassy call you soon, with the arrangements. Good day, Mr. President.”

“Good day, Mr. Brezhnev. And on behalf of Captain Reese and the people of the United States, I thank you.”

“Da,” the Premier said, smiling as he hung up the phone in his quarters.

The President hung the phone up, and looked at his visitors with less dubious eyes than before.

“It seems we have a mission, Agent Coley.”

“Well,” Coley sighed. “That’s a relief. What does he want in return?”

The President shrugged. “Surprisingly nothing much. Only full disclosure of the mission.”

Lockenshire sat there with them in disbelief. “No mention of the technology they plan to pirate?”

The President shook his head.

“No. Not a word, General.”

“I don’t believe them!” Lockenshire suddenly thundered. “I know the Reds, they’ll hit us with a bombshell at the last minute.”

“It hardly matters,” the President told him. “We’re in it now and besides, we’ll have someone there with the cosmonauts to prevent anything like that from happening.”

Lockenshire shook his head, unconvinced. “I’m sorry, sir. But I don’t think that will be enough. The Soviets are sneaky bastards at best, they could steal something small and bring it home with them, and we’d easily never know.”

That’s when Haberlin spoke up.

“I’m forced to agree with the general, sir. Granted, the Russians are doing us a tremendous favor, helping us to bring Reese home, but it’s our inherent responsibility to safeguard the alien ship from the wrong hands…at any cost, I believe.”

The President leaned back in his chair and looked at Haberlin.

“What are you suggesting then, Vice-Director? We go as far as murder if need be?”

His eyes said it all. “Yes, sir, I do.”

“For Christ sake, Haberlin!!” the leader of the free world exclaimed as he thrust himself into the upright position again. “Have you lost your damn mind?” he said as he took a quick gulp and killed his water. “The whole purpose of this joint mission is to save lives…. not waste them!”

Haberlin was unwavering. “With all due respect, Sir, the secret…the ability of interstellar travel is just sitting up there, waiting to be excavated,” he said with a half-grin. “Wouldn’t you rather Americans possess such technology, instead of taking the chance that in the hands of the Soviet Union, we might find ourselves to be at their mercy?”

The President was getting frustrated. “Of course I would, and you know that!But what you’re suggesting is wrong, on a multitude of levels!”

Coley joined in. “Sir, I’m afraid they’re right.”

He looked at her incredulously.

“You, too?”

She smiled sympathetically. “The only thing we have as an advantage over the Soviets right now is that we, and we alone, know the exact location of the ship. Once this rescue mission takes place, the Russians will know it, too. And while we may be able to stop them from salvaging anything there with us on the moon…we won’t be able to stop them from returning to the site in the future,” she said as he heavily exhaled. “The only way to assure that they don’t is to dispose of the cosmonauts who will be able to lead them there.”

“Good God,” the President muttered, as he looked at her. “It doesn’t even matter what I say does it? You all have already made your minds up.”

Haberlin answered. “In many ways, Mr. President, we really have no choice.”

“You won’t be involved any way, sir,” Coley told him. “It can be made to look like-”

“Not be involved!?” he bellowed. “For the love of God, Agent Coley, I already am involved!”

Angry, the President again leaned back in his seat, closing his tired eyes for a few moments to clear his head. But Haberlin interrupted him.

“They would do the same to us, sir. You know that.”

“No,” he said, opening his eyes and narrowing them at the vice-director. “I don’t. And even if I did, that wouldn’t make right what you’re proposing.”

“Not now. Not ever. It’s un-American, and it goes against every thing I believe in as a God-fearing Christian man.”

“But, sir,” Haberlin continued on. “Your reputation wouldn’t be tarnished in any way. We would-”

“Shut up, Mr. Haberlin. Shut up and get the hell out of my sight,” he growled. “Before I lose my temper completely with you, and have you removed.”

The vice-director sat there, stunned a little and caught a little off guard.

“Begging your pardon, sir, I-”

“Do I need to call in the two Marines outside my door to have you removed? Leave, Mr. Haberlin!”

Haberlin stood up, looked at Coley and then at the President.

“My apologies, sir.”

The President was silent and the vice-director turned around to leave as Lockenshire opened the door and let him out. Coley stood as well. “Perhaps I should go too, sir. I, uh, do have a lot to attend to before Wednesday.”

“I don’t like this, Agent Coley. I’ve a feeling it will end…badly.”

“Trust us, Mr. President. We can make it work.”

He sighed heavily. “Just bring Captain Reese home so that some good will come out of this disaster.”

Coley could see the exhaustion in his face. She swallowed hard and uneasily locked eyes with the man, feeling the intensity of his stare and knowing in hat moment that there was much more at risk than any of them had originally intended. She gulped again, trying to usher up a face of confidence and assurance. As she spoke, she noticed a slight tremble in her voice despite her best efforts to hole it.

“Of course, sir. We’ll bring him home.”

Hearing that, the president weakly smiled and without another word, swiveled around in his chair to again face the dark of the night outside his window, watching the pale reflections of his remaining visitors walk out of the door and leave him alone with his thoughts in what was soon becoming his quickly deteriorating past. Taking a deep breath, he managed to block it all out for a single moment, gazing upwards at the moon that shone upon him. He began to wonder about things, things that seemed so right a minute ago but now seemed like an unavoidable tragedy, like so many other ideas and notions that once held promise in his, as he saw it, ruined legacy of an administration.

Things like what could provoke a man to abandon all he cared for and loved, just to touch the forbidden boundaries of the sky and space, if only for a fleeing moment in time, knowing full well the dangers of such things, and yet still giving in to the desire. Was it anything like the dilemma of being a man in a position where he knew in doing the right thing was not always the good thing?

He wondered about such things, finding his once tense muscles relaxing there in the grand executive chair of the Oval Office, glad the answer would not chase him into the welcoming fog of sleep.

 

 

CHAPTER TEN?—REMAINDERS

Posted: December 27, 2010 in Books

 

If you were to look it up in the dictionary, the word “horror” would be defined as a strong, painful emotion, caused by extreme dread, fear, or repugnance. And that was exactly what the commander was feeling at that moment, as he stood outside on the icy metal deck of an alien spaceship he and Reese were exploring. The strong light from his helmet cut into the pitch-blackness in front of him, illuminating the crude, radiating scrawling that orbited geometrically around the gasping hole in the side of the Soviet Vostok. Feeling his heart beat even faster, Hollanbach took a step closer, peering into the cavity of the ship, wondering to himself what could lie within.

Red.

Deepness like he had never seen before. Almost black. A color that covered in thick, sparkling blotched shining like a tiny galaxy of stars wherever he looked.

Bulkheads, instrument panels, even spilling onto the deck he stood so precariously upon, crunching with muffled noise as he inadvertently stepped onto it. His mind knew what it was, almost before he even looked at it, the evidence of its identity foreshadowed with each gouging scratch his eye followed along the Vostok’s hull. But it was his morality that continued to disbelieve it, even as he heard his own whispering voice utter the truth of tat which it was, words barely audible for his microphones to pick up and transmit to Reese’s waiting ears on the opposite side of the ship.

It was blood. Hardened and crystallized from the frigid temperatures on the moon’s dark hemisphere. Human blood, as red in some places as the flag the men once proudly wore, chunks on entail jutting rudely out in some places. Its yellowness sheathed in a frozen gore all of its own. Yet, it wasn’t this picture of perfect chaos that disturbed Hollanbach. It was the absence of the blood’s origin that quickly began to cause him the sickly horror he now felt.

The bodies.

The bodies that weren’t there.

“Skipper!”

Hollanbach turned around to face his companion as he bounced towards him, hearing Reese’s heavy breathing as he ran.

“Skipper, are you all right?”

As the captain approached him, his light spit its harsh luminance onto Hollanbach’s ashen face; the man’s bloodshot blue eyes were glistening with wet tears.

“Yeah.” he said blinking, the brightness hurting his eyes. “Yeah, I’m fine.”

“Then what the hell was that scream about? Christ,” the captain said, trying to catch his own breath from the struggle of rushing to the commander in the heavy gear. “I thought something was over here trying to kill you.”

“What scream? I didn’t scream.”

“Commander,” Reese said, looking behind him. “What’s that, is that a hole?”

Hollanbach turned back around. “Yeah,” he answered quietly. “It’s a tear in the skin of the ship. I was just looking at it when-”

Reese was already standing in front of him, witnessing first hand, every- thing the commander had just seen. “Jesus.” The captain halfway stepped in, shining his light around. “This makes the shit in ‘Nam look like a fairytale.”

He looked around a little more taking notice of a boot still standing alone, on the Vostok’s deck, half a leg still inside it, the darkness of the frozen blood sparkling like an evil diamond from the sudden brilliance of the captain’s light. Around it were a few shreds of cosmonaut uniform, stuck in the hard clumps of red ice.

“What is that?” Hollanbach asked him.

“A boot,” Reese said simply. “With somebody’s foot and piece of leg still in it.” He turned around, checking out the instrument panel. “Look at all this blood. It’s everywhere in here.” He took a step over as the commander’s light joined his own. “More of those scratch marks,” he pointed, letting Hollanbach’s eye follow as he traced over the ripped lines in the Vostok’s metal with his light. “Notice anything peculiar about them?”

Hollanbach nervously chuckled. “Other than the fact they’re as big as my arm? They look like they move in a downward motion. Widening as they-” A thought occurred to him. “Shit. Something…some kind of creature…clawed its way into this craft, Reese.” The commander steeped fully into the module, seeing Reese standing behind the console couch very similar to the one they used on the Apollo crafts. Shards of yellow stuffing jutted from the seat covers with frayed red ends. “What is that?”

He heard Reese swallow. “I think I found the other crewmember…or, at least,” he corrected himself. “Their ribcages.”

“My God,” Hollanbach said. “Any identification on them anywhere?”

The captain slowly reached down, moving aside what was left of the uniform, searching for a name patch, dog-tags, anything to tell him who the pile of bones was that he was looking at. But it was not to be found.

“No,” Reese answered. “Nothing here but skeleton…and only some of that.”

Carefully, he reached down and picked up what was left of the man’s arm, the light from his helmet revealing scorings all along the starkness of the bone. Reese continued his examination, moving on to the next arm and discovering similar marks there as well.

“These marks on the bone look like teeth-marks.”

Hollanbach closed his eyes, offering a silent prayer for the suffering Russians experienced before their deaths. He wanted to see for himself but had to remain where he already was, the interior of the module hardly able to accommodate Reese, much less the commander. “What else do you see?” he asked the captain.

“The other guy…the pilot, I guess, is missing completely. No bones, nothing. Just an empty seat.”

“Could be in the LEM,” Hollanbach reasoned.

“I don’t think so, Jon. Whatever hit these poor bastards did it quickly, taking them out at half a glance. The pilot was here when all this happened,” he said. “Christ only knows where he is now.” He turned around, crunching down on some of the frozen blood. “But we’ll give it a shot, anyway. I’ll head on over there and see what’s what.”

As Reese headed towards him, Hollanbach glanced down at his watch, suddenly surprise at how quickly the time went by. “Sorry, pal,” he said as the captain navigated his way out of the Vostok. “As it stands, we’re gonna be lucky if we have enough air to make it back to our own LEM. We’ve got to head back now.”

Reese stretched his cramped body, happy to be out of the little space craft. “Let me ask you something, Jon. Do you think those little aliens we saw out there did all of this?”

Hollanbach was skeptical, and it showed in his voice. “I don’t think so, Reese,” he said. “Those little grays couldn’t have done this. Those gouges are like claw marks, man. Big claw marks. And judging from what I saw, those little fellas have neither the strength nor the claws to do that kind of damage.”

The captain unslung his rifle from around his neck. “Then what? What the hell could have done this kind of damage to a titanium-plated and pressurized spaceship?”

Beginning to walk away from the Vostok, Hollanbach sighed, glaring his light over at the Russian LEM, noticing that it looked intact. “Something,” he said to Reese. “Something we haven’t seen yet.”

Hollanbach looked behind him at Reese, who remained by the Soviet ship, his head down, examining the smattering of blood that had found its way out of the spaceship.

Something maybe we should pray to God we don’t ever see.

 

 

 

 

* * *

 

McNeely stood there, coffee cup in his hand, looking straight at the monitor stuck at channel 41, showing a grizzled astronaut’s face sitting comfortably at the controls of his spacecraft. His mouth was agape in surprise, as was the rest of the Mission Control team, all of them stunned into silence, where they either sat or stood. He watched Herndum reached over onto the console, switching off the tape playback. McNeely shot an anxious glance towards Burgess.

“Get Agent Coley in here…NOW!!”

Without a word, the young engineer was immediately out the door and on his way. On screen, the lieutenant yawned.

“Well,” he said. “That’s about all I have on this tape. The data transmission come in all right?”

“Roger that, DESPERADO. We’ve received all your transmissions. Got anything else for me?”

“That’s a negative, Houston.”

McNeely sipped gingerly at his steaming coffee.

“Okay, then. We’ve still got a good fifteen minutes before loss of signal…. and Jerry would like to get with you, Lieutenant, to try out some new frequency changes for the broadcast code, and then we’d like you to get a few hours’ sleep while the excursion crew is standing down.”

A look of protest crossed Herndum’s tired face.

“Houston, I’m not too sure that’s a good idea. What if-”

“That’s not an option, Lieutenant,” McNeely’s voice was stern. “That’s an order.”

Herndum looked down, shaking his head on the monitor as Coley came in, bursting through the door like a shotgun bride, still the picture of perfection I her white blouse and tight blue skirt, clak-clak-claking in her stiletto heels as she rushed towards him, hair and breasts bouncing in unison.

“What is it?” she asked him, putting her hand on her hip and following his undisturbed gaze towards the big screen.

McNeely held his palm up at her, motioning for silence, and continuing his dialogue with Herndum. “We’re not going to have a problem here, are we Lieutenant? It’s absolutely imperative you get a little sleep, at least if not-”

“I know,” he said with a sigh. “I know. I know what happens when fatigue becomes too much to bear.” He let out another sigh. “I’m just worried about my guys down there, Mac, that’s all. Especially after this.”

The man who was the Mission Control director nodded his weary head in understanding. “We all are,” he said quietly. “But we absolutely have to remain focused on our individual directives concerning this mission. You’re a key element in this, Lieutenant. Without you, nobody gets home,” he said. “Nobody.” McNeely grabbed at the tiny Styrofoam cup and drank some of his java juice. “We on the same page here, DESPERADO?”

Herndum looked into the camera, allowing a smile to form on his face.

“Roger, Houston. We’re on the same page.”

McNeely smiled softly. “Alright. Okay, then. We’ll see you later, Lieutenant. Get some sleep.”

Taking his headset off, he turned his attention to Coley, who stood beside him, watching the screen, her eyes slowly moving in McNeely’s direction, locking with his, and slightly smiling, the corner of her lips curving upwards.

“Nice little pep talk, Mr. McNeely. Very poignant, in fact.”

“Thanks,” he said, throwing away the empty cup. “But I didn’t ask you back in here to pat me on my back.” His tone was extremely serious, and so was his look. “A situation has developed up there, and we need to talk about it.”

“Situation?”

McNeely cleared his throat. “Hollanbach and Reese discovered something very unexpected up there in Bertha’s belly.”

“I’m all ears.”

He flopped in his seat.

“Two Soviet space crafts. A Vostok capsule and booster module, and the Red’s version of a lunar lander.”

“The Soviets,” she muttered. “Damn, this is unexpected.”

“That’s not all,” he added. “They also found the remains of three cosmonauts. Well, not actually remains. More like bits and pieces.” He swallowed. “Bits and pieces of remains.”

Coley was quiet, the news sinking into her brain, but not necessarily the horror. A Russian spacecraft inside the belly of an alien ship was not exactly part of the possibility of things she had originally envisioned her two astronauts to be finding at the start of this mission. Not even close.

“Those cosmonauts,” she began, temporarily sidetracking from her thought. “Did Hollanbach or Reese find any source of identification on them?”

“I don’t know,” McNeely said as she shrugged. “From what Herndum told us, they more or less got the hell out of there after their initial discovery of the deaths. I believe he said their oxygen was running low.”

“That’s right,” she said. “They can only go out for four or five hours intervals. I had forgotten about that.” Coley rubbed her neck, then stopped, giving McNeely a look of tempera- mental confusion. “Wait a minute…those cosmonauts, they were still inside their ship, right?”

“The Vostok, yeah. What was left of them.”

“Right. So, how in the hell did Hollanbach and Reese even find them?”

McNeely looked up at her from his seat. “There was a rather sizeable hole clawed into the starboard of the ship.”

Her jaded eyes widened. “Clawed?”

“Herndum says Hollanbach described it as being about four to six feet in diameter, with what appeared to be claw marks all around it. They verified the same marks all throughout the inside of the capsule. Reese said it looked like somebody turned a tiger loose in there with them. Blood,” McNeely gulped.“Blood was everywhere.”

Coley sat down on the edge of the console, staring at the empty press- box in front of her, swirling in thought. An idea was brewing in her head, one that could actually help redeem her soul later on, once the decision she didn’t want to make was eventually hammered into stone by a higher authority. This was a decision that could possibly leave those brave men up there to die a silent death. But, now, with a revelation of this caliber, perhaps not. She stood up, crossing her arms in front of her.

“I want them to go back to Bertha,” she said. “And return to those Soviet ships. Before they go, I need you to inform them that they need to find numbers on the Vostok’s control panel, properly identifying the craft and its mission agenda, then try to cover some new ground in the exploration of that ship,” she said as she began to walk away, then stopped and continued talking. “Make sure you get it through to them that those numbers are a priority.”

“Right,” McNeely said. “Where are you going?”

“I have to go to Washington and meet with other key players concerning this discovery.”

He jumped up out of his chair, grabbing a yellow legal pad as he quick- stepped over to her. “Hold on a second,” he hollered after her. “You’re forgetting about our little fuel problem.”

She stopped at the door, turning her head at his voice, looking at him a little angrily. “I didn’t forget,” she informed him. “I just…” she sighed. “It just wasn’t fully on my mind at the moment.”

“Well,” he said approaching her. “It’s certainly been on mine. If their computer is right, and the ascension stage really is that low on propellant, they’re going to need to dump as much weight from the LEM as they can to sustain a liftoff.”

“Well, that’s welcome news,” she said. “Two hours ago you were telling me that we’d lost them altogether.” A smile marked her crimson lips. “So there’s hope.”

But McNeely’s face didn’t quite reflect her words.

“I was chatting with the engineers I scraped up to put on this problem. A few ideas were brought to the table and tossed around, and we came up with a few numbers that would comply with the weight restrictions on the remaining fuel left in the tank to send the LEM on its way,” he said as he handed her the notepad. “Problem is, we don’t like any of them. We’ve all done the arithmetic a thousand times, but the solutions all remain the same,” he said as Coley took the pad.

“I don’t understand the problem, Mr. McNeely. If you found a way to get them off the moon-”

“Look at the numbers,” he interrupted her.

The Special agent looked at the black scrawling of McNeely’s ink- ravaged math, and then at the three final numbers, all within five values of each other…all punctuated with a question mark after them.

“What does all this mean?” she naively asked him.

McNeely coughed, cleared his throat. “It’s the amount of weight, in pounds, that our boys will have to lose if they expect to get the LEM’s final stage off the moon. Backpacks, batteries, tools, EVA gear, everything not actually associated with the launch or life support has to be dismantled and ejected from the module, left forever up there on the moon,” he said as he coughed again, leaning his exhausted body up against the wall. “But even with all that subtracted from the overall weight, we still figure the LEM to be heavy, anywhere from one-seventy, to maybe two-hundred and five pounds,” he told her. “Give or take. The numbers aren’t perfect yet, but…”

“But they already tell a disturbing tale,” Coley finished for him. “So what is it you’re telling me here, McNeely? No matter what Reese and Hollanbach do, they’re going to be stuck on the moon?”

Staring own at his black shod feet, McNeely remained eerily quiet for several seconds before answering her.

“No,” he said hoarsely. “That isn’t what I’m saying at all,” he said as he looked up at her with pain in his eyes and a shudder in his voice.

“I’m saying, one of them will.”

 

 

 

 

* * *

“Now what?”

It seemed to be two words that best described Mary Ellen Coley’s current state of mind as she roared out of the Houston complex in her car, startling the guard who was inherently much too busy trying to accommodate a quartet of young college girls in a convertible a few dozen feet away, instead of minding his post to keep people like her was zipping through an open gate, tires squealing, as she rounded a corner, gunning for the open road only a few short minutes away.

There was no way in hell that she was going to be able to make a decision like the one currently stuck right in front of her face. It was a thousand times worst than being confronted with the possibility of leaving both men there to die. Now, someone had to pick one of them to stay and the other to blast off from the moon.

Someone, but not her. It would be the same as giving her a loaded gun and giving her a choice of killing one and not the other. On what do you base that kind of decision on? Moreover, who had the right to even think they could make it? Her? Haberlin? The President?

She slipped on her white-framed sunglasses and relished in the feeling of the afternoon wind blowing through the window as she crawled down the heavily congested interstate.

No, she thought. There had to be a better way. Perhaps McNeely’s figures were wrong. Or better yet, the fuel gauge was wrong.

But, what if they were right? Would she be able to live with herself if she ignored all the warning signs, and then have them blast off from the descent mode, only to climb up maybe sixty, seventy thousand feet, then exhaust their fuel supply and come crashing down to the dark lunar soil? Of course not…and she knew that without even giving it a second thought. The intelligence operating within her that the director was right, one of the astronauts had to stay behind, and there was no getting around it…but it didn’t necessarily mean whoever it was had to die.

The discovery of Soviet crafts up there might have provided her with a way to bring the men back alive and, hopefully…in one piece.

Coley had knowledge that the Russians were set to launch (apparently, again) to the moon in a few weeks, maybe days. Perhaps if she were to personally contact Vladimir with hints as to what she now knew, use it as a bargaining chip somewhat…

The bumper-to-bumper traffic began to spread out some, allowing her gradual acceleration from the five she was going to about twenty, as the road was reopened from the overturned tractor trailer up ahead, converging four lanes into two. Passing the wreck, the police cars and the sight of the sheet-covered driver being loaded into the ambulance, made Coley begin to think about the other discoveries Hollanbach and Reese has found up there on the moon. Preferably, the dead ‘grays’ as the commander like to call them, amidst the wreckage of a gigantic interstellar spacecraft not of this Earth.

It was the find of the century… no, the millennium! Proving the un- deniable existence of civilization outside of the solar system with space-faring technologies that immensely rival that of mankind’s primitives. Now, all those reports of UFO sightings and the once laughable alien abductions had some credibility to them, she thought. As the traffic cleared altogether, and she was able to gun the engine back up to fifty, Coley quickly came to realize that not only did she live in a world where man had managed to walk on the moon, but had also answered one of the timeless questions that had been asked by every human being, it seemed, since the dawn of their creation. An exhilarating feeling, yes, but one quickly overshadowed by the knowledge of those dead cosmonauts within the walls of that spacecraft, bod parts that were left behind to only give partial clues into a new mystery now presented to them. She heard the descriptions Hollanbach used to help them envision the little gray aliens he and the captain had seen, and like them, was pretty much convinced that they were not the culprits behind such an atrocity. So the question then remained, if not the grays, who? Or, perhaps…what?

Seeing her exit approaching, Coley put her grim thoughts aside and pushed up the indictor, activating her car’s right-hand signal and slowing down, easing towards the ascending ramp. First thing’s first, she thought. Contact Haberlin and set up a meeting with the President to inform him of these new developments on the moon, and quite possibly, her little brainstorm concerning the retrieval of the astronaut that gets left up there…as quickly as a week or so later.

There was still a great deal of information she needed before she could begin to formulate a bold maneuver, considering the current state of diplomatic relations and the cold hatred the key players felt for each other.

Still, time was most definitely not on her side. In about five hours, Hollanbach and Reese would be getting out for a second rendezvous with Bertha; hopefully able to snag all the information she needed from them before presenting her case to the President. They had already been on the moon close to a day, and still in the dark (no pun intended) as to the situation on their fuel gauge. McNeely had assured her that this team was very close to coming up with a solution to get one of them back to the DESPERADO.

And only one.

It was a scenario she didn’t like, but had to deal with. She told McNeely to wait until the astronauts returned from the upcoming excursion before telling them what they had come up with, hopefully giving her the time she needed to forge a rescue plan for the solitary American astronaut that would remain on the moon, giving him a slight glimmer of hope for survival instead of automatically believing that his days were numbered, and counting down fast.

 

 

 

 

* * *

“Okay,” Reese said as his dusty moon boots climbed onto the Soviet LEM’s porch. “I don’t see any sign of damage on the spacecraft around here. Looks like it’s still very much intact. How about you, Skipper?”

The single beam of light cast its brilliance all along the far side of the bug-like vessel. He saw nothing out of the ordinary wherever he looked. No claw marks or holes in the hull. No chunks of frozen blood or pieces of body sticking out of anything, which was a relief, at the least. What he did see, how- ever, was an amazing similarity between his LEM’s exterior design and this one’s, the only difference really being the blatant spherical design of the ascension stage, compared to the UNFORGIVEN’s blocky, clumsy architecture.

“Looks fine to me, Reese. I see absolutely no marks damaging the space- craft at all. Looks pretty much right out of the box, if you ask me.” He was close to one of the landing appendages, shining his light all along the gold foil of the spidery metal leg. “Go ahead inside,” he told the captain. “See how it looks in there.” He looked down at the M-16 he was holding and then up at Reese’s exact same weapon, slung around his own neck. “And be quick about it, eh? I’m not sure if I can get this damn thing off my neck in time if I needed to.”

Reese reached out in front of him, wrapping his rubber-gloved fingers around the outside flywheel of the hatch.

“I’m going in,” he said grabbing the device and grunting, slowly twisting it in the counter clockwise motion to free it from its sealed state of being. It seemed to take a little more effort than their own hatch did at one point, emitting a hellish squeal that rang through his helmet and into his brain, like a giant needle causing him to wince from the degree of its intensity. After a few, well-placed grunts, Reese was able to turn it a little easier, almost spinning the release handle until it locked rigidly into place, telling the captain that the hatch was now ready to be opened.

Backing up a little, Reese pulled the heavy door towards him, watching as the opening grew wider and wider, until the hatch was altogether up against the rails of the porch.

Lowering himself down to the opening, the captain stuck his head inside, carefully maneuvering himself into the unyielding space, getting hung up a few times on his stubborn backpack on the way in, but nevertheless, triumphing in the end as he cleared the hatch, grunting and groaning a little more as he struggled to stand up, the light from his helmet reflecting off the metal of the LEM’s console that near-mirrored their own, in fact, filling the inside of the small craft with light. One quick look around the familiar cramped setting told him everything he needed to know.

“I think when we get back to Earth, we should drop by the LEM plant and tell them to tighten up on their security there, Jon. As I look around the interior her, the best way to describe it is a near carbon copy of our lunar landers, with a few noticeable changes, of course.”

Hollanbach was making his way around to the lander’s facade as Reese talked to him. “Like what?” he asked the captain.

“Well,” Reese said, sighing. “For one thing, all the instrumentation is labeled in Cyrillic,” he laughed. “I only see one set of pilot controls here on the starboard side, and there seems to be a panel missing from the console, leaving a mess of exposed wires and circuit boards.”

As he turned around, he noticed more.

“Over here aft of where I’m standing are two, wait…. four, unused EVA packs, various tools and equipment. Some moon rock gathering apparatus and the emergency oxygen packs. Two of those with the masks intact. There are also two pairs of moon walker boots here.”

Hollanbach reached the LEM’s front.

“Anything else of significance? Mission plan? Anything to clue us in to what sort of mission they were on when this happened?”

The captain looked around, throwing beams of light all around the cabin to find something, but couldn’t. “No,” he said. “But I would like to see if this baby has any power left in it. That alone could tell us something.”

“Go ahead.”

If, indeed, the LEM still had it’s full battery power, then they could assume that the Russians had been still in transit to the moon, not even in a day’s length of it, assuming they followed similar procedures as American astronauts when it came to powering up the lander. If they did, then the power would be more than likely be depleted, having been on and burnt up long ago. The captain swallowed a bit nervously, reaching over to the main bus switch, flipping it on, and waiting. Nothing happened.

“Damn,” he said. “It doesn’t look like there’s any juice left in the batts. Maybe they-”

And then suddenly the digital green of the LCD displays and other colored lights of the console cheerfully blinked on, causing Reese to stop in the middle of his sentence and admire the view.

“Power!” he yelled. “I’ve got power!”

Walking closer to the console, the captain began to study its immediate status, still a little amazed at how easy it was to associate this LEM with his own, a relief when he considered that the little bit of Russian he knew was phrases like:

You are a beautiful woman.

Hello.

Good-bye.

And although he was still unsure of its exact pronunciation or even where he heard it: Your mother is a fat whale of a boot-kisser.

None of which would come close to helping if this were a problem.

“Okay,” he said. “Oxygen levels are still intact and completely full, as is the power grid and fuel of both individual stages. Too bad we can’t use that to our advantage.”

“Yeah,” the commander agreed. “Too bad. So then the LEM is intact and fully functional?”

“Affirmative,” Reese said. “This thing is as good as new.”

“Well done, Captain,” Hollanbach told him. “Go ahead and power down and get out of there. We’ve still got a good three hours left out here and I want to make use of it now that we’ve got the information Agent Coley wants.” Looking up into space, he could see Reese’s light bounce around as he got ready to crawl back out and rejoin him outside the LEM.

“I’m still anxious to see what else is in here as far as alien technology goes. Maybe see something small enough to bring back along with the tissue samples we lifted from the grays outside.”

He heard Reese grunt as his feet protruded from the opening, making his way back out onto the porch. “I don’t know, Jon. We already came across the remnants of cosmonauts in a ripped open spacecraft.”

He was smiling as he said it, even though the commander couldn’t see it. Despite the subtle nervousness he was feeling, Reese was anxious to explore more as well, his imagination bustling into overdrive with visions of gadgets and trinkets just waiting to be discovered and taken back to Earth. But it was the knowledge of the Vostok’s devastation that kept the mainstream of his excitement at bay. And the lack of knowledge of how it happened, that made him more cautious than usual, waiting to encounter some horrific terror at the next turn of this dark and mysterious vessel. He knew Hollanbach felt it too, but neither of them was about to give in to such trivial feelings…especially when it meant the extreme possibility of missing out on the discovery of a lifetime, more so that the wonderment’s and proof of things they’d already encountered. So he teased Hollanbach, lightening his own spirit, and subtly firing up the commander’s desire to move forward…consequences he damned.

“You sure you can handle any more excitement in one mission, old man?”

The commander grunted. “Old man?” he snorted. “You sure do talk a lot of crap for a kid with no weapons to back himself up.”

Reese climbed out onto the porch and turned around as he carefully stood up, seeing Hollanbach standing those few feet below him.

“Did I say ‘old man’? That’s not what I meant. I meant to say ‘bold man’, as in brave. And strong. And heroic,” Reese smiled. “I ever tell you how much I think of you as a surrogate father figure?”

Hollanbach chuckled.

“C’mon down, Captain. You’re lucky that I like you.”

The young astronaut ambled on down the ladder with ease, touching down on the metal deck in seconds, facing the commander, walking towards him.

“Where to now, Skipper?” he said with a sigh.

Hollanbach pointed, shining his light past the Vostok towards the way they came.

“That way.”

 

 

 

 

* * *

It took them both the greater part of an hour, more or less, to reach what had seemed to be their unknown destination. The entire time they walked along the cold and empty corridor of Bertha, encountering nothing aside from an occasional dead gray here and there, impaled or bones broken, lying here like the others the men had encountered, twisted and then, their sparkling, icy life fluid, a bluish-green in hue, exposed and sitting in their light.

Along the way, they noticed that the walls and floor had begun to change. Transforming themselves slowly into the same ridged insect like exoskeleton that appeared on the ship’s exterior, smooth in texture with a deep black running through the long center of each scale, the tips brightened to a cool and near luminescent blue.

Gone were the rainbow swirls of some sort of second skin with blotches of hardened ‘scabs’ like Dalmatian spots scattered throughout. It had all fused together now, a solid pattern of unique substance with o other openings or compartments to distract them, leading the astronauts to where they now stood, struck stupid with awe at the grand amazement at what they were seeing.

Both men were quiet for a long while as they stood in the bleak darkness, their lights illuminating the massive space of what Hollanbach and Reese quickly determined to be the alien craft’s command center.   The commander swallowed hard.

“Has to be the bridge,” he announced in a low voice.

Reese was quick to agree with him, looking around with his light, determining the space before them to be a rather large oval, with a great deal of wreckage within. A room filled with hat appeared to be the remains of equipment and consoles…even seats, bordering the bridge along the scaly bulkhead. He and Hollanbach stood elevated behind it all, looking down at the ominous desertion below.

“Christ, it’s big,” he sad.

“Big,” Hollanbach said. “Big and empty.”

“The majority of the crew must have evacuated,” the captain said as he began to walk down the steps into the heart of the bridge, stopping when his light strayed upon another dead gray, half of his body missing. “Those that survived anyway.”

He looked at the still creature while, studying its long skinny fingers that almost looked like extensions of bone with thin coverings of gray flesh. He noticed the large, obtuse head and black eyes, he tiny mouth, the absence of any ears, nose, and hair. The stark nakedness of all they had seen. He half laughed.

“I wonder if Captain Kirk and his crew ever ran across any of these ugly little fellas during their five-year voyage?”

Hollanbach, still observing from the platform above, took a step down, following Reese a few feet away. “Who?” he asked.

“Aw, c’mon,’ Reese said. “Don’t tell me you never saw that show on TV a few years back. Star Trek?”

The commander shrugged. “I’m not a big television person. Hardly ever watch.”

Reese smiled. He should’ve known. “And just what is it you do in your spare time, Commander?”

Continuing along the path, he shrugged again, tightening his grip on the gun as he saw the dead gray. “Work on my car, brush up on my manuals, make love to my wife,” he said as he sighed, longing for the latter. “Stuff like that. What about you?”

He reached the bottom and continued to walk on, maneuvering around wreckage as he ventured towards the other side. “Party animal,” he simply said with a grin. “When I’m not in the air, I’m out on the town.”

His forehead crinkled, he saw something odd in the shadows of his light, something that looked big…and hairy. He started to walk, or climb, towards it, as the wreckage now seemed a bit worse than they had originally thought. “A little motto I like to live by when I’m not-”

The radio waves were suddenly absent of sound. Hollanbach whirled around but could not see the captain, amidst all the wreckage.

“Reese?” he said worriedly.

“Up here,” came the response.

Hollanbach’s light caught him kneeling atop a small mountain of damaged alien technology, peering down, his gun fiercely thrust out before him, aimed on something that the commander could not quite see.

“You’d better come over here and see this for yourself, Skipper,” Reese told him, swallowing hard over the airways.

Hollanbach was curious. “What is it?” he asked as he began to climb the piles of wreckage to where Reese was.

He shook his head. “Another dead alien,” he said plainly. “But a big one. And nasty by the looks of it.”

“Hang on,” the commander said. “I’m coming.”

Reese continued to stare. “This has got to be the biggest damn thing I’ve ever seen, man. Bigger than a Kodiak. Much bigger. And hairy, too. Goddamn!”

Hollanbach reached him, and straddled a piece of debris as he held his rifle out in front of him, too, cautiously looking down.

“Holy shit.”

It was definitely an alien. There was no two ways about that. Large in every detail, and viciously impaled on a stray piece of sharp metal, limp and lifeless in a small space below them, its face was slightly reminiscent of an ape’s. Large and slopping forehead, hairless until about the middle of its crown, the dark blue skin giving way to the long shiny strands of black hair, continuing down its back and covering it completely. It’s arms, massive, muscular and well defined like that of a human body builder with patches of the same dark hair on the sides, and ending with two fingered hands adjoined to an opposable thumb.

The chest was bare, and very much akin to a man’s only without nipples or areolas, but plain and unfettered, as smooth in contour as the rest of the skin. But that’s where the skin ended, and some sort of scale-like material that was there in the ship, came into view, its bottom half. A flat black with bright azure edges, from its waist to its feet. Hollanbach wondered if perhaps it was some kind of armor. He grinned inside his suit, armor-plated pants.

“That is one ugly bastard,” Reese said aloud.

Looking at its dead face, eyes shut and a flared set of nostrils, the alien also had hair covering the sides of the head like thick sideburns, growing into a beard of sorts, intricately into twin tails like a Chinese Fu-Man Chu. It’s open mouth revealed blood speckled fangs all around the mandibles of the jaw. A long tongue, limp, and hanging from the corner of its mouth, the same blue color.

“Guy or girl?” Hollanbach wondered.

He heard Reese snort into the microphone. “Does it matter? It’s still ugly as hell.”

The commander sighed, reaching up to activate his recorder. “Better get some of this on tape, provided it doesn’t break the camera,” he said with a chuckle.

Reese laughed and then something dawned on him, making him wonder. “You think this…thing…is what killed the Russians?”

Hollanbach looked at it. “No,” he concluded. “Doesn’t have the claws. Unless there’s an interstellar pick axe lying around here that we haven’t seen yet.”

Reese slung his rifle around his neck, by now convinced that the creature was entirely dead and unable to hurt him. He began to climb down the wreckage, moving towards a crevice big enough at the ground level for him to fit into.

“I want to get a closer look,” he said to the commander. “Unless you object.”

The commander remained still, steadily holding his rifle on the dead alien. “Go right ahead, Captain. Just be damn careful.”

“I will,” he said as he walked in, filling the space with his light again.

The beast was standing on the deck, legs slightly bent, the captain noticed, and it still stretched up, far beyond Reese’s own five feet ten stature.  “This thing looks to be eight, maybe ten feet tall, Skipper.”

“Christ,” Hollanbach muttered, wide-eyed.

Reese was silent for a few moments studying the diorama before him, trying to understand what might have happened.

“Looks to me like he was standing here when the ship hit the moon, causing that chunk of metal to uproot itself from below him, sticking him like a pig in the process.”

Hollanbach nodded and added jokingly, “Quite intuitive, Reese. You’re a lot smarter than you look.”

“Thanks.” “But,” the commander continued, not quite finished. “Why is there only one of these things here on this ship? And how do these other things, the grays…How do they fit in to all this?”

Reese shrugged. “Maybe they were his crew,” he reassumed.

“Crew?”

“Sure. This thing is alone on the bridge. My guess is that ole Big and Nasty here is the skipper of this craft. And those grays, as you like to call them, were his crew.”

“Maybe,” he said. “Or maybe he was their prisoner.”

Reese looked down at the creature’s big hands and wrapped his own tiny hand around one of the fingers, trying to lift it up. “No handcuffs or restraints of any kind,” Reese said, straining with the weight, tightening his grip, determined to lift it. “So he can’t be a-OAWOO!”

“Reese?” Hollanbach said, shifting and getting ready to fire. “You okay?”

“Yeah,” he answered. “At least I was, until I saw this.”

“Saw what?” the commander wanted to know, shining his light down around where the captain stood, holding the giant beast’s single digit.

With their lights on it, Reese grunted, both his hands around the mighty finger a single thickness about the same as any one of their arms, squeezing as hard as e could, prompting a glistening black object to protrude from the finger’s tip. With a smooth sliding motion.

“This,” he said triumphantly, showing the pointy black alien projection.

A claw.